Chapter 38

The antivirus software finished downloading, and Lu Xin opened it to install and then perform a full disk scan. While waiting for the scan results, he noticed the antivirus software had scanned a document named "Diary."

Unable to resist the urge to pry into someone else's privacy, Lu Xin found the document through the same path and opened it. It turned out to be a diary written by Shen Yafang.

Since 1999, after getting a computer, Shen Yafang had been writing her diary on it because typing was much faster and easier to save and modify compared to writing by hand. She stored the diary document in a hidden folder, which her husband Li Zhonggang had never discovered.

Waiting for the scan results was boring, so Lu Xin dragged the mouse and quickly skimmed through Shen Yafang's diary.

He was shocked by what he read. Shen Yafang, a beautiful and fiery mother, had a tragic fate!

Sixteen years ago, when Shen Yafang was nineteen, she was a freshman at Jiangnan University of Science and Technology. Her brother, Shen Yazhou, was the secretary to Li Shunjiang, the deputy secretary of Jiangzhou City, who was also the father of Li Zhonggang.

At that time, Li Zhonggang was thirty-four years old, married for twelve years, and had a daughter named Li Xiaoming and a son named Li Qiming. Li Zhonggang was the deputy director of the Metallurgical Bureau of Jiangzhou City, a deputy department-level official with a bright political future.

However, Li Zhonggang was caught having an affair with a woman from the Metallurgical Bureau by his wife. His wife, who had a keen eye, made a big fuss over it. Despite his father Li Shunjiang's protection, Li Zhonggang was demoted and transferred to a branch factory of Sanjiang Group as a deputy factory manager. He divorced his first wife, with the daughter going to his ex-wife and the son staying with him.

Shen Yazhou, as Li Shunjiang's secretary, to gain his trust, deliberately befriended Li Zhonggang and flattered him, and they became good friends.

After the divorce, the woman with whom Li Zhonggang had the affair was forced to leave Jiangzhou by Li Shunjiang. Li Zhonggang, feeling depressed, drank a lot and came to his friend Shen Yazhou to vent. Shen Yazhou was not at home, but his sister, Shen Yafang, was.

Seeing Shen Yafang, a young woman with a childlike face and large breasts, Li Zhonggang, fueled by alcohol, lost control and raped her.

Shen Yazhou, upon learning about the incident, told everything to Li Shunjiang, who wanted to settle the matter quietly. He persuaded Shen Yazhou to have his sister marry Li Zhonggang, offering a department-level position in exchange. To advance his career, Shen Yazhou begged his sister to marry Li Zhonggang.

Shen Yafang, to support her brother's career, decided to sacrifice herself and marry the rapist Li Zhonggang.

Since their marriage was forced, Shen Yafang always deeply hated Li Zhonggang and never loved him. After her brother's political position was secure and Li Shunjiang retired, Shen Yafang began to refuse to share a bed with Li Zhonggang. When her brother became the vice mayor of Jiangzhou City, she moved out of Li Zhonggang's villa and lived separately with her daughter, Li Lu.

Thinking about Shen Yafang's fate and her daughter Li Lu, Lu Xin realized that if he hadn't stepped in, Li Lu might have had an even worse fate. A beautiful woman without a strong protector would suffer, as beauty could be a curse. A woman's beauty, like a man's wealth, could bring trouble.

Thinking this, Lu Xin felt a deep sympathy for the unfortunate mother and daughter. He resolved to be not only Li Lu's protector but also Shen Yafang's, determined to prevent any other men from hurting them.

As he read further in the diary, Lu Xin's eyes widened in surprise. It was too explosive!

Although Shen Yafang had been married and had a child, her sexual experience was minimal. The root cause was that Li Zhonggang had forcibly taken her, and she had no love for him. She treated their intimate moments as if she were dead, which made Li Zhonggang mistakenly think she was frigid. After the initial novelty wore off, he lost interest and sought pleasure elsewhere.

In her diary, Shen Yafang proudly mentioned that despite being married and having a child, she was still in good condition, with a tight and tender area. Reading this, Lu Xin couldn't help but become aroused.

Continuing to read, Lu Xin discovered that Shen Yafang was not actually frigid. She had strong desires, but because she had no feelings for her husband, she felt as if she were being suffocated, and her area remained dry and painful. However, when she used cucumbers, bananas, or plastic vibrators, she could become very wet. Reading this, Lu Xin became even more aroused, his pants bulging uncomfortably.

The most shocking thing for Lu Xin was that whenever Shen Yafang pleasured herself, she would imagine the face of a man she had secretly admired in college. The description matched his own features: thick eyebrows, large eyes, a high nose, a firm mouth, fair skin, and a scholarly demeanor. Lu Xin suddenly realized that this description was very similar to himself.

In the kitchen, Shen Yafang was preparing ingredients and talking to her daughter Li Lu in a low voice: "Lulu, do you like Lu Xin?"

Li Lu's face turned red, and she quickly replied, "No, I don't like him at all!"

"I think he doesn't like you at all!" Shen Yafang said, frustrated, her face long and cold. "Look at his eyes, they are full of affection, as if he wants to swallow you whole. But when he looks at you, his eyes are much more indifferent. You always look at him, but his eyes are elsewhere!"

As she said this, Shen Yafang remembered that Lu Xin's eyes had lingered on her white, tender, and plump breasts, and she couldn't help but blush and her heart race.

"Mom, what should I do? I really want to be Jin's girlfriend!" Since her mother had seen through her, Li Lu decided to ask for advice.

Shen Yafang put on a serious face and looked at her daughter sternly: "Li Lu! Now is not the time to think about this. You should focus on your studies. We can talk about relationships after you get into college!"

"Mom, why do you sound like my teacher?" Li Lu pouted, dissatisfied. "Fine, I'll do as you say and think about it after I get into college. But what if other girls pursue Jin and he agrees? What should I do then?"

Li Lu couldn't help but think of her sister Jiang Xueqing, who had graduated from the same university as Jin. Compared to Xueqing, she felt like a sprout. If Xueqing also liked Jin, what would she do?

Shen Yafang frowned, lost in thought. In recent years, many boys had approached Li Lu, including the sons of high-ranking officials and wealthy businessmen. But she had never seen a boy like Lu Xin, who was both scholarly and martial, seemingly a gentle scholar but capable of protecting her fiercely. Apart from his family background, he was nearly perfect. Moreover, he had saved Li Lu, and it wouldn't be too much for her to offer herself to him. She couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy. "Why didn't I meet such a good man when I was young? Instead, I met a scumbag. Why is my life so hard?"

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