Chapter 36.4 - Unwilling (4/4)

The familiar pain came in an instant. Although it wasn’t as painful as having her hymen broken by him, it still made Tang Huan cry out in pain. She gripped his shoulders, her nails digging into his tense shoulders. She slowly moved up, then down, back and forth a few times, and then continued to go down. He was so big that it was difficult for her to take him in. But it couldn’t be helped. She had to make him go all the way in so that she could be a complete fit with him and spare herself the pain when he reclaimed this ‘land’ the next time.

“Stop! I told you to stop!”

Song Mo knew it was impossible, but he still wriggled his hands and tried to break free from the rope, so that he could push this shameless woman away and strangle her to death! The humiliation caused by her coercion stained the strong pleasure from below with traces of shame. No matter how much his body desired her, no matter how much his body surrendered to her, he hated this woman who repeatedly teased him and hated himself even more for foolishly falling into her trap!

“You whore! Just you wait. Either you kill me or I will kill you!” He didn’t move, didn’t pander to her, didn’t want her to see the betrayal of his body, only telling her one last time how much he hated her, telling her that even if she forcibly gave herself to him, he, Song Mo, would never be soft-hearted in the least.

This damn woman. He should have made her fall to her death in the evening!

Tang Huan cried as she moved, “Song Mo, why are you angry? I hadn’t intended to do this to you. Do you think I’m comfortable now? You are so big and hard, mmm, separating me like a wedge, that I’m almost dying from the pain. Song Mo, I am a bad woman, but no matter how arrogant or domineering I am during the day, my body is just the body of a weak woman. It doesn’t listen to me. It wouldn’t become strong just because I ask it to… Ah, it’s all in now…so painful….”

Sitting completely on his lap, Tang Huan stopped moving her hips as she leaned on his shoulder and whimpered in pain, “Song Mo, it turns out that being your woman hurts so much. Don’t worry, I will never covet you again. Song Mo, I didn’t actually want to make love with you this time. I just wanted to prove to you that I still have my innocence … Don-don’t be angry anymore. Since I have become your woman, I will leave now. I will no longer force you to do things you don’t want to do. I will have no complaints if you kill me later. If you think killing me will get your hands dirty, I promise you that from now on, I will never bother you again.”

With her hands on his shoulders, she slowly moved her body up, watching his brows furrow deeper and deeper, and seeing the big beads of sweat rolling down his face. Just as her body was about to leave his, as if she had lost her strength, she fell all the way down again. The sudden drop made her scream, and he groaned as well, his manhood yearning for action.

“Ah…I-I didn’t do it on purpose. My legs are just too sore, and that spot hurts… Song Mo, don’t be angry. I’ll leave right away.” After bitting his shoulder and panting around his neck for a while, she slowly let him go for real this time, but she lost her balance and fell to the ground.

She sobbed and dressed, all the while staring at Little Song Mo, who was still enraged.

She had done it on purpose.

She had already gone too far to turn back when she learned that the aphrodisiac had no effect on him. She would be hated by him whether she retreated at the last minute or forced him, but it would be a shame to do nothing. She might as well do half of it. Firstly, if she said that she did not actually want to forcefully ‘pick’ him, but simply to prove her innocence and give herself to him, his hatred for her might lessen. Secondly, he would still be taking her virginity sooner or later in the dream. Tang Huan was well aware of Song Mo’s preferences in this regard. This was a rough and savage man who would never be gentle to her, so now that she took control of breaking her hymen at her own pace, the next time when he took the initiative to make love with her, she could feel less pain. And lastly, even if Song Mo was unwilling to be forced by her, Tang Huan believed that, at least at that very moment, his body was enjoying it and even wished that she could keep moving. Now that she had stopped, he would keep remembering this uncomfortable feeling of not getting what he wanted, secretly fantasizing about what it would be like to continue doing it.

There were only so many things that would happen between a man and a woman. Song Mo only experienced it halfway this time. He would definitely remember this scene if they met again in the future. As the saying goes, ‘One night as husband and wife, a hundred days of grace’ 1 . With such intimate physical contact, Song Mo had not betrayed anyone, and there would be no need to feel any guilt. Then, as long as she avoided him for a few days and did not arouse his hatred, after a long time, his anger would subside, but the taste of having the pleasure of making love being abruptly halted would affect him more and more. When Song Mo had a desire for her, the chances of her seizing his heart would be greater.

After getting dressed, Tang Huan cried while untying the rope around his hands, “Song Mo, I’ve said everything I need to say. Now I will untie you and immediately go home. Calm down. I’ll just say one more thing: the door to my house will always be open for you, and if you still want to kill me, I will be waiting for you.”

Song Mo never said a word the whole time. Only after she finished untying the rope around his hand and was about to untie him elsewhere, did he coldly spit out a “Go away!” He didn’t want her to look at his body, not even a single glance!

Tang Huan obeyed and left, and when she climbed the wall, she didn’t forget to quietly complain about the pain. As she reached the top of the wall, she took a last look at him. Song Mo’s eyes were still closed, but Little Song Mo was sending her off in high spirits.

This duplicitous man…

Haha, you want to go all the way to the end, but I won’t let you. You want to do it with me? Take the initiative to find me yourself the next time!

However, it was true that her legs were sore. Tang Huan staggered into the back door, turned around, and locked it. Then, she quietly called Dumpling from the wing room, instructing her to lock all doors and windows and stand guard overnight at the door.

She had stated her willingness to be killed by him, but it was just all talk. If Song Mo truly wanted to kill her later, she would not wait to die in vain. Even if she couldn’t get rid of his hatred and could only live for another month, she still wanted to live!

The author has something to say: As early as when I wrote the first chapter, Mr. Morality had completely left me. I wonder if he will come back in the next book and continue to love me…

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T/N: Lol poor author

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一夜夫妻百日恩: Once two people become husband and wife (or in this context, once two people made love), a deep bond will be formed forever.