chapter 6

The sky was completely dark, and the brilliance of the first quarter of the moon slanted in from the window. Naze quietly sat on the bed and frowned. At that moment, Momo was on the bed, immersed in her nightmare, cold sweat left behind on her delicate skin, while her teeth chattered on.

“Mom, mom!” Momo, an eight-year-old girl, woke up from her dreams with violent shocks. Why did her mother pounced on her?!

“Momo, my Momo.” The mother’s face suddenly became pale, and the child who was near her feet, me,showed a gentle smile. The posture didn’t change. It was just her husband, who was driving a car, heard the loud noise. “Jia Wei?”

*Struggling, coughing, coughing* Momo couldn’t see the place, she whispered in a voice accompanied by a cough, “I am here.”

“Momo and I,” her mother’s lips trembled.

Momo kept groaning, and a dark red fluid slowly left her mouth, but the words were still gentle and steady, “We are.. fine.”

After a while, Momo heard her Dad answer: “Me too.”

“Momo isn’t afraid.” Momo always remembered how warm and beautiful her mother’s smile was.

“Mom and dad are here.”

“You’re lying, you’re all deceiving me!” Momo accused them in her dream. The young body gradually grew up, and the bright red blood covered her whole body.

“Mom, you were gone, you lied to me.You have already left me!”

In the wreckage body of the car, just as her whole body gradually sank into the blood, a warm palm slowly touched her cheeks, whispering her name over and over again, “Momo, Momo, don’t be afraid.”

When she heard that, Momo struggled to run into the green “colour” of the sun, her body shook, and opened her eyes fiercely, “Don’t go!”

He didn’t think she would open her eyes without warning. Naze’s hand was still wiping off her tears, but he kept his distance from her.

Momo grabbed his hand and said, “You’re going to run away again today. Is it fun to hide from me?”

Naze’s mouth opened and closed, and looked at Momo’s serious face. Then he said nervously, “I thought you wouldn’t want to see me.”

“How would you know that I wouldn’t want to see you after I wake up from two days of coma, without you appearing before me.” Momo climbed up, and slammed the bed hard. If he didn’t give her a reason, she would still talk to him regardless.

“Are you not afraid of me?” Naze thought of the scene when she passed out at the party, and his heart hurt.

Momo looked up at Naze for a long time, her eyes were focused and brave, then she reached out and gently touched his hair, initiating her first physical contact with Naze. Watching Naze surprised, Momo was touched.

“Yes, I am afraid of blood, no one can not be afraid of things that they don’t understand, but,” Momo raised her head slightly in the darkness, and the pain and warmth of her dream gradually became clear. For a long time, the contradictory mood began to stretch. Her black eyes were different in the moonlight, “but I am more afraid of unnecessary loss and separation.”

“Momo?!” Naze’s hand began to shake unnaturally.

“You listen to me, Naze Vatican, I will only say this once,” Momo squatted in the middle of the bed, and her long hair wrapped around her milk white colored nightdress. There was a thrilling beauty. “I can’t remember the passage of us together. But I think it must have been a wonderful journey. I can’t remember the reason why we are together, but I believe it must be fated.”

“I admit, I am not eating fireworks(1). When I woke up, I was tempted by your external appearance, but this is not the reason I decided to stay with you. I believe that we chose each other ten years ago. Life in ten years, you know, I have seen photos of our ten years, it was so happy, even if I have no memory, I am still moved.

I believe that we will be happy, it has nothing to do with you being a blood family. ”

Naze listened to what she said, and his whole body couldn’t stop shaking. He had already begun to despair and his cold heart, at this time, was filled with warmth. Although the result was biased, his Momo once again chose him without hesitation. He held out his hands and tried to hold the person in front of his eyes tightly in his arms. Who knew why, Momo stopped his hand.

“But, since I lost my memory, your performance has made me very disappointed!”

“Where did I go wrong?!” Naze hesitated to grab Momo’s shoulder. “Is it not good enough for you?!”

“Tell me, why didn’t you tell me at home, and you straight up took me to that party, to look like a monkey?” Momo broke away from his bondage and looked serious. “Is it used to let me find you are a bloody family? Do you want to redirect once?!“

Naze’s handsome face began to worry: “Momo, you said before you lost your memory, all the things I must let you know by yourself–”

“Enough, don’t you mention this to me. I am sitting in front of you alive. Do you need to use the words you have said before?” Momo grabbed Naze’s hand angrily and began to grind her teeth. “Would you just tell me if it is still?”

Naze nodded subconsciously.

“You,” Momo took a deep breath and tried to ease her tone. “I don’t mind if you want me to restore my memory, take me to a place I’ve been to before that I don’t remember. Repeat, especially with this re-enactment of the 'sexual” quality, you give me the feeling of abandoning trust, I am very sad.”

“Momo, I am sorry.” Naze listened to Momo’s explanation and buried his head between his hands.

Momo looked at him very annoyed. Some people couldn’t bear to reach out and pull him. Naze slowly lifted his head from his hands and smiled tiredly at his god, Momo. She couldn’t help but feel a little sad: “I know that you have been working hard on me, I can feel it, but I can also feel you are almost cautious. I think this should not be a normal mode, you are just like me in the past. Okay?”

Naze gently grabbed Momo’s hand, but she didn’t know whether it was a sweet or sore one. His Momo still accepted him unexpectedly as before, but it was a little different. She lost her memory. She was no longer cheerful, no longer reliant on him, which made him very lonely. He held Momo’s hand for a long time, before he half awkwardly let go of her, and pulled up the quilt on the side to help her cover herself: “You sleep first, I will come back to see you tomorrow.”