Chapter 182: You Are My Ray of Light, I Can Endure Anything For You (3)

Miao Hualing asked, the latter smiled and said he had forgotten, Miao Hualing got up and went to the dining room. There was a mini-kitchen in the dining room, she heated up the food and called He Yu.

He Yu was just as polite, with Miao Hualing warming up the food for him, he got to his feet after. Mother and son sat on either side of the dining table. He was slightly stunned as he sat down, but quickly returned to his senses.

He ate the food, but very little. Miao Hualing took some water, which He Yu thanked and then took it, politely. Knowing that Miao Hualing must have come over for something, He Yu finished his water, put the glass down, looked at his mother with calm eyes, and said, “Is there something wrong?”

“I went to look for Qiuzi.” Miao Hualing said.

The man held the water glass in his hand, and a faint ripple appeared on the calm water surface as he assented quitely. Miao Hualing looked at him and said, “I suggested her to divorce you.”

“I made a mistake.” He Yu said, his eyelashes drooping, his inky black eyes deep and dark.

“She deserves better.” Miao Hualing pushed, “I saw a man waiting for her when I left. She has no shortage of people who love her, the same way you do, but you hurt her. If you don’t make changes to make her believe in you, this marriage of yours should be better discarded sooner or later.”

Miao Hualing’s words were like sharp knives, which words were difficult for her to say, but the knife seemed to not hurt when it was stuck in the puppet. He Yu listened quietly, then Miao Hualing said, “Do you feel anything now?”

The ripples in the glass of water moved quietly, then after a long time, He Yu said, “Do you want to know how I feel?”

Both son and mother had never had a heart-to-heart talk, in which she never knew exactly what her son felt. He Yu was an introspective but gentlemanly man, who was predestined that he would not passionately seek Su Qiuzi’s forgiveness and positively assure her that he would make things right. He put all his emotions in his heart and put all his assurances in his actions.

But this would not work, no one would really wait for him to put his heart into it.

The light in the dining room was mild, beyond the window was a bitter winter breeze. Miao Hualing watched as He Yu lifted his head, his dark eyes signaling his sadness, when she heard her son saying.

“The feeling I have now is that I can’t even die if I want to.”

He had done the one thing he regretted most in his life, hurt the person he loved most, in return for a result that made him suffer. And if he could do anything to change the result and keep Su Qiuzi behind, he would do it. But he did not allow himself to do so. After the last time he went to Su Qiuzi and heard her finish those words, he realized that it would be too selfish to really ask Su Qiuzi to stay with him.

The new program of Xia City TV started recording, with the host of the show, Cai Jiayu, already confirmed, but she was reassigned back after only two weeks of recording.

There was a big personnel change at the TV station and Cao Tingping was pulled from his position as producer because of issues in his financial affairs. At the same time, another subordinate leader came up in his place. This leader’s surname was Fang, whom everyone called Old Fang. And Cai Jia Yu, was transferred back by the Old Fang.

For this matter, Xie Jiagu started the gossip again expressing that Cao Tingping had something in Cai Jiayu’s hand. After Cao Tingping abandoned Cai Jiayu, Cai Jiayu turned to cooperating with Old Fang, to screw Cao Tingping together, after which Old Fang then gave Cai Jiayu a certain amount of compensation.

Cai Jiayu’s compensation was very simple, after she came back, she became a regular host of the TV station’s variety show.

The new program stopped recording after Cai Jiayu’s return, and Old Fang was looking for a new host.

At the host meeting, Su Qiuzi put herself forward, after it was settled, Su Qiuzi packed her belongings and went to the place where the new show was recorded.