Chapter 38 of 116
Chapter 38: Old ties
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The back of the driver’s cab is a bit high, Saer’s eyelids drooped slightly
when he was speaking, and the line drawn up at the end of his eyes was a bit
lower, which suppressed most of his aggressive temperament. It was a very
bewildering gaze. Even Truth was stunned for a moment, and forgot to get rid
of Sae Young's fingers on his chin.
This way of speaking is a bit ambiguous, which can give people the illusion of
closeness.
In fact, many times, Sae Young’s way of speaking, behavior and behavior will
make people feel this kind of illusion...
This was not the case at first.
During the years in the White Eagle Nursing Home, Sae Young had hardly spoken
to Truth, and of course, Truth did not give a good face several times. Every
meeting can be called Yuanjia Luzhai, and every time I speak, there is a
strong smell of gunpowder.
Especially in the later period, Trus’s character was polished and smoothed by
himself, and he could talk to almost anyone peacefully, except for Sae Young,
he seemed to have a way to hide Truth’s thorny bones under his skin in an
instant. If you pick it up, you can't hold it down.
After thinking about it carefully, the conversations between them are actually
very brief. Counting the conversations that had to be produced in the military
academy courses, doubled, it is not as much as the exchanges between Chus and
any ordinary student.
The names and appearances of those ordinary classmates, Chu Si had long been
unable to remember, and Sae Young, who had the least communication and the
worst relationship, became the person who impressed him the most in those
twelve years.
Their relationship eased down relatively after entering the training camp for
half a year. Perhaps the sudden change of the environment allowed them to
mature a lot, and they finally got out of the period of the heaviest anti-
skeletal period. Maybe it was something else...
If you must find a turning point, it is probably the first time two people
went out of the camp to serve as a fire-fighting aid for a messed up mission.
Two people who had never been in the same group were forced to join together
for the first time, and they cooperated very well. Tacit understanding is
better than anyone else.
Truth acted so worry-free for the first time-don't worry about his teammates
holding back, because Sae Young is far better than any of his partners; he
doesn't need to be restrained, because Sae Young is crazy and provocative
every time he acts. Some things in Chus's bones were also ready to move.
After a life and death mission, Chu Si felt very complicated.
He will always have some hindsight in this regard. When he reluctantly admits
that he does not hate partnering with Sue Young, and even feels a little bit
of joy in the stimulation, the way Sue Young speaks with him has changed. In
the later appearance, the sense of oppression and intimacy were mixed
together, and he couldn't even remember when this change started, because he
had become used to it before he knew it.
The relatively gentle relationship lasted for a while, but it always had a
taste of reluctance.
Nath’s mission was their second partner. When Truth felt hopeless, Sae Young
unexpectedly returned and carried him out of the cave, using his jump cabin to
take him back safely. Training Camp.
Strictly speaking, Sae Young saved his life...
When he was lying on Sae Young's back and feeling dizzy, he was actually a
little bit resistant. That resistance came from instinct and was a kind of
conditioned reflex that was polished by his childhood experience. He struggled
rationally for a while, but finally his heart softened suddenly, just like the
moment when he was caught by Jiang Qi in the alley when he was 8 years old.
It's just that at the age of 8 he could find the reason for the softening
psychologically-the dependence of the young child's roots has not subsided, or
Jiang Qi's age happened to be in his father's generation, which gave him a
glimmer of anticipation for family affection.
This time he couldn't tell.
What's more inexplicable is that the subtle atmosphere that Sae Young was
carrying him in the cave did not quickly dissipate, but it became more and
more concentrated in the subsequent missions.
Some things fermented silently and surprisingly fast.
So that in a mission two months later, Sae Young pushed him against a tree
trunk, his nose was touching the tip of his nose, and his lips were only a few
millimeters apart, he didn't actually want to punch him.
At that time, chasing after him was the fire exploration of the Silver Army.
The place where the probe bomb exploded was less than a hundred meters away
from them. The extremely corrosive and irritating liquid splashed and burned
the grass and trees in the forest mottled.
The diffused mist is sour and unbearable. The sirens that soars into the sky
are mixed with various sounds in the military communicator to become a urging
background sound. This moment of life and death is always when Sae Young feels
exciting, and once he feels Excitement, will always become especially crazy,
so crazy that the enemy is caught off guard, completely unable to resist.
But Chu Si never thought that he would suddenly change his madness that time.
It was originally just a tree trunk to block the sprayed corrosive liquid, but
Sae Young suddenly lowered his head and moved towards him.
His eyes were also half-squinted at that time, showing such crazy and arrogant
energy that it made people unable to judge whether he was a moment of
excitement or something else.
That was the moment when the two of them were the closest to each other, so
close that their breathing was intertwined. But the difference of a few
millimeters was not reduced to zero in the end, because the aircraft
responsible for responding to them landed next to them.
After that was a chaotic and frantic exchange of fire. While the response team
in the aircraft tried to leave, they also greeted the eight generations of the
enemy's ancestors with their throats. Healed the wounds, disinfected and
checked the physical conditions. Sae Young had no spare time to mention that
moment in the forest.
Then, there was a more complicated internal turmoil in the White Eagle Army.
There were disputes between the Military Academy and the Command. The chaos
involved training camps, nursing homes, and even wider areas, and even the
dead were unable to do so. Escape the involvement, including Jiang Qi.
Truth's energy was divided completely.
