Chapter 109: : May heaven ** depression

Just returned from San Bo's house.

After these two days of funeral work, Lao Sha was also very tired, and has not

slept since yesterday's vigil.

Smelly all over, go take a bath immediately.

Take a break tonight and resume the update tomorrow.

Since the accident happened on the 4th the day before yesterday, all family

members, including Lao Sha, have been busy.

The memorial service was finished last night.

Lao Sha carried the ice coffin at seven in the morning, drove out of the

funeral, and went to the funeral home for cremation.

At last...

I was also carrying my cousin’s ashes all the way up the mountain for burial.

She should be called her cousin (31 years old).

After all, San Bo is my father's real brother, and the cousin has the same

surname as me.

Grew up together since childhood.

It is difficult for Lao Sha to accept his cousin leaving like this.

Especially when San Bo and cousin who were working outside came back

yesterday.

Lao Sha shed tears several times on the sidelines, not seeing the white-haired

person sending off the black-haired person.

My cousin is too cruel...

The child is only five years old, there are old and young, how can I go this

way?

This can't blame her.

I only found out the day the accident happened.

My cousin has been suffering from depression and she has thought of committing

suicide since this * June.

September 4...

Just die...

I only thought of the connection last night, and only when I asked my third

mother did I know that the first few heavenly sisters still played with her

everywhere.

Obviously there was a premeditated plan, and the cousin must have struggled in

her heart for a long time.

unfortunately...

People cannot come back from death.

The cousin is too strong in character, she looks away from many things, and

always keeps negative energy in her heart.

Never tell relatives and friends that if you carry it by yourself for too

long, you will inevitably have problems with your thinking.

in my memory...

My cousin has been very cheerful since she was a child, she loves to face

everything with a smile, and she likes to wear a fairy-like white gauze skirt

most.

Well, she also likes hammer people...

When I was a child, I was beaten by my cousin's fist and cried several times.

When I was studying, my cousin was a famous beauty in school.

Since ancient times, confidantes have been so lifeless.

In the morning when I went to the mountain to bury my cousin's ashes.

**Let anyone help, I clenched my teeth all the way to the end, and even

smiled:

"Sister, you are so heavy!"

It's really heavy.

The urn made of light stone weighs more than fifty catties.

I don't remember how I hugged me up the mountain, anyway, I ended up with

sweat all over my body, and I couldn't lift my hands trembling when I smoked.

The last thing Lao Sha wants to say is:

once...

You taught me to ride a bicycle.

I hope you are wearing a beautiful white dress and riding a bicycle to heaven.

Not fast or slow along the way, troubles and sorrows.

May heaven be depressed.

......

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