Chapter 389: The soft rice man who feels at ease (5)

Because of the rain, the mall is extremely lively.

That roast (meat rou) buffet is already full of people and needs to be

arranged. However, there are only three tables in front, and there is no such

thing as waiting.

The two took the number and sat outside and waited.

People come and go, the voices are loud, and from time to time there is the

sound of machines calling numbers. Sun Ya put the bag on her lap, lowered her

head and started looking at the phone.

In fact, it's nothing good, but it's just to pass the time. It will be more

embarrassing than sitting (gan gan) staring with Ji Huai (强qiang).

They didn’t know when they started, they had no desire to share, and even had

little communication. At first, she tried to find a topic, but gradually

realized that Ji Huai didn’t care about her affairs, and sometimes it was

perfunctory, so she didn’t say more. .

When the desire to share is gone, the intersection will become less and less.

Without resonance, the feelings will be weakened, a little bit worn out, no

longer looking forward to it, and gradually the beginning of the end.

She must admit that he doesn't love her so much anymore. I can feel his

impatience and indifferent, this is something she has always reminded herself.

Separation is an inevitable result, a matter of time.

Sun Ya's fingers slid boredly on the phone, and suddenly half of an orange

appeared in front of him, still exuding the fragrance of oranges. She looked

up at Ji Huai, who was also looking at her, "Try it, I heard it's sweet."

She hesitated for a while, and just about to reach out to take it, she

hesitated for a moment when she found that she hadn't washed her hands.

He stretched out a wet tissue, wipe) (wipe)."

"Thank you." She wiped her hand with a wet tissue, and then took it, "Where

did you get it?"

"It was at noon today. Didn't I say to keep it for you?" He broke a petal for

himself, stuffed it in his mouth, and then kept nodding, "Yes, it's quite

sweet. You can eat more."

When the words fell, she put the remaining half in her hand and took out a

tissue to (wipe) her hand.

Sun Ya looked at the orange in her hand, and the sweetness of the orange came

from her mouth. It was really sweet, without a hint of sourness, and had a

great taste. She was interrupted by the broadcast just as she wanted to say

something.

"A51."

"Customer a51 is invited to have a meal, and customer a51 is invited to have a

meal..."

Ji Huai looked at the number, got up first (she shen) and walked forward.

Looking back, she saw that Sun Ya was about to empty her hand bag, and then

walked back to help her carry the bag, put her hand on her shoulder, and led

her into it. .

Sun Ya snuggled in his arms, speeding up to eat the orange, and he was used to

naturally reaching out and handing a petal of orange to his mouth. Ji Huai did

not open his mouth.

"Don't eat it?" she asked, raising her head.

"Don't you want to leave the delicious food for you?" He said casually, and

his hand on her shoulder turned around and led her to walk inward.

"Eat." Sun Ya stretched her hand forward again and reached his lips.

It was just a joke she told him, it was an accident that he could remember.

Ji Huai didn't hesitate this time, opened his mouth and gritted his teeth,

went to the table, let go of his hand, and sat opposite her.

Sun Ya also sat down, looking at his drooping eyebrows, she was a little

surprised.

In fact, she was not so rational (sexual xing), and she also had the feeling

of a woman (sexual xing) and indecision. When Ji Huai showed her a good

behavior, she was shaken.

The two are too familiar and loved. If it is a breakup, even if she has made

up her mind, she will be peeling off. Just thinking about it will make her

heart boring, and she feels really bad. But love is not the norm in life, she

has to save herself, and there is still a long way to go.

"What to eat? I'll get it." Ji Huai stood up (shen), ready to get something.

"Anything will do, just get something that can be eaten quickly. I'm hungry."

She stuffed the last orange in her mouth, and continued his words.

Ji Huai: "Yeah."

Sun Ya was very hungry just now, and after eating oranges, she felt less

hungry and didn't want to look for food. She doesn't have high requirements

for food, so Ji Huai takes what she eats.

Suddenly, a bowl of fried rice appeared in front of him, and his voice came,

"First eat a bowl of fried rice to cushion your stomach, oh, get you a spoon."

After speaking, he walked forward without turning his head back.

After taking the spoon, he came back, handed it to her and left, and continued

to get things.

Sour (milk nai), (meat rou) food, fruits, vegetables...

One thing was put up by him, and Sun Ya was still eating the fried rice he

brought up, her eyes thoughtful.

He gave her oranges and served her meal again, as if he was trying to please

her, but the other party didn't show anything next. How should he eat, how

should he eat, what should he do.

Thinking about it, he would take care of her in this way before. It should be

a habit.

Habits are terrible, just a few small movements, she can think of all kinds of

them before.

"Why are you in a daze?" Ji Huai asked while eating, and put a plate of mutton

(rou rou) rolls into the pot.

Sun Ya took a bite of fried rice: "I think it's delicious without the school

cafeteria."

When he was in school before, he often served her a meal. The best thing about

two people was that they could eat a few different kinds of meals.

They were so sticky at that time, they seemed to have endless words every day,

and they were tired and crooked for three years together. She thinks they will

get married in the future, and he will be him in this life.

Ji Huai nodded, "Indeed, the school cafeteria is cheap and delicious."

"Yes." Sun Ya also acquiesced.

"No pressure, every day I eat, sleep and fall in love, and my days are

comfortable." Ji Huai said, stopped eating, put his hand on the table, looked

at her, sighed and said, "Everyone has its own way."

Sun Ya asked, "What's so good now?"

Their feelings are very little left, what supported her was the time before,

and now they can't support it anymore. The social survival pressure is so

great, how can it be better? She felt terrible.

"Isn't it great to be able to hold you to sleep every night?" He said,

lowering his head, the corners of his mouth curled up, his sword eyebrows

slightly bent, his tone relaxed with a smile.

