8. off-limits

You had texted with Eren a little bit over the past few days. It was always only small talk but it wasn't awkward at all. Is was comforting to have someone to talk to.It was now Thursday and you decided to go to bed pretty early. At around 10 pm you walked over to your bed and fell asleep right away. You had an extremely stressful day at campus, so it was easy to doze of...Ringgg...Ringgg...Ringgg..."Who the hell is calling me at... 1 AM???. omg omg it's him."You jolted up and answered your phone immediately."Hey Eren, what's wrong why are you calling me at 1 am? Is everything ok?""Yes don't worry, everything is fine. How are you.""Hm I'm fine I had a really stressful day at campus today.""Would you maybe want to release that stress beautiful?""You wanna do it? Now?""No dummy. I don't mean sex. Here's the plan. We meet up at Meds Beach in thirty minutes. You put on comfy clothes. And we just lay there and watch the stars. Trust me it will make you feel so calm and relieved."Wait he doesn't wanna have sex. How is he so hot and respectful at the same time?"Realllly? that would be amazing. Count me in. See you in thirty!""Of course. Anything for you."_______________________________________You hadn't been this excited for a long time. You were going to meet up with HIM at the beach at 1.30 am. On top of that it was his idea. He knows what he is doing. _______________________________________You finally reached meds Beach. As he demanded, you wore a comfortable oversized hoodie and some sweatpants. You stepped out of the subway and slowly walked over to the beach. It was almost completely empty. Except for, well Eren of course.He was sitting on a blanket on the sand pretty close to the ocean. As he heard your footsteps coming closer, he turned his head around and smiled.He wore a black oversized Hoodie and.. sweatpants, Grey sweatpants... of course Eren's wearing Grey sweatpants.Eren patted the empty spot on the blanket next to him. After sitting down, the two of you stayed silent for a couple minutes.Surprisingly it wasn't awkward at all. You just gazed up to the beautiful sky. You decided to take a risk and slowly lowered your head down onto his shoulder. His eyes widened and you could feel Eren slightly flinch, but a few seconds later his body relaxed again and he put his head on yours."This is amazing Eren. You were right. This is almost therapeutic.""I agree. I come here a lot in the evenings but I haven't ever come her with someone else before."The butterflies in your belly were going crazy. Does he know what he is doing? What am I thinking? We are talking about Eren Yaeger here. Of course he knows what he's doing.You spent another 30 minutes just curdled together and gazing at the stars._______________________________________"Y/n? Do you want to go back to my place? "In that moment, you decided to tease him a little. You weren't an easy catch. You started grinning."Why exactly do you want me to come back to your place?""I like spending time with you.""I guess so, if you're so obsessed with my presence."The both of you started laughing. You had always been a huge flirt.______________________________________"Have you forgotten beautiful? Let me get the door for you."With that he opened his appartement door and let you take the first step inside.It was as beautiful as you had remembered it to be.The both of you sat down on his sofa in the living room.(If you want the full audible tension, listen to 'I feel like I'm drowning' by two feet ;)"Eren. I want to do it."Eren was flustered for a few seconds but then the horny side of him took over."Excuse me, but I don't understand. What do you want to do love? I'm confused."That fucker... this is karma I guess."Eren, you know exactly what I want."Eren put on an innocent and confused face."No I actually don't. What could you possibly want from me?You rolled your eyes.That was enough for him. He stood up and pulled you up from the sofa. Eren pulled you over to the nearest wall and pinned you against it. Both of his hands were an inch away from your face on both sides."Did you just roll your eyes at me? Now y/n, I won't do anything until you tell me what you want."You grabbed the back of his head and pulled him closer."I want you, to shut the fuck up and kiss me."Eren gave you a quick smirk and crashed his lips into yours. This time he didn't start slow and steady. He was extremely needy and Eren didn't have time for little kisses tonight.God how much you missed his tongue. This new feeling of the metal in his mouth made every kiss a billion times better. This time, he didn't even give you a chance to dominate him for a second. Eren was to turned on for your little games. The kiss got more intense by the second and your body was going crazy for him. You tried to trace your hands over his body but he wasn't having it. Eren took you arms, crossed them over and pinned them over your head with one hand, while his other hand was tangled in your hair.Eren took the hand tangled in your hair and lifted up your right leg so he could make more room for his body.After a long make out session, Eren took his left hand and lifted up your other leg. So now both of your legs were around his waist.Eren lifted you off the wall and carried you over to his bedroom while still kissing you intimately.He let you down infront of his bed and you started taking off each others clothes as quickly as possible. You pulled of Eren's hoodie and were hit with his extremely toned body. You