Chapter 61

"Even if I get drunk, so what? If you don't want to drink, don't stop me. Yes, I'm an orphan, worthy of everyone's sympathy! Are you feeling sorry for me now? You must be... I only realized now that Xiaolin has always just been pitying me. What about going to college together, going abroad together, those damn promises! Now that she has a rich businessman for a father and an American mother, she looks down on me, an orphan..."

"Ding Hao, you can't talk about Xiaolin like that, she's not that kind of person! You're drunk, you really shouldn't drink anymore." Gu Wen snatched Ding Hao's glass and put it away, then used both hands to try to hold him back from drinking more.

"I don't need your sympathy! I'm not drunk!" Ding Hao suddenly stood up and pushed Gu Wen away. He was strong, and Gu Wen, being a girl, stumbled and almost fell.

"Ding Hao, you're a jerk!"

"Right, I am a jerk, why are you still here with me? You know I like Xiaolin, why are you still here with me?"

"Sniff, sniff..." Gu Wen wasn't afraid of Ding Hao hitting or scolding her. She was just afraid of him mentioning Xiaolin, but this jerk kept talking about Xiaolin.

Without Gu Wen's obstruction, Ding Hao quickly found the bottle and glass and continued drinking alone.

"Fine, you want to drink, I'll drink with you!" Gu Wen picked up her glass and walked to the swaying Ding Hao, pressing him down into his seat: "Come on, cheers!"

"Right, cheers!"

After a few glasses, Gu Wen started to talk more: "Ding Hao, there are plenty of flowers in the world, why be fixated on one! She, Xiaolin, doesn't want you, but I do..."

"You?" Ding Hao, with blurred vision, rubbed his eyes: "Who are you?"

"Ugh! You've seen me, and now you're trying to deny it!"

"Ha ha, you're Gu Wen... right, Gu Wen, you're a good comrade!" Although Ding Hao was drunk, he still had a bit of clarity in his mind. He was suffering because Xiaolin was gone, and it had nothing to do with the pretty girl in front of him. On the contrary, she had been by his side all day, just like during the New Year, without grand words but with a deep, sincere heart, as clear as the sky and earth!

"Now you know I'm a good comrade, right? Don't worry, if she doesn't want you, I do! Even if the whole world turns its back on you, I'll still be here. No matter where you are, I, Gu Wen, will never leave you, my heart will always be with you!"

"Cheers to being together!"

"Cheers!"

The two in the room were both just over eighteen. Ding Hao was disheartened by Xiaolin's sudden departure, and as the saying goes, alcohol doesn't intoxicate, people do. After a few glasses, he was completely disoriented. Gu Wen, on the other hand, was moved by the scene, and Ding Hao's behavior from the moment he entered the room had disappointed her to the core.

Ding Hao's heart was only for Xiaolin, but Xiaolin was gone. Gu Wen knew she couldn't replace Xiaolin in Ding Hao's heart.

But even if she was just a temporary substitute, as long as Ding Hao liked it, Gu Wen was willing. After a few glasses, seeing Ding Hao's mood improve, Gu Wen decided to go all out. What's the big deal about getting drunk again? I'll do whatever it takes to make Ding Hao happy, no matter what he wants to do, I'll be there for him!

The last time the two young people drank in the room, at least Ding Hao was in control, but now they were completely unrestrained! It was a good thing Ding Hao had good physical fitness; otherwise, a high school student would have passed out after just one bottle of red wine.

But Gu Wen wasn't Ding Hao. Although she was athletic, she was still just a high school girl, and her alcohol tolerance was limited.

Soon, an interesting situation arose: Gu Wen, who started later, was more drunk than Ding Hao, and her staggering was even worse than his. "Ha ha, Ding Hao, you can't handle it?"

"..."

"Ding Hao, let me tell you, Xiaolin isn't that great. I have everything she has, and look, mine are even bigger!" As she spoke, Gu Wen started to take off her outer clothes, preparing to expose her chest and press it against Ding Hao.

"Um..." Perhaps it was the large movement, or perhaps it was Gu Wen's long-desired wish, but Gu Wen quickly collapsed into Ding Hao's arms, her hands around his neck.

The two quickly entered a state under the influence of alcohol. Especially Ding Hao, who almost did it with Gu Wen the last time. Before going to Yun Gang, he was extremely stimulated by his English teacher, Zeng Ya. Although the first two times didn't succeed, they gave Ding Hao a lot of practical experience.

Gu Wen, on the other hand, looked at Ding Hao with a mix of shyness and tension. She could no longer resist him or refuse any of his actions. She just wanted a place to lean on.

Gu Wen even closed her eyes, preparing to welcome the moment of earth-shattering change! Yes, she was ready, ready to give herself to Ding Hao. Gu Wen silently chanted in her heart, let the storm come more fiercely, Ding Hao, I love you! Come on...

