Chapter 87: Akuyaku Reijou ni Nanka Narimasen. Watashi wa『Futsuu』no Koushaku Reijou desu! Chapter 87

I stroked Dirk’s tail in silence.

“Nyaa… n.”

“… You have been Beastifying a lot recently. Moreover, you have become more spoiled.”

“Aaaaauuuu… perhaps it’s getting stronger. I thought so too during the incident with Jend, but I am unable to control my impulses at times. It’s true that I act more spoiled, but… I only react to you… because I lo… because I love you, Rosarin.”

ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME

Crap, crap, crap! Dirk, he is too wonderful!!

Dirk undid his Beastification and kissed me who was unable to reply.

“You have told me before that I have been able to smile a lot more recently, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Right now, I feel much happier than the protagonist of my favorite novel. It’s all thanks to you. I am glad that you exist.”

“Dirk…”

“That’s why, let’s cross the eighteen-year-old mark together. I will be your ally, no matter what happens.”

Dirk is probably aware of my worries. He is the only one whom I told everything that was in my Clairvoyance. It should be difficult for him as well, but he is spoiling me just as he said he would.

Truth to be told, there was no need for Dirk to be my fiancé. In order to avoid my future, someone like Alphage-sama would be probably the most suitable. With authority and ability, he would be the optimal partner.

At first, I admired him as a game character. But, when was it, I wonder? The him of the game felt distant. Currently, my eyes can only see Dirk.

“I am so glad I chose you, Dirk. I want to be with you forever and ever.”

That was my… our wish. On impulse, I hugged him without holding back my strength and burst into tears. I might have dug my nails into his back. But, I kept clinging to him. I wished, desired to not separate from him. My tears flowed without stopping.

This fear is fear that stuck to Rosalia who couldn’t cross over her eighteenth birthday over and over again… Dirk received me and continued stroking my back without saying anything.

In those safe hands of his, I fell asleep without realizing.