Chapter 73 of 82
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Everyone said that the god was fickle and apathetic. In the beginning, Chang Ge did not think that was true, but today, when he took a look after knowing the truth, it was most certainly like that.
Long since his state of mind was unstable and after he was injured, he didn’t know if it was because the person who invoked the spell disappeared, or if Heaven was to bring retribution to him, but the originally alternated life destiny gradually changed back. Don’t mention the Teacher who often paid attention to him, even he himself could foretell his constellation was obscure, that the day was gradually coming down [for him].
That person’s gaze never again looked towards him- the one he looked at, was the person he actually loved.
Finally, on a certain day, he could not take it any longer. When he could not help but be like usual and pull at the other person’s sleeve, that person’s dismissive blink made his world collapse in an instant.
At what time, would the other person neglect him like this?
When the days turned long, the truth broke apart his luck over and over again, and cruelly told him that that person’s heart never once had him. Who Shen Qing Yi loved, forever was that youth who actually loved to wear a suit of red, who would radiate a bright and beautiful smile, and not the kind of pitiful bug who no one ever had expectations for that was him.
Even his most favourite two words “Chang Ge”, was like a taunt at him.
Chang Ge, Chang Ge, would probably an implication of the past long long ago that imprinted on Teacher’s heart, no?
Ke, in the end, all was a scene of mirrored flowers and moon in the water, where the fingertips slid over would leave no trace.
He had thought about doing something to Wang Rui before, but the person who had normally closed one eye and opened the other to him, at present, would instead aim at him in every place, and would even send him to other places as to not disturb his beloved, since his heart bore the unlawful.
Chang Ge stubbornly stayed at the Wang residence, in a small courtyard in the corner, looking forward to the day the other person would cross through that door, and tell him, “Chang Ge, come back with Teacher.”
But it didn’t come- that person would silently follow behind Wang Rui the entire day.
When the day to return to Qing Lun mountain came, Shen Qing Yi also asked Wang Rui if he would be willing to come with him to seek immortality, but after being met with rejection, he then turned his head and indifferently told him “Chang Ge, you go back first.”
Hah, how important that person was; as for him, he was only a grain of dirt in the mortal world, without a single place worth the other person to take pity on.
He did not tell Shen Qing Yi, but he secretly learned the inheritance from the secret territory—— that was the marking between blood[line]s.
Didn’t Shen Qing Yi love Wang Rui the most? Then he will have that person’s fated love line rejoined once more, and if that person once again came to love the same person, would Teacher…… would he give up even the smallest bit?
He did not know, but even if it was the smallest possibility, Chang Ge did not want to let it slip.
Behind Shen Qing Yi’s back, Chang Ge secretly flipped through the secret arts, again and again borrowed the ancient arts to look back to the past, begging to be able to find even a sliver of a clue within the past. On the contrary, it was also a repeating kind of torment as he watched Teacher who was in love, and how he fell in love bit by bit without being aware.
In an instant, it was as though seeing a shadow of himself.
He deceived Teacher, and purposely drawn Wang Rui towards the northern sea for his benefit, then personally had the other person’s fated one rejoined once again in secret, and even especially created various opportunities for these two.
After Shen Qing Yi discovered this, he was naturally extremely angry, and even wanted to kill him once.
Chang Ge watched this person who was deeply in love in front of him, the corners of his mouth bore a smile, and did not dodge, “My destiny with Wang Rui had long been tied together- if Teacher were to kill me, don’t think he’ll come out alright.”
So what if the destinies were exchanged- wasn’t this person’s life still tied with him? Suddenly, Chang Ge felt that Teacher’s angry face was beautiful, and looked really good. The true face that was originally hidden within the warm feelings gradually appeared, and was even more skewed than before, making people feel sick.
Teacher wanted that person’s life, thus he saved the other person’s life, and let this person take a proper look, how his beloved one would continually be infatuated with another.
But Shen Qing Yi did not care, and did not even mind the Heaven’s countering effect, and had the other person’s soul directly erased, thus the person would never again exist in the Heavens and Earth any longer.
Chang Ge who had seen the past thought this person was truly cruel. He clearly promised to let the other person go, but instead still wanted to keep a firm grip.
So extremely laughable, yet made people feel sympathetic.
Everyone did not know why the Verdant-clothed God and his disciple that was under him, Chang Ge, completely split up their relationship. The original friendship between the teacher and disciple was as though a joke, but strangely, even though Shen Qing Yi could have clearly done it, but yet he had never taken Chang Ge’s life.
The Chang Ge who knew the truth did not ever mind, and only lived to the side of Qing Lun mountain and continued to sway around in front of the other person, even though he would be covered in bruises and cuts each time.
They also did not know when it started, when that youth that would always have a fake smile gradually became more and more like a person of the demonic side, and at the same time, had a bit of Shen Qing Yi’s shadow/figure.
The two fought for several tens of years in the open and in secret. To them who were people of cultivation, it was only the blink of an eye’s time, but for Wang Rui, in these years, the person slowly turned old, and died alone. And all of this was given by the person who boasted to love him the most.
When the other person’s soul exited its body, borrowing the affinity of destiny, Chang Ge long already restrained the person’s soul to his own side, and waited for Shen Qing Yi to come find him.
After a long time of not seeing his teacher, the other person was still as good looking as ever. Only, this time, his expression was piercingly cold, as though he couldn’t wait to have him torn apart. In Chang Ge hands, was the folding fan that the other person had gifted to him in the beginning. Seeing Shen Qing Yi’s blood-filled eyes, the head of the fan striked Wang Rui’s soul for a bit, “Teacher, it would be best if you weren’t too impulsive. If disciple’s hand forgets to hold back for a moment, then it wouldn’t be good.”
“What exactly do you want to do?”
The tip of his tongue could not help but moisten the slightly dried lips. Chang Ge smiled and said, “What I want is similar to what Teacher is thinking of, but I know Teacher you would not agree, so why don’t you make a bet with me?”
The other person went silent, nor did Chang Ge mind that Shen Qing Yi did not say anything either. His hand played with the unconscious soul within his palm, but his gaze was always on the other person, “I will let Wang Rui normally reincarnate. Within four lifetimes, if Teacher you don’t use the bone engraving technique on him, then I would be willing to withdraw, and cut off my connection with him, and won’t disturb you from then; but if Teacher is unable to do it, then forgive disciple for being unable to let go.”
“Of course, for fairness’ sake, I will ask that Teacher to seal your own memories.”
He hid some things from the other person- for example, Wang Rui’s one soul would born with him, that soul was Wang Rui, and was also him; for example, he actually calculated it all out- if the other person could not do it, he would be willing to destroy his own soul, all to have the other person remember him forever.
Of course, Chang Ge would not tell these things to the other person. If Teacher were to know, he would never agree. It was only that he probably did not know what method he used to capture him (Wang Rui) , and only avoided him from harming his beloved person.
This person was full of affection yet filled with little- he put his small bit of love, and gave it all to another person, and would even go to find the other person in the next lifetime; and he on the other hand, was a pitiful bug that only lived under the shadows of another person, and excessively pleaded that the other person would be able to hand out a bit of attention to himself was all.
Shen Qing Yi was moved, and in the end, still agreed.
When the other person entered the River of Forgetting, he cunningly smiled, as though an innocent child, and quietly waited the reincarnation to start, and then complete the plan he had long made in advance.
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