That smile is real and content.

Sun Ya was in a daze. She knew Ji Huai, but she didn't know what kind of

psychology he was from. At least he was sincere at this moment and didn't

realize the crisis between the two.

It was as if she was constantly breaking free, but he always felt that the two

were in a very good relationship, and he didn't let her be confused and didn't

know whether his judgment on this relationship was correct.

"What's so good?" she muttered.

"Isn't it?" he asked, looking up at her.

Sun Ya was afraid of spoiling the atmosphere of having a good meal at this

time, so he stretched out his chopsticks to pick up the dishes, and at the

same time, he said, "It's okay."

It was good at first, but it got worse and worse.

I used to wish to hang on him (body shen), that was really like him, and

pounced on it with enthusiasm. When I first started living together, I was

full of joy.

Later, why did it happen?

"Of course it's good." Ji Huai didn't realize anything yet, and continued to

eat, chatting with her on the other.

There is nothing wrong with the content of the chat. He really didn't seem to

react. Sun Ya talked to her lips several times, and finally held back (hard

ying) and followed his topic.

This time, she will be cautious and cautious because it is either to stir up

emotions and solve the problem, or to divide it thoroughly. So she will be

cautious and cautious.

"Shrimp slippery." Ji Huai picked up a piece and put it in her bowl.

Sun Ya: "Thank you."

"There are two more, one for you, and one for me." As he said, he put another

one in her bowl, and he didn't show any abnormality throughout the whole

process, just getting along with before.

Only he himself knows how restrained he is now. It seems careless, but in fact

he is absent-minded. He will use his peripheral vision to observe Sun Ya's

emotional changes, and he dare not say anything when he sees her in a daze.

If you ask, it must be a breakup, and the result of the talk must be a

breakup.

Although she can sway, she is very clear in her heart. He didn't have enough

reason to persuade her that the problems thrown were like bombs. He was

incapable of parrying and would only be speechless.

He also knows that it is sad to be sad. This time she is (chou chou) the

muscles and bones, then she will not hesitate to turn (shen), because everyone

can't afford it, there is no future, and he is not suitable.

Sun Ya's appetite was not as big as him, and she was full soon, but Ji Huai

ate a little more.

When he finished eating, she stood up (shen), "Go back."

"Okay." He got up (shen) and walked out after her.

When the two arrived at the counter, Ji Huai also deliberately walked faster

and took out his mobile phone to check out. As a result, something

embarrassing (fa) happened. His mobile phone ran out of balance, and he was

even stunned.

He didn't have more than 300 money for meals, he hadn't applied for a credit

card, and he didn't have the quota for the extra money.

Sun Ya didn't say anything. He didn't know when he had already scanned the QR

code to check out. He showed his mobile phone to the cashier to take a look,

and if nothing happened, he walked out, "Let's go."

Ji Huai silently retracted the phone and walked to her (shen) side, extremely

frustrated.

She seemed to be accustomed to paying him the bill. After all, he hadn't made

any money in the past year, and it was all spent on himself. The expenses

between the two were paid by her.

"Didn't you say that you have no money? You forgot?" She said this calmly.

"...Forgot." Ji Huai (gan Gan) laughed. He just remembered that not long ago,

he complained to her about having no money, and he was almost unable to

support himself. After paying the cost of last month, there were only a few

hundred yuan left.

"It's really bad to remember (sexual xing), but it doesn't have a (guanguan)

relationship. You often don't remember." She said that the words were neither

salty nor light, and there was no special emotion.

Ji Huai: "..."

She was too calm, not noisy, and even started to understand him, which made

him feel a burst of cold air rising from the soles of his feet.

As long as there is room for trouble, start to explain the urge to conceive

and not (strong qiang), and that is the real end.

The two returned in the last bus and walked side by side into the community.

The rain stopped and the wind felt a little cool. No one spoke, and slowly

walked towards home.

The night is also a bit (deep), and the surroundings are quiet.

"Ji Huai, there is your courier. This is on store. I have already signed for

it for you." On the first floor of a courier supermarket, a young man stuck

his head out of the window and called Ji Huai to stay.

Sun Ya also stopped.

"What is it?" Ji Huai didn't think much, and walked over.

The other party took out the courier, and the moment he saw it, his face

suddenly changed, and he really wanted to slap himself twice.

Boy: "Union University shoes, which shoe did you buy?"

At first glance, they are shoes, and he bought them on a famous software. The

packaging says that shoes of this brand cost thousands of dollars, usually two

or three thousand.

Ji Huai didn't dare to look at Sun Ya's face (color se), taking over the shoes

was like taking over a hot potato.

When entering the elevator, he only felt that the atmosphere was very solemn.

He didn't know what to do. He was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, but he had

to hold it back.

Sun Ya took the initiative to speak, "Is this the pair you wanted to buy last

time? Do you have a code?"

"..." Ji Huai (hard ying) scalp, "Hmm."

I didn’t have money to pay for dinner, I didn’t pay the rent, and I didn’t buy

daily necessities. I spent two thousand eighteen to buy a pair of shoes. He

himself felt shameless now.

"It's good if you have a size. Those shoes are pretty good-looking." The

elevator door opened, and Sun Ya took the lead out, without looking back at

him.

Ji Huai wanted to see her angry, even if her mood fluctuates to question him.

He was not angry and understood him very well.

He was frustrated in his heart and knew that she was indeed disappointed,

because his selfishness was not this time. In the university, he said that he

had no money to buy her gifts, but he would recharge the game. He had no money

to take her on vacation during the holidays, but he had money to go out with

friends. When I was away, I didn’t have the money to see her, but I had money

to buy thousands of earphones...