A Round Trip To Love Volume 1 Chapter 11 156 Feb 23, 2020

Vol 1: Chapter 11

Putting aside moral issues, Lu Feng and I are blissfully in love.

The intensity of my attraction to him far outweighs the sense of shame of being homosexual. In the cover of night, I would sneak into his bed, engaging in all forms of intimacy. We could not even disguise our passionate gazes amongst a crowd.

For two months of summer holidays, my longing for Lu Feng reached an unbearable state. I dream of him almost every night…. the content of the dreams being too shameless to talk about.

Under these unchecked emotions, I woke up one night feeling wet and sticky on my lower half.

This has never happened before due to my belated puberty. Even though I fully understand this change in my body, the fact that the person who triggered it is a guy by the name of Lu Feng makes me extremely embarrassed.

The night after, I confessed over the phone to Lu Feng about it behind closed doors. His amused response made me flare up with fury, ” How dare you laugh! It's all your fault for entering my dreams and harassing me!”

” What did I do to harass you?”

“……. how do you think? Besides being a gangster?” I replied with exasperation.

” Yes, yes, I'm a gangster.” He laughed wickedly, before his voice suddenly turned hoarse. ” Xiao Chen, I want you so much right now”.

Even the thick- skinned me turned red in the face. ” I'll call the police if you carry on with your nonsense!”

” Be good, let me hug you.”

” Alright, hug me.” I can be generous with purely lip service.

” I am hugging your waist now, oh…. it feels like it's slimmer.”

Fully knowing he is speaking nonsense, my stomach nonetheless felt a warming sensation. ” ….. it's summer, it will become slimmer.”

” I am touching your face now, it also feels slimmer…. lips…. ah…. don't bite your lips, relax your jaw, I am putting my fingers in…..”

I listened silently, heartbeats increasing frantically.

” I am…. going to kiss you now.”

I shivered.

Subconciously, my right hand started caressing my own body under Lu Feng's coaxing, imagining it being his gentle and hot touches, until it reaches between my legs.

………………………………………..

” Does that feel good?”

Gasping and feeling a bittersweet shame, I looked down at the white semen in my hand.

” Why so shy….. is it your first time?”

“Mn.” My face blushing again.

Lu Feng was silent for a while before he started to pant. I bit my lips and held on tight to the phone. I can't help feeling a rushing excitement as I guessed he is doing the same as what I did.

Having waited until his breaths slowed down, I bravely asked the same: ” Does it feel good?”

He laughed out loud: ” Yes. Doing it with Xiao Chen, of course it feels great.”

” Don't be so thick-skinned.” What an arrogant guy.

When his laughter died down, Lu Feng suddenly said: ” Cheng Yi Chen, I love you.”

Many years later, I came to a realisation that this straightforward and unpretentious confession from Lu Feng, is more sincere and precious than any sweet sayings.

That summer I had my fourteenth birthday. Before this time of my life, I was as pure as a white sheet of blank paper. Since then, the blemishes in my life are all imprinted by Lu Feng.

As usual, I returned to school two days prior to school reopening ( Yi Chen has totally lost hope in me as an older brother who prefers being with his friends). Lu Feng came back looking tanned as a charcoal. This sharply contrasted with me who had hardly stepped out of the house, looking no different from a white steamed chicken. Lu Feng was extremely proud of his tan: ” I got my tan after spending a lot of money travelling to Hawaii. Do you dare not to admire it?”

I gave a snort of contempt. However, seeing Lu Feng looking so handsome and spirited, I can't help swallowing my saliva several times without him noticing.

” Come, I'll let you get first dips on this muscular arms of mine.” Lu Feng boasted, ” This is yours exclusively.”

I spat out: ” As thin as a bamboo, who cares.”

This distorted description of those ” thin as a bamboo” arms then proceeded to lift me up effortlessly and threw me onto the bed. Seeing him approach fully intent on giving a wild kiss, I screamed for help.

Lu Feng was amused: ” Before screaming for help, please release these hands that are wrapped around my neck, will you?”

” Get lost!” Being exposed like that made me so embarrassed.

Alone with him for two days, we tangled with each other without a care in the world once the door of our dorm room is closed. Strictly speaking, we were still fairly innocent up until this time. Only venturing into kissing and touching, not even attempting to help each other with our hands. I do not know how Lu Feng feels, but as for me, just the thought of venturing deeper beyond such affections is frightening.

