Chapter 129: Reborn

At night, Yun'an was once again carried back by the maids. Lin Buxian washed

the cloth and wiped Yun'an's face as usual. When he came back, Yun'an was

already sitting on the bed, smiling and looking at Lin Buxian.

Lin Buxian sat beside Yun'an and handed the steaming net cloth to Yun'an:

"Pretending to be drunk again?"

Yunan smiled "hehe", took the cloth and wiped his face carefully, jokingly

said: "You are so cute, so you can believe it if you try again."

Lin Buxian hooked the corner of his mouth, naturally took the net cloth in

Yun'an's hand, and replied, "I think you and the eldest brother-in-law are so

close, I thought it was really drunk."

Lin Buxian got up and put the net cloth back into the basin. Hearing Yun'an

said, "What can you do with a group of men?"

Lin Buxian lowered his eyes and said nothing, blew out the light and returned

to the bed.

Yun An moved towards Lin Buxian, looked at Lin Buxian with the faint light,

and asked, "What's wrong?"

"what?"

"Why do I feel that you are not in a good mood? Sisters' tea talks are

unpleasant?" Yun An only asked tentatively, but Lin Buxian's silence was

exchanged, and Yun An moved to Lin Buxian's side. , Asked: "I really told you?

What happened?"

There was another long silence before Lin Buxian spoke, and told Yun'an about

the matter that his third sister Lin Buyun had said. Yunan was also silent

after listening.

Lin Buxian let out a sigh, and said quietly, "Perhaps I can understand your

mood at that time." The "at that time" in Lin Buxian's mouth was a long time

ago, but Yun An's heart accurately reflected it. What happened at the time.

"Yixi, can I hug you?"

Lin Buxian nodded, fearing that Yun'an would not be able to see it, so he said

"Yes."

Yun An lay down next to Lin Buxian's arm, and raised an arm through the gap

between Lin Buxian's neck and the pillow, and took the person into his arms,

letting Lin Buxian rest his shoulder.

Yun'an's chin rested on Lin Buxian's head, rubbed it gently, and asked, "It

feels bad in my heart, right?"

"Ok."

"Is there a feeling of suffocation, suffocation, weakness and anger?"

Yun'an's description accurately hit Lin Buxian's heart wall, and the emotions

that wanted to explode but couldn't find an outlet were suddenly vented.

Lin Buxian grabbed a corner of Yun'an's shirt and held it in his hand. He

didn't speak again until the snow-white, flat fabric wrinkled: "What the third

sister said is actually nothing strange. I don't know what's wrong. When I

heard the third sister talk about it in a...indifferent attitude, I suddenly

felt sad. I...was thinking of you at that time, and I was thinking, then, are

you and me now? I have the same feeling? What makes me even more uncomfortable

is that except for the third sister, all three of our sisters have read books,

but why the eldest sister and the second sister are as indifferent as the

third sister? Obviously all women, the rabbit died Even the fox is sad, how

can they even make waves..."

Lin Buxian felt that the person holding his arms was shaking slightly, and

immediately stopped talking, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you?

Are you sick? My head hurts again? I'll call the doctor."

Yun An held Lin Buxian's body tightly to prevent her from leaving. Yun'an

nestled in Lin Buxian's neck, took a deep breath, and said, "Yixi, do you

know? I'm very happy you can Realizing this, I want to dream about it!

Because, because you are such a beautiful woman in my heart, almost perfect

existence, but..." Yunan felt a dull pain in his heart, and did not continue,

just holding Lin Buxian's arms became tighter and tighter, as if he was about

to draw people into his body before giving up.

Lin Buxian felt the pain, but did not say a word. She could feel that Yun An

was undergoing a certain emotional baptism. Although she did not know what it

was, she could guess the source of this emotion and today's events, or It's

about yourself.

Lin Buxian nestled quietly beside Yun'an. She couldn't separate a hand to hug

Yun'an and comfort Yun'an, so she could only accompany him quietly.

Yun An felt that his eye sockets were a little wet, and his throat choked.

No one knows how lonely Yun'an has been in the past six months. Since coming

here, Yun'an's heart has been reduced to an isolated island. Everything here

is incompatible with Yun'an's original life. The most terrifying thing is...

The woman's Yunan has just crossed into a time and space that is extremely

restrained by women.

The women here are extremely materialized by many "ethics". The sad thing is

that most of the women are in a state of numbness. Not only will they not feel

unfair, but they will even feel that this is "justified". Xingji has used this

kind of thinking and "rules" all his life. "Self-discipline, and transmit to

the next generation, from generation to generation...