When everything finally subsided, it was already the end of that year. The
original subtle atmosphere had long been buried and smoothed out in all kinds
of chaos, and there was no need to mention it in the end.
When Chus and Sue Young met again, Sue left the camp early for special
reasons.
Until that day, they had known each other for 13 years. For most of the time,
the dialogue between them was always full of provocation and ridicule, and the
remaining part was mixed with indescribable ambiguity and jokes, only the last
one I saw The botanical gardens staggered past, and it was the most peaceful
when you said "goodbye" a few steps away.
That was actually a rare moment when Trus's spirit was relaxed, because at
that time he found a clue that might prove that Jiang Qi was not dead, and
because he finally gave the defensiveness, hostility and slight awkwardness to
Sae Young Cleared.
For so many years, apart from Jiang Qi as a family member, this is the only
one who made him try to let go of his doubts and vigilance.
For Chu Si at that time, he could not give Sae Yang a clear definition,
because the only person who can refer to is Jiang Qi, and Jiang Qi is a family
member, Sae Yang is not, there is a big difference between the two Up.
They are not friends either. Friends will not be like them for more than ten
years, and they have not even said anything to each other.
But no matter what, their relationship is going in the direction of tacit
understanding and trust, and it is already very good.
This thought continued until the third year after Chu Si left the camp. Half a
month before Jiang Qi Ji, Chu Si received a mission that he had planned for a
long time and wanted to participate in, involving the most mysterious research
base of the White Eagle Military Academy. , Located in the Cross Red Maple
District, sandwiched between the military command base and the general
government.
The most core and secret research of the military department is all in the Red
Maple base, before Jiang Qi would stay in it for three months each year.
What kind of research he did in it, and what kind of affairs were involved,
even Chu Si didn't know.
But during several tasks that were connected in series that year, Chu Si
discovered that there was a research project in the Red Maple Research Base
that was about restarting the physiological lifespan of some researchers.
There was actually Jiang Qi on the list who was bombed with no bones left. .
That list and the vague research project made Chu Si persist for many years
and finally got a point-Jiang Qi might not die, or there might be a way to
come back to life.
Although it sounds like a deceptive story, it is indeed the hope that Truth
has waited for 18 years.
However, in the end, he watched the hope collapse with the entire Red Maple
base, and disappeared in a flash, and there was no dross left.
The person who destroyed the entire Red Maple base was Sae Young who suddenly
turned against the water.
For several years later, the content of Truth’s mission was related to Sae
Young’s pursuit. With the ever-increasing amount of information and records,
he finally convinced himself one thing: Sae Young was completely unrelated. ,
May be the strongest teammate today, and tomorrow may turn his face against
each other. He will not and will not be affected and interfered by any other
factors, dangerous, self, and unfettered.
After a long lap, I finally found that the closest thing to reality was the
original perception, which was really ironic.
The man who destroyed all his hopes had rescued him, and the man he tried to
trust stood against him.
This kind of complicated taste grinds for many years, until Sae Young finally
enters the space prison, and then slowly fades away, and in the past few years
of supervision and supervision, it has turned into the current kind of
unrestrainedness. Hot and unclear situation.
…
Truss stared at Saer's light-colored eyes that hadn't changed in decades, and
then swept Saer's hand on his chin to one side, and said, "You have a reason
and you have a reason, whatever."
After speaking, he turned his face back and called up the image recorded by
Carlos Black to look at it.
The images are not complete, and the segments are not coherent, but most of
them can match the information heard before.
As Carlos said, the City of Silver has already taken action, and the Mecha
Army is heading towards the α star zone with a probe. The other planets are
not idle. There are two planets that have been closely related to the Skyhawk
γ star. It has already reached the edge of the star area, I don't know if it
is here to help or for other purposes.
However, where the fragments of the military headquarters and the general
government are, and what is happening today, it is still impossible to know.
After all, Carlos Black has encountered fragments twice so far.
The last image was recorded by him when the last fragment landed.
The camera was messy and unstable, and I was a little dizzy when I saw it. I
haven't seen anything famous yet.
Truth could still feel the pressure on the back of the chair and did not
leave. Saer was still lying there, maybe watching these images with him, maybe
thinking about something else.
Just when Chus's attention was slightly distracted, the lens of the image
suddenly flickered, and a very familiar building flashed past.
Truss was stunned for a moment, and immediately backed away, pausing the scene
that appeared in the building.
That is…
As he zoomed in and zoomed in on the picture a little bit, Sae Young suddenly
opened his mouth, "I have been thinking about one thing for a long time."
Chus gave a finger, but didn't turn his head: "You will think about one thing
for a long time. It's hard to imagine." His eyes are still on the image, and
his tone sounds casual, as if he was just responding in a busy interval. One
sentence.
Sae Young moved again, seeming to support his head with his hands, he laughed,
and his deep voice came down the back of the chair, "I am also surprised."
It's strange that there is some self-deprecating meaning in the smile.
Truth finally turned his head to look at him.
Saer squinted his eyes, and the light reflected in his eyes was hidden under
the shadow of his eyelashes, and was cut into countless light spots: "I did
something I always wanted to do, and I have no regrets or regrets. Why? Still
a little unhappy? I thought about it for many years."
Chus frowned and looked at him for a long time, "Do you want to understand?"
Sahe said in a low voice, "Because one person is upset."
He blinked, the light in his eyes shattered like the star map that was
incorporated into the world, "It's not because of me that I'm unhappy, isn't
it... it's so strange, isn't it?"