Chapter 59

Arisu told me about Saso Shiba . She told me everything about Shiba who was her cousin . From the start, she was very hesitated on it, because I forcefully asked her to say it . But I cannot not know about him . I wish to know everything about him who I wanted to kill, hence I decided so . 「I have also said before that I was adopted . My family after adopting me, became cold to me soon . At this time, Cousin Shiba who lived nearby in a relative’s house treated me like a family . He told me to become his underling, then he will not let me become lonely . He would caress my head and hug me tightly…… By doing so, Cousin Shiba made me feel very safe . 」 Ah, I see . I understand . This action completely fits his character . Shiba that guy will still care for those who will become his . Or rather he hate to become someone who will not own everything . So those who obeys him, will also surprisingly admire him . This is also the reason why the organisation with him as the center can work . I disliked the organisation with him as the center . So I gave my opinion . In the end, I was glared at severely . Next was just like I had said before . 「Cousin Shiba was also very trusted by my foster parents . When entering middle school, Cousin Shiba also said that if I entered the same school as him, then he will help pay for me, no matter how much it would have costed . My parents felt that if Cousin Shiba who always take care of me is around, then it will be fine . So they sent me over . But I did not rely on Cousin Shiba after I entered . I decided to work hard by myself . It is not good to consistently rely on him, that was what I thought… . . . 」 Saying so, Arisu lowered her head . 「Nevermind, continue . 」 Arisu raised her head . There are quite abit of tears in her eyes, and she looked at me with a relying expression . 「But, Kazu-san . 」 「I will not hate Arisu . Definitely . So continue . 」 Arisu sighed and continued speaking . She will meet once with Shiba once a month . Shiba seems to mind Arisu . A quiet cousin who is cute and admires him . A smart cousin who is obedient . Before him, Arisu has always been an ideal cousin . To the ideal cousin Arisu, he will also repay by being the ideal cousin . This relationship sustained from when he was in elementary school section until the high school section . Although it is like that, but Arisu has never been to the high school section . Sometimes he will go to the middle school section to ask Arisu if she has any troubles, or if she wants anything . Sometimes he will give some gifts . This is an ideal situation . Just looking at that, it seems to be a very good cousin relationship . It should be only these . Arisu had avoided his dirty side . What caused everything to change was the thing that happened in the white room last evening . The thing after my body and Arisu’s became one . Arisu who heard the name from me, had felt danger . If her relationship with Shiba was known by me . 「Because Kazu-san said before, so I wish to release the Cultivating Centre . Although that will cause Kazu-san to hate me, and it will be painful but there is no choice . This was what I deserved . But if I abandoned everyone…… Because of me, then everyone will die, Tamaki-chan will also die . 」 「So you lured Tamaki to my side?」 「That, luckily Tamaki-chan also fancied Kazu-san… . . . 」 Arisu shifted her sight shyly . I used my fingers to pinch Arisu’s cheeks and pulled outwards . 「Tamaki!」 「Nn, leave it to me!」 Tamaki pinched Arisu’s other cheek and pull in the other direction . Then we let go together . With a pat sound, Arisu’s cheeks turned red . Arisu teared with “pain” . 「That will be considered your punishment, Arisu . 」 Tamaki stretched and stared at Arisu . 「Even if you don’t do so, I will also end up liking Kazu-san . Moreover if Arisu had talked with Kazu-san, Kazu-san would also have considered about the matter with us . 」 The words that I had wanted to say, were mostly said by Tamaki . Then again I am also at fault . And it was much worse . For instance, even though it is a joke, I had said that I will die with Tamaki if Arisu is not around . No matter what, that was too much . After seeing the secret meeting between Arisu and Shiba, then imagining the worst situation is also my own fault . Considering what had happened before, although I was in confusion, in the end it is still because my inner heart is weak . I have to face my own weakness .