Yunan knows that this is not the fault of the female group, nor is it the

fault of a single woman. In such an era of information, traffic congestion,

and in an environment where there is basically no mechanization at all,

physical fitness determines a person's value and ability to survive. Compared

with most men, women have an absolute disadvantage in this respect. Under the

feudal patrilineal society, most women are like vines and can only survive by

relying on men.

But all of this was extremely suffocating to Yun'an, a visitor from the

outside world.

She is powerless, let alone allowed to change this huge world. Everything here

is like a whetstone, constantly polishing the edges and corners of Yun'an.

Yun'an is very afraid that if this continues, one day she will be assimilated.

Once upon a time, how much did Yun'an wish someone could understand what he

was thinking? She threw the seeds of thought into Lin Buxian's heart in a

subtle way...

Unconsciously, those seeds actually took root and sprouted out of the heart.

Yun An was excited and delighted, but her heart ached after a short while.

But what's next? In such an era, the awakening will be accompanied by endless

pain, for a lifetime!

The suffocation that Lin Buxian felt today is just the beginning, and the days

to come will be long...

Yun An can't wait to smoke himself, why should he owe so much? He said he was

only a recorder, thinking that trying to save Lin Mansion was his limit, but

he ignored more important things.

Why do you owe such consideration? I haven't decided whether to stay, why

change the people who belong to this era?

Lin Buxian is not a Blue Star. She has no way to think beyond this era. If she

loses her company and has awakened her "self-awareness", she will be driven to

death by this era!

Thoughts are like fire, and a single spark can start a prairie fire...

"Yun'an?" Lin Buxian's eyes were full of worry. She stared at Yun'an without

turning her eyes. She clearly heard a sobbing, low and sad, the kind of voice

that could not be suppressed.

There was only one sound, but it pierced Lin Buxian's heart, strong and

desperate.

"I'm sorry, Yixi... Maybe I, I really shouldn't, I'm not... I'm not." Maybe, I

really shouldn't be here, and I'm not a qualified time traveler.

This time, no one except Yun An could understand what she was trying to say,

including Lin Buxian.

Yun'an's mind heard what her relatives and sister said to her suddenly. The

eldest sister said: "A person has to go through many reincarnations in his

life, and each time is painful. Passive degeneration is more painful than

active, and some pain is accompanied by it. During the entire transformation

process, some will suddenly come to the door at some point, and no one can

escape."

Yun'an's eldest sister is one of the thousands of ordinary women in Blue Star.

If Yun'an is inheriting all the advantages of her parents, Yunan's eldest

sister Yunping is just the opposite. When Yun Ping said this, Yun'an was still

young. It was when he was youthful and presumptuous, and it was naturally

impossible for Yun'an, who was always the emperor's proud son, to understand.

To this day, Yun'an is holding Lin Buxian tightly, and this thing that has

long been in the depths of memory suddenly emerges.

Two people who have also undergone transformation are crossing the

vicissitudes of life and embracing each other through the mountains and

rivers.

The eldest sister's words came true, Lin Buxian's transformation was active,

and Yun'an's transformation was passive.

Yun'an finally realized her mistake. Compared with her eldest sister in her

early twenties, she lacked too much wisdom in life. Yun'an, who had walked all

the way as the proud son of the emperor, finally ate the bitter fruit of

pride.

For a long time, Yun'an has more or less "highly civilized" arrogance in his

heart. Sometimes Yunan can realize it, and sometimes he will pretend to be

confused even if he realizes it.

Yun An never admits that she despises this time and space, let alone the

majority of people here who are numb and devoid of humanity. She self-

righteously thinks that her thoughts are "high-level", sowing seeds in Lin

Buxian's heart, but ignores " Respect.

Yun An had never asked Lin Buxian if he was willing, but he rudely felt that

the worldly customs Lin Buxian had experienced were "wrong". Now that Lin

Buxian has awakened his "self-awareness", Yun An is still "going or staying."

"Wandering between the scales.

Imagine that after he left, Lin Buxian would bear the loneliness he had

endured ten times, one hundred times.

Yunan finally shed tears of regret...

Yun An finally understood what Professor Li said, what does it mean to live

like a stone, humble and lurking in the dust, but unfortunately... it's too

late.

Lin Buxian felt the dampness in the neck fossa, and was shocked. She struggled

to free herself from Yun'an's "shackles" and held Yun'an's cheeks gently,

softening her voice, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Sorry, Yixi, I'm so naive..."

"Why do you say that suddenly? I don't think you did something wrong, or did

you think of something sad?"

Yun An sniffed, crying tears and staring at Lin Buxian, murmured guiltily:

"I'm just thinking, if I'm gone, how lonely you should be. There will be no

one who understands you in the future."

Lin Buxian's tugging, the question of "parting" was formally brought to the

surface.