Prologue

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Being alone? A shut-in otaku? What’s wrong with those.

People have their strengths and weaknesses, and some people just don’t fit in. However, isn’t it wrong to put it in one frame and say “since you are like this, you should do that?”

Some people feel sick, nausea, and have headaches when they are among many people. There are also even some people that faint because of it.

Is it fun? Do you not train enough? Such a thing would not be something that can be solved by training. Is it possible to be told to live in the presence of a group of cockroaches or a group of caterpillars? Some people will even say that they can live because they have physiological disgust.

Anyway, it’s impossible to be told to do something that is impossible.

I am struck by the desire to give a speech, but honestly, doing so does not improve my position, and doing so is no different than a suicide attack.

I lost my desire to make a speech.

“Haaaa” I sighed

A pamphlet for the school trip in my hand. It’s titled “Make a group with good friends ☆” …… I don’t need such a group, so let me act alone! I wanted to say that.

However, because the rules are rules, we are told to act together. No, I would like to not go on a school trip, but my teacher and family would tell me that I would be wasting the money.

I hate events. These kinds of events usually have no way out.

I wish I could get sick, but usually, I’m in good shape only when I say so. It feels like the devil is smiling at me.

I don’t need friends. Even more so with a girlfriend. When I say that, people just say “stay strong.”

No, I’m not strong? Rather, people cause illness, if possible, I don’t want to get close to anyone! Or rather, I don’t even want to come to school. Even so, my forced me to graduate from high school because it is compulsory education … No, I understand that minimum education is necessary, but why do we have to be educated at a school. Is it because I’m a child?

Look around.

Where is the free time on the school trip? It’s not even mentioned? In my eyes, they all look the same to me. I don’t even know what’s fun and what’s not.

At that moment, I lost all interest and stared at the clouds flowing out of the window. I wish I could drift like that…

When I was about to drift away, a guy suddenly called out to me.

“Hey, don’t look out the window again. What’s so fun about that …”

That’s right, my classmate A talked to me. For the time being, I call him A.

“A-kun, what are you doing?”

“Why A-kun? You’re saying that you don’t even remember my name? Are you doing this intentionally? Or do you really don’t remember? “

I really can’t remember. I mean, I can’t remember the name.

Usually, everyone is named an Alphabet or a Gojyuon. Girls too.

“You … are you really okay? It’s a big deal to not remember names after you go out into society?”

“Whatever, what do you need for the time being?”

“You haven’t decided on a group yet … what are you going to do about it?”

“Don’t go, or get permission to act alone”

I didn’t think I’ll get permission to act alone. But it’s the minimum requirement to keep your mind and body calm.

The maximum number of people I can tolerate is three or four, and the group limit is definitely over the allowance. Therefore, I would like to ask you to reduce the number of people as much as possible or let me act alone.

Why did A-kun call out to me? I don’t remember doing anything to this guy, nor did I get him to do anything.

“Oh … well. If that’s the case, just belong to our group in name. Acting alone, We can just say that you’re sick and resting somewhere.”

I really don’t know why he’s helping me. I should have no contact with this guy. But it’s a good deal. Anyway, this guy has some ideas on how to get me alone. If we use each other, that should be fine.

If you look at the groups, it seems that the number of people in A-kun’s group doesn’t have enough people.

“OK. If you need to fill in the spot, just use my name as you please”

“Oh, I didn’t have enough people. I’ll use it.”

A-kun waves his hand and leaves while showing a delicate smile while saying “I will use it.”

I wonder what I really want to do … Well, he understands me a little, and he keeps a sense of distance. So it’s a lot easier to interact with him than other people, but … no matter what, people gather around him.

If everyone gathers at the same time …

I suddenly got goosebumps. If that happens, the nightmare would come back.

The situation would cause a headache and nausea to activated at the same time. After the double attack, my field of vision would turn white, I fall to the ground, and from there … Yeah, that situation only needs to be done once in a lifetime.

“Hey, do I really have to go?”

Even if I ask the flowing clouds, I didn’t get a reply.

Really, does everyone one to be in a flock, and treats those who are out of the flock as a foreign object? The salvation is that it hasn’t developed into bullying yet.

No, you’re treated like air in a sense, so if you look at it in a way, it might look like bullying. To be honest, the current situation is the most comfortable for me.

The different feelings. I’m not telling you to understand my feelings. I just want someone to help the air like people feel comfortable, especially the parents and the teachers.

That was my thoughts during the preparation period before the trip.

No way did I know that I would be involved in a terrible incident during the school trip.

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