Vol 4 Prologue

Prologue

[ This is still wrong. This isn't what I wanted. I can no longer play the role of the perfect me.

No more. I've reached my limits. Impossible. I can't do it.

Was I a liar?

No.

I didn't lie. I really, really didn't lie. I absolutely did not lie.

Yet, my ideals and reality are drifting further apart.

——The reason why I liked him was maybe because I thought my liking him was the expression of my ideal form——

I can't do it anymore.

I can no longer be the perfect me.

...Nor can I be even the normal me. ]