"Xiaolin, Xiaolin..." At the critical moment, Ding Hao suddenly called out Xiaolin's name. Clearly, he was now unable to distinguish who the girl in front of him was, and his heart was only for Xiaolin. Despite his intoxication, he was so engrossed and so intoxicated that he wanted to consume Gu Wen, but his mind was thinking of Xiaolin!

Gu Wen, however, was like a bolt of lightning, suddenly coming to her senses! What was she doing? Ding Hao was clearly drowning his sorrows over Xiaolin's departure. Even if he was unconscious, his mind was still on Xiaolin. Even if she took off her clothes and lay in bed, and they were about to do it, Ding Hao still didn't realize the person under him was her!

This jerk was too despicable, too hurtful! Gu Wen wanted to be with Ding Hao, but not in this state! While making love to her, he was calling out another woman's name. No matter how open Gu Wen was, she couldn't accept it! Each time Ding Hao called out Xiaolin's name, Gu Wen became more clear-headed.

Soon, she pushed Ding Hao to the side and quickly put on her clothes. At this point, Ding Hao was completely in a dreamlike state, lying on his back on the bed as if he were asleep, but occasionally calling out Xiaolin's name. Gu Wen sat on the edge of the bed, tears streaming down her face.

Although Gu Wen was usually a bit spoiled, she knew she couldn't blame Ding Hao for what happened. Ding Hao had never clearly accepted her, and Xiaolin's sudden disappearance had a huge impact on him. Fortunately, she had come to her senses in time. If she had blindly combined with Ding Hao, it would have been even more complicated.

This way, she couldn't convince herself to accept the harsh reality, and Ding Hao would misunderstand her as a casual girl! Gu Wen liked Ding Hao very much, even more than Xiaolin! But she was a girl with ambition. She would rather have a relationship with Ding Hao when he was sober. As long as Ding Hao was willing, she was ready to give herself to him anytime, anywhere. But she couldn't take advantage of someone in a vulnerable state!

Of course, the ideal situation would be for both to be sober and willing to give themselves to each other. That way, she wouldn't have to worry about Ding Hao looking down on her or others saying she took advantage of him. But now, Ding Hao might have already mistaken her for Xiaolin. Even if not a substitute, with the amount of alcohol he had consumed, his heart was in a state of emotional void.

Or perhaps Ding Hao was completely unaware of what he was doing, and any actions might have been just primitive instincts, completely unrelated to love!

Gu Wen, with tears in her eyes, covered Ding Hao with a blanket, then poured a cup of tea and sat on the edge of the bed, watching him. How could this jerk be so charming, even when he was asleep, he was still so handsome! Gu Wen really couldn't understand why she had fallen for him so easily.

There were many boys at school who pursued her, and the relationship between Ding Hao and Xiaolin was becoming clearer. But the more this happened, the deeper her love for Ding Hao became. As she watched, Gu Wen finally couldn't resist and slipped into the bed, lying close to Ding Hao. She felt that just holding him, even if they did nothing, was a happiness!

The two young people, who had drunk a lot of red wine, soon fell asleep.

After an unknown amount of time, Ding Hao woke up, swaying. When he opened his eyes, he was shocked to find himself naked, with Gu Wen lying beside him!

My head hurts! Did I get drunk and do it with Gu Wen last night? It seems... it seems I took off her underwear with my own hands! Oh no, oh no... Will this girl kill me when she wakes up?

Ding Hao, who was disheartened and got drunk first, didn't remember much of what happened afterward. He guessed that under the influence of alcohol and emotional失控, he couldn't hold back, and Gu Wen was quite bold. But he didn't know if she was willing! What if she accuses me of rape when she wakes up?

Actually, Ding Hao's worries were unnecessary. Although Gu Wen had drunk a lot, she had come to her senses at the last moment. After resting for a few hours, she woke up early but didn't have the heart to disturb Ding Hao when she saw his peaceful sleeping face.

At this moment, Gu Wen was reflecting on what had just happened. Although she didn't go all the way with Ding Hao, she had truly touched his strong chest and his handsome face...

Although Gu Wen was conflicted, she still felt very happy. Although Ding Hao was dating Xiaolin, she had been the first to be honest with him twice, before Xiaolin! It was a God-given opportunity! Even though she had taken advantage of the situation, and there was a high possibility that Ding Hao was just using her as a substitute, Gu Wen didn't regret it because she liked Ding Hao!

No matter what happens in the future, Gu Wen would never regret it. Before coming, she had thought about whether to take advantage of Ding Hao's drunken state and 'rape' him. She didn't expect to get drunk herself after drinking so little. Of course, no matter what, she couldn't get up first; she had to pretend to be asleep and see how Ding Hao would react.

The two, each with their own thoughts, lay in a battle-ready position... Ding Hao even tried to get up a few times but lay back down.

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