missed him so much. Eren pulled of your hoodie."Shiit y/n you naughty girl. Are you trying to push me over the edge completely?"You had a little surprise for him.Under your clothes, you wore an extremely revealing and seductive red lingerie set because you knew Eren is obsessed with the color red on you.You quickly tried to take off his pants but suddenly he grabbed both of your wrists and looked deep into your eyes."No young lady, you can't do that.""Why not?""Ok y/n you need to listen to me. You have felt my crotch before. It's a little big. It's bigger than you think. I'm not saying this to be cocky, I just truly don't want to hurt you.""Eren I'm sure I can fit it-""Y/n not yet. Not even your pretty mouth is able to fit me."Eren placed his thump on your lips."Let me tell you a secret. I have never released inside of a woman, because they couldn't take it anymore and it started hurting, so I immediately pulled out. But with you. Shit I'm really telling you this. With you, I'm not going to be able to control myself. As soon as I enter you for the first time, I will not be able to stop. Believe me, I want to fuck you right now on this bed. But I don't have self control around you. I will prepare you for it and one day I will do it. But that day is not today. I'm sorry sweetheart but there is no way I am hurting you."You were shocked. Then you thought about it. You hadn't actually seen his length before. And from feeling it, you could already tell it is massive. "Fine. But promise me, that one day you will do it!""That's a good girl. Yes I promise. I will prepare you for it."Eren leaned in to kiss you again but this time you stopped him in his tracks."No no no young man. You can't do that. Let me atleast do something. Get onto your bed and lean back against the headboard."Eren started chuckling."Your wish is my command sweetheart."You leaned into him and started kissing his neck.Eren immediately threw his head back. He wasn't expecting all this pleasure just by you kissing his neck.You slowly moved down to his chest. Your tongue attacked his warm nipples. Eren threw his head back even more and arched his back."If you arch your back one more time I'll stop. Keep it down pretty boy."He obeyed immediately. Your mouth explored Erens chest and your tongue circled around his nipples. "Fuuuck. Nghhh keep going, please keep going."You smirked against his heated body and slowly trailed your tongue down to his abs and v line. You licked every single muscle on his chest and took your sweet time giving Eren multiple hickeys. After his whole torso was full with kisses and dark marks, you learned in to his mouth again and began kissing him again."Y/n... that was... amazing. You trying to dominate me, turns me on even more. You won this round but now it's my turn."(Warning: mention of self harm in the past, mention of self harm scars and mention of suicidal thoughts. I will give a sign when the topic is over.)Eren turned you over and pinned your arms above your head. He kissed down your body and slowly got closer to your core. "Eating you out is the least I can do to apologize princess."Suddenly you panicked. "WAIT EREN. Today the nightsky is a little brighter so you will be able to see them."You quickly covered your thighs."To see what?""I have self harm scars on my thighs. I had a fucked up childhood and my life as a teenager was hell. I don't want to talk about it right now but basically I had problems with self harm and I still have some self harm scars on my thighs and I am really insecure about them because they show my weakness."Eren smiled softly and laid his head down on your upper thigh."Love, those scars don't define you. Your scars don't show your weakness, they show your strength. You were so strong. You are a fucking fighter. You didn't give up on life. You fought through it. I am incredibly proud of you. You came a long way."He carefully lifted up your hands and kissed ever single scar on both of your thighs."These are beautiful. You're my little fighter."(End of sensitive topic.)You couldn't help it. A little tear trailed down your cheek."No princess, don't cry."Eren reached up to your face and wiped away your tear."Thank you so much Eren. I'm so happy you support me. Now please fucking continue I'm so horny."He started laughing and kissed back down to your core.Eren slowly removed the red lingerie. This time he didn't tease you. Eren attacked you with a lot of force. You couldn't help your back arching up for his tongue. The metal felt so fucking amazing. He knows what to do with it. His tongue felt like heaven on earth. He buried himself as deep as he possibly could. Eren ate you out like he hadn't eaten in weeks. He entered you with 2 fingers and curled them inside of you to intensify your pleasure.You threw your head back as far as humanly possible and screamed out his name."Look at me beautiful. I need you to look at me. I will stop immediately if you look away. I want to see your beautiful face. I want to see your lips parting perfectly while moaning my name."Holy shit you're a sucker for his voice. You lifted your head again and looked deep into his emerald eyes._______________________________________Eren took his sweet time eating you out until you physically couldn't cum anymore. You gripped his hair even harder, not being able to cum for the 7th time. Eren pulled away for a second with his lips all glistened and swollen."You look so cute when you're on the edge beautiful. I'm not done with you yet."