Chapter 77 Part 2

Finally there’s a day, he looked she took initiative to go out chatting and drinking with a long hair man. They both exchanged their phone number, they looked very dubious. He just watched her intensely, until it was eleven o’clock in the evening. She stood up and went outside with that man. Chu Wei Ran went over to stop her, he pulled her over. Afterwards, it was their plot developed into the melodramatic moment.

They slept together.

He was very crude, brought undeniable anger mood to punish and train her. As a result he used a tie to bind her hands. The second he tore her clothes, he was a bit calm down, but he couldn’t control his intensity of fire within himself. Moreover, he entered her forcibly, yet didn’t expect her body to be so soft, moist, and delicate. His scarlet eyes were looking at how she bit her lips, suddenly felt she was not Mai Ke. She was not the little girl who always teased him, tangled herself around him. She is a woman that able to give him happiness, the one could provoke his apprehensiveness. His mood unexpectedly depends on her.

“So… I let myself go… And you save me like this?” She said it, then laughed.

This laughter, provoked him. His certain part was extremely hot. He didn’t care about her first time, just moved ruthlessly. Every his movement all linked to her body let her acknowledge his existence.

He indulged in her body until the sky was bright. One by one was released outside, but the last time, he couldn’t control the time.

She opened her mouth to bite his neck ruthlessly, to mark him.

He gasped coarsely, lastly he was paralyzed on top of her body. He was tired and slowly calmed down. The strange thing is there is no feeling of hollowness inside of him after doing this, but there is a kind of faint satisfaction. He couldn’t able to understand it.

Didn’t expect that once could be hit on a target. He hurt her, he was disputing with her for a long time, and finally the one who hurt her was himself.

He gave her two ways. First, to abort the kid. Second, deliver the baby, but he wouldn’t be responsible to it.

Actually he wanted to force her to take the first choice.

Yet she chose the second one.

He locked himself at home for a very long time. He was almost thirty years old, he should settle down and get married. Now he has a kid, isn’t it the plan from heaven? He couldn’t say that he didn’t have any feeling toward her, also couldn’t say that he didn’t have any desires for her. At least her emotions able to affect his mood.

She had stayed by his side for a long time, there was no other woman who always by his side?

Due to damned responsibility, and his pounding heart, he was swaying.

Yet she called him: Brother Wei Ran, I’ve think about it for a long time. This kid it’s better ie we don’t have it. I don’t want him to be in unblessed and unhappy environment. He wouldn’t have the fatherly love and would live with this careless mother. This is too horrible. Don’t mention about you, I even couldn’t be a good mother. It is too unfair for him, so due to respect this little life, I plan to not let him come to this world.

Chu Wei Ran: ….

The day Mai Ke went to do the abortion, Chu Wei Ran accompanied her.

There was a lot of people in the department of gynecology and obstetrics, most of them are senior high school students. Chu Wei Ran was in a bad mood. Originally he really couldn’t able to adapt to this feeling, he couldn’t accept how could he treat his kid so carelessly, unexpectedly play with his kid’s life. He looked at them, and felt their did something terrible, yet he acted in the similar ways as them, shameless, despicable, and filthy.

Even he wasn’t like them. They looked like as if they almost twenty years old, and he was almost thirty yeas old. He went there to accompany Mai Ke to sign that surgery consent letter.

Mai Ke was really quiet, but clearly she was hurt. The nurse looked at her, then looked at him. She urged them silently to be faster.

Mai Ke scooped the pen to sign.

Suddenly he extended his hand to clutch her wrist.

She raised her head to see him, yet she noticed his seriousness and sincerity.

He held her wrist tightly, and a bit emotional. He took a deep breath and said: “Keep my kid.”

“What did you say?” Mai Ke was surprised.

“Keep my kid. I ask you, I beg you.” He said it and tighten his grasp, as if he was afraid that she would insist on signing it.

“Are you certain? You don’t love me, will you love this kid?” Mai Ke asked, “Don’t you act on your impulse and just rely on your pity. Later on you will regret it forever.”

“I will not regret it.” Chu Wei Ran said peacefully: “I will take care of you, also will take care of this kid.”

“Because of guilt?”

“It’s more than that.” He covered his face, “Inside my brain it is very complex.”

“It is in disorder, but a sole voice tells me not to give up this kid. This kid for me is very important. I couldn’t lose him. Also couldn’t see you stand here.”

….

“I already hurt you once, I don’t want to hurt you the second time so give me one more chance.

He said, “Let me take care of our kid, also let me try to interact with you. Okay?”

The time they left the hospital, it was a bit rainy. He hugged her inside his wind breaker jacket, he hugged her tightly.

Maybe this was a mistake, but mistake couldn’t evaluate by outsiders. Mistakes give people’s experience. Every painful experiences, if only you undertake the consequences of your every choice then you wouldn’t complain or regret.

The time their baby turned a year, they held a wedding ceremony.

He didn’t know whether he loves her or not, but they both have the most intimate relationship. She is a part of his life, also become the part of his living being. She let him to have different feelings.

This probably love.

When they finished take a shower, he hadn’t wear the diapers. He sat astride on Chu Wei Ran’s neck, he was so happy. He yelled “ao ao”. Chu Wei Ran frowned, noticed something fishy. There was a wetness in his neck.

“Damn it! Once again you pissed on your father’s head!” Chu Wei Ran picked the baby, and slapped his butt lightly.

Mai Ke immediately took the baby and wiped his butt very patiently and skillfully. She applied baby powder on him, and wrapped him on disposable diaper. In the past, she couldn’t think she was a good matter. Yet now she is able to breast-feed, change diaper, pamper her kid, sing kid’s song, she could do everything better.

Human potential is really unlimited. it is the same like Chu Wei Ran, he didn’t know there would be a day that he would be in office in the morning, and always thinking of the time to go home and kiss and play with the baby.

Mai Ke kissed the baby’s face, and tip toed Papa Chu’s face. She tried to appease between this son and father.

Chu Wei Ran said awkwardly: “Why do you kiss me, I’m not a baby.”

“The whole day you are fighting with the baby. You fought him over the milk. How could you say you are not overweight newborn?” Mai Ke laughed loudly, extended to pinch Chu Wei Ran’s chin. “I am not wrong right.”

Chu Wei Ran’s face was serious, he planned to sort her out later. Prior, a brother sent him a box of XX toy. He never tried it. Later at night, he planned to play with her. Last time she wore a little kitten dress very enticing. He hugged her for a long time, thinking of that, he was happy.

The baby already crawled to Chu Wei Ran’s legs. The baby lowered his head and used his little hand to play with his toe. Then his saliva fell on his legs. Chu Wei Ran felt something moist, a bit fishy. He lowered then roared: “Your father has an obsession with cleanliness, don’t you understand!”

He hated that he couldn’t kick him, who let him to be his darling baby.