Just the two of us, lying without tops on, chatting and kissing away all day. The Lu Feng in my eyes right now is handsome beyond comparison. I always felt that such a masculine male would actually like a skinny boy like me, instead of a girl, is as unbelievable as the quality of my mom's cooking. Feeling absolutely full of delight, I caressed him up and down, and laid down on that enviable hard chest of his.

Touching here, stroking there.

” Are you done with all the touching? Three hundred dollars in total, thank you.”

” You're so cheap.”

” I gave you a discount because you are a VIP, you should know what's good for you.”

” Give this boss a better offer, buy one free one.” I started caressing more aggressively.

Lu Feng held on to my hands, and said with a serious expression: ” If you continue touching, I am going to turn rascal.”

” Don't pretend like you have never acted rascal.”

Lu Feng laughed behind his teeth: ” Good. I will let you see what a real rascal is.”

Holding on to my waist and with a burst of strength, he flipped…… me on top of him.

I laughed out loud: ” I didn't know being a rascal means being pressed down below.”

Lu Feng pulled down from my nape effectively cutting off my laughter. Pressing onto his body, I could feel the rapid heartbeat of his young and energetic heart. Knowing that it is me who has got him so excited made me shiver.

Tongues entangled, his hands slide down on my back rubbing my bottoms over thin clothes.

I shivered as I feel hard erection pressing against my own, making my entire body tighten.

The moment his hand slid in, tugging down my short pants followed by my underwear, I started panting vigorously. I held him tight not daring to make any movements. It is the first time we were exposed completely to each other, flesh on flesh. It felt like electricity was passing through our bodies. Lu Feng's hands wildly held on to my waist, rubbing himself onto my similarly engorged erection. This action exploded into an unprecedented excitement.

With his semen on my waist, we hugged each other silently feeling a little awkward. A short time passed before Lu Feng held me up to sit with my back facing him, reaching over to hold me in his hand.

I have no one to compare Lu Feng's skills to, him being the first lover of my life. Nonetheless, he could rile me up so easily and it did not take long for me to raise my hands up in surrender.

” Your endurance is so poor.” He smiled wickedly. ” Good thing I will be your husband, otherwise you will never be able to satisfy me.”

” I was afraid your hands will get tired, that's why I made it snappy. What did you think?” I stubbornly said.

” How is it?”

” What do you mean?”

” Compared to you doing it yourself, how is it?”

“……….” I blushed deeply. ” Only slightly better.”

” Haha…..” He let out a satisfied laugh and hugged me tight.

” Hey……..”

” Mn?”

” What are you….. again….!!”

He looked slightly embarrassed: ” Holding on to my wife, of course it will make me have lewd thoughts.”

“……… I will help you.”

” There's no need. ” He acted nonchalant, ” I'm afraid you might make me impotent under your incompetent hands.”

” I'll make you impotent now!” I grabbed on to him fiercely. Even though I was mentally prepared, that first touch of his thick coarsing shaft raised my heartbeats and goosebumps all over my body.

” Let me know if it hurts.” I said without any confidence, and continued with my clumsy movements.

With effort, Lu Feng laughingly said: ” Please, stop using the same expression you used to eat KFC french fries to conduct this business would you?”

” Shut up!” I yelled at him. ” I am trying hard to please you here! Stop nagging!”

Lu Feng stopped laughing, quietly looking down to see my clumsy efforts to satisfy him. As he approaches his climax, he bit down on my lower lips and kissed me deeply. When he sucked my tongue, I could a numbness spread through my brain.

” Do not stop with the hands.” He said softly against my lips. My lousy skills are further hampered by the distraction of the kiss, and yet he was beyond excited, resulting in a mess all over our bodies.

Lu Feng used a soft cloth to wipe me clean, and then held me tightly to him.

” Xiao Chen, do you love me?”

I nodded my head earnestly.

” We will be so happy together won't we?”

I nodded again.

” Shall we be together our whole lives?”

I nodded even harder.

In this exceedingly sweet moment, I actually buried my head in his chest and bawl my eyes out.

No one knows why.

Sometimes, adversity comes into our lives like the shadow of a huge pair of wings of a bird. It may be far overhead, yet its shadows casting over the ground is so near and so real.