Chapter 10

When taking a shower, Yu Tian intentionally turned the water cold. It did not extinguish his own fantasies, but instead froze him up with a shiver.

Yu Tian had no choice but to turn back to the normal temperature.

While washing, he repeatedly interrogated himself in his head.

He thought for a moment, ‘he was …… towards He Ming was a bit of that meaning?’

‘Yu Tian ah Yu Tian, you have been single for too fucking long? Even looking at my childhood friend, I feel that his eyebrows are beautiful?’

Though He Ming’s appearance should be a higher grade than just eye-catching.

After all, when the two were very young, the difference in intelligence was only beginning to show and did not yet occupy an important place in the eyes of adults. At that time, when adults saw the two of them, they would always praise He Ming first: “Ya, this kid is really handsome!”

Yu Tian squeezed shampoo on his head. Thinking that it was all the fault of the chattering old ladies who unknowingly influenced his aesthetics, causing him to grow into a 5’8″ adult and still admire He Ming’s beautiful face.

No, no, no, you shouldn’t think in this direction.

Yu Tian unscrewed the shower and rinsed for half a day, finally admitting helplessly that he seemed to have a little bit of undeserved thoughts about He Ming.

But it shouldn’t be.

Yu Tian looked back at the two of them getting along. and felt that he could not see the slightest hint. But when he thought of He Ming’s face, his heart inexplicably began to flutter.

‘Could it be that what he likes is only He Ming’s face?’

Then, if a girl appeared in front of him with He Ming’s face, would he also be moved?

Finished, Yu Tian thought, liking He Ming, and liking He Ming’s face, he can’t even compare which of these two situations is more perverted.

***

Out of the bathroom door, Yu Tian rubbed his hair while pulling his wild dog-like mind back to reality.

No matter what he thought about He Ming in his own mind, the first priority was not to let He Ming find out and then spend the night safely.

Yu Tian said a silent prayer and pushed the door of the bedroom.

There was no one on the bed. Yu Tian looked down and saw that He Ming had already made his half-laid floor bed and was lying on it with his eyelids half closed.

Seeing that the person was not sleeping, Yu Tian said, “The bed is yours.”

He Ming said, “I’ll sleep on the floor.”

He turned over as if to indicate that the floor was also spacious enough for an adult to lie down.

Unfortunately, the narrow aisle was too high for him. With such a simple flip, his leg nearly kicked the wall not far away.

“The small balcony is a bit irregular.” Yu Tian explained, “It’s better for me to sleep on the floor, I’m more familiar with …… the terrain, and I’m a little shorter than you.”

Previously he had been refusing to admit that he was short. But now he said it so easily. Only to let He Ming sleep on the bed, Yu Tian felt that he was really getting gay.

After tonight, no matter what, we must come up with countermeasures, absolutely not let ourselves slip further and further into this kind of abyss.

As a result of this thought, Yu Tian inexplicably had a feeling of “avoiding He Ming, starting tomorrow”, seeing He Ming’s obviously disapproving look, he thought about it and said: “Either, we sleep together.”

Although the two have been friends for so many years, they rarely sleep in the same room, let alone the same bed. Probably He Ming also felt a little uncomfortable. Yu Tian could hear his voice was tight: “It’s okay, I ……”

Yu Tian: “My bed is very wide.”

He Ming was silent for a moment, and then Yu Tian heard a rustling movement.

“……”

‘It’s over, he seemed to have dug his own grave and a big one.’

Although he hadn’t had too explicit thoughts about He Ming so far. ‘What if the two slept in one place and he couldn’t control himself?’

He waited for He Ming to lie next to himself. The smell of shower gel lightly wafted over, Yu Tian smelled it. It was the same as his own …… he thought sadly,‘tomorrow is the time to find a psychiatrist to see.’

***

Yu Tian had always been action-oriented .If he said something he would never delay. He Ming just left the first foot and he dialed his high school desk mate’s number.

This desk mate was the one who accompanied him down to the rain. He was called Mu Zhu. After graduation, he became a psychiatrist. He also developed in B city. Yu Tian and he had been in contact.

“Mu Zhu ah, I am Yu Tian.” Yu Tian couldn’t think of how to timely lead to a profound topic such as “I have a friend”, and could only play with the always noisy family chat first. In the end he said, “I have a friend …… “

“You stop stop stop ……,” said Mu Zhu, “my friend is me, have you not heard of this phrase?”

Yu Tian: “……”

” He really is my friend.”

Hearing that his tone was not like a joke, theMu Zhu became serious: “What’s wrong?”

“He, I guess, seems to have fallen in love with a childhood friend.” Yu Tian deliberated for a moment and said, ” like , hearing other girls mention him, the heart will be uncomfortable. Especially when you see his face, it is even more uncomfortable.”

Mu Zhu was startled as if struck by lightning and he said: “he is male?”

Yu Tian: “…… Well. That friend has been a good friend of his for many years.”

The voice of Mu Zhu on the other end was like a warning : “Yu Tian, I tell you, this you must not accept ah, although now society is advocating sexual orientation equality, but most people still can not do it. Homosexuality has a long way to go.You must think clearly.”

Yu Tian said with confusion: “accept? It has nothing to do with me.”

Mu Zhu continued: “You are less deceitful, anyway, I suggest you stay away from him, the farther the better, as the saying goes, fear not thieves stealing, fear the thoughts of thieves. He liked you for so many years, now it’s time to strike …… hey, I should have warned you, it’s also my fault for not being cautious.”

Yu Tian felt heavy listening to his words: “What are you …… saying?”

“Do not pretend, you said ‘a friend of mine’. Isn’t it He Ming? The one he likes is not you? In the whole class probably only you were the one person who did not know, you stupid fork!”