Lean Tuna and Her Stepbrother's Plan to Become a Fatty Tuna Chapter 10

Hey guys~ I’m going to juggle 3 series this time. So I will put out a chapter for every series alternatingly. I’ll try to update one chapter per series every week. So, enjoy the chapter!

TL: clover

ED: clover

After all, it was strange.

I returned to my room, and when I finished my sleeping preparation and sat down on the bed, I hold my hand.

I thought about Soutarou.

No, when it was an act with Soutarou, why was I so wet?

I was a frozen tuna as I was called by Yuuto.

In the first place, I didn't like sex that much.

Sex with Yuuto was something to accept passively somewhat, it was an act that felt painful.

But, in the act with Soutarou, I got wet enough to surprise myself.

I could honestly feel because it felt good.

What was the difference?

Perhaps, the problem was on Yuuto?

I was a tuna, but was there a problem with the arm in front of the cutting board as well?

Thinking that far, I shook my head to the side.

As long I remember his behaviors by memories recollection, Yuuto was doing his best.

Since he understood that it was hard for me to feel pleasant, he was trying hard to caress me carefully and looked for the place that made me feel pleasant.

I couldn't reciprocate it, so I guessed there was a problem on my part.

In the first place, I was extremely low on assertiveness regarding lewd things.

In other words, wasn't that mean my spirit of service regarding Yuuto was not enough?

Like the time with Soutarou……it felt like I felt good, but I didn't have much assertiveness.

It was certainly not only in lewd things.

I was always passive in socializing with Yuuto.

Even when we went on a date, I was always be the one invited by Yuuto.

It was also Yuuto who told me to socialize more.

It was two days after my break up with Yuuto. When I thought about it again, I could see my faults as well.

Yuuto said that he was cheating because I was a frozen tuna, but it was probably not just about lewd things.

I was always a passive tuna in my relationship with Yuuto.

I was sure that Yuuto couldn't have felt affection from me.

Thinking that far, I lowered my brow.

I started dating as if I was moving with the flow, but going out with Yuuto was fun.

It was fun - but I guessed that was it.

I wonder if I really liked Yuuto.

Even though he was cheating, and I was tremendously shocked, jealousy didn't spring up.

The thing that shocked me the most was not the fact that he was cheating with a toro woman, but because I was called a frozen tuna by Yuuto.

Actually, as soon as I left the apartment of Yuuto to escape, I was bidding him good-bye.

Surely, I liked Yuuto, but it was not as much as I thought.

I wondered if Yuuto had been seeing that.

"I wonder if I didn't love Yuuto properly."

I collapsed on my back on the bed.

Suddenly, I pulled out my smartphone.

Activated the Line, tapped Yuuto's name, and cancelled the block setting.

I saw messages from Yuuto which were kept unread since they arrived on that night.

There was no word of apology.

However, Yuuto had sent me a message over and over.

The content was that he wanted to talk to me.

I wondered what he was going to tell me on that day.

What did he think of when he looked at the word 'goodbye'?

If I thought about it, I might not have known about Yuuto all that much either.

Yuuto was always cheerful. Called a trendy person, he was a man who didn't want to talk too seriously about something.

What did he think about when he called me a frozen tuna back then?

—Nope, that didn’t matter.

Although I could see my faults, I didn't feel like wanting to start over with Yuuto.

That seemed to tell me how the feelings I harboured for Yuuto was only half-hearted.

I thought that Yuuto was surely held affection for me.

But I surely couldn't reciprocate it.

To become a toro was probably not just to make sex better.

Toro was a spirit of service, a representation of love.

I was not able to return the love of Yuuto. And the result was that he cheated on me.

Whatever the reason was, I couldn't forgive his sexual affair.

But I wondered if I was eligible to blame Yuuto.

On that day when I bid farewell to Yuuto, I tried to involve my brother to distract myself from the regret I felt when I was called a frozen tuna woman.

If I really liked Yuuto, I should have thought that I didn't like being embraced by other guys.

But I didn't feel a shred of aversion to touch the body of Soutarou.

My degree of affection towards Yuuto was surely only amount that much.

I exhaled a big sigh.

The inside of my head was messed up, it didn't refresh no matter what.

I closed my eyelids so as to disguised the feeling of guilt deep inside my chest.

Next day, I had the same lecture as Yuuto.

When I entered the lecture room earlier and spread out my notebooks, someone was sitting next to me for some reason.

I had never thought that someone would sit next to me, I opened my eyes lightly and saw Yuuto.

"There are several other seats available."

"I know."

Shortly, Yuuto started spreading his notes next to me without worrying about my roundabout refusal.

……What was he thinking, this guy?

When I furrowed my eyebrows, Yuuto muttered subduedly.

"Amane, you, you have unblocked me."

Blinking my eyes thinking how did he know it, oh right, it seemed that reading the messages led to an 'already read' mark.

Perhaps, did Yuuto repeatedly check his Line messages to me which had not been read?

Thinking that far, my mouth was somewhat moist.

"I did, but what about it?"

"…No, I was worried about why…I thought you were mad?"

Yuuto slowly gazed at his notebook.

"I am still mad even now."

I regretted that I also had faults.

But then, anger for Yuuto was another thing.

If he had complaints, the complaints should have directed to me.

But he didn't do it, and cheating with other girls was not an act that I could forgive after all.

"Oh, yeah, well, that's right."

Yuuto became silent for a long time.

But he never moved his seat.

Soon after the lecture started, I silently took notes with a sense of awkwardness.

On the other hand, Yuuto was watching my figure with a flicker of his gaze.

I wondered what he wanted to say.

I peeked at Yuuto with a moody feeling.

What did Yuuto want? Yuuto and I should have finished.

Yesterday he also said that he was pleased that he could have sex with other girl who was better at sex.

I wondered what did he want to talk about with me now.

When the lecture that almost didn't enter my mind was over, I put my pen case and notebooks in my bag.

"Hey, can I talk a little bit?"

The moment I tried to leave the classroom, I was questioned by Yuuto, and my heart was feeling awkward.

"What do you want to talk about now?"

"I know that it is selfish, but I still want to talk to you a little."

"I don't want to talk to you, you can go to that toro woman."

When I spoke coldly to disguise my gloomy feelings, Yuuto distorted his facial expression as if he was hurt.

—Indeed, I didn't understand the reason.

You ought not to cheat if you made such expression.

"I have already cut Momoka off."

When he talked about his friend-with-benefits, my face turned to a grimace.

"Please don't tell me about it because it doesn't matter to me."

I turned my face away from Yuuto, grabbed my bag, and went away.

I didn't want to see his face anymore.

I walked quickly in the corridor of the university. Yuuto didn't follow me on my way back.

The inside of my chest felt murky.

The bad thing about Yuuto was that he was cheating, but I felt that I was somehow terribly disgusting.