Chapter 4145: Involuntary

Li Zhongci couldn't help feeling pity, stepped forward and patted her back

lightly, and whispered, "Sister, don't cry."

Jin Lu trembled slightly, avoiding his hands, and sobbed: "If Brother Zhong Ci

doesn't want me, then... don't come to provoke me again. What's this?"

"Sister Jin, I..." Li Zhongci sighed, "How do you understand the pain in my

heart."

"I understand Zhong Ci's heart."

"Sister Jin, I also understand your heart, but you and I will never get

married."

Jin Lu cried louder, and her thin shoulders kept trembling.

Li Zhongci whispered: "Don't cry, my heart will be broken by your cry."

"I would rather die with a broken heart than I am now... My fame and my life

belong to brother Zhong Ci. Everyone knows that I am going to marry brother

Zhong Ci. Now brother Zhong Ci does not want me. What should I do? Isn’t it

the ridicule of all the people?"

Li Zhongci is very guilty: "It's not that I don't want you, it's just..."

"Don't say anything, I understand. You are also involuntarily forced to

helplessly." Jin Lu sobbed, "Blame it, I just blame my fate, I can't stay

together with Zhong Ci's brother. In my life, just A hard-working person.

Can’t be compared with the noble princess. Brother Zhong Ci, I’m not going to

die, at least you can have a good time. In this way, I will be satisfied."

With such a sad voice, Li Zhongci's guilt deepened.

What's more, he is a dignified man, and he can bear the hurt of a weak woman.

Li Zhongci was moved and sad: "Sister Jin, it's all my fault. I know that I am

married to a princess, but I dare to agree to your affairs privately. Now your

majesty is furious, our business is absolutely impossible. Understand."

Jin Lu felt cold in her heart when she heard it, and a thousand arrows pierced

her heart.

She couldn't hold back anymore and cried aloud: "I, I understand that it's my

own life, and I don't blame anyone..."

Li Zhongci whispered: "Sister Jin is so beautiful, and she doesn't worry about

finding a lover. It's better than being a concubine with me."

Jin Lu did not speak, and cried for a long time, covering her face.

When she stopped slowly, she choked and said, "Brother Zhong Ci said this,

stabbing me in my heart. Since I was a kid, my brother and I have been

together, played together, and ate together, and our relationship has always

been stronger than that of others. Could it be that this feeling, in the eyes

of Zhong Ci, can be changed and disappeared at will?"

"No, I didn't mean that."

"I love brother Zhongci, I just want to be the wife of brother Zhongci, even

if it is a concubine, I recognize it. You can leave me, don't want me. But you

can't push me to another man!" Jin Lu cried loudly. Said, "Brother Zhong Ci, I

have always recognized you as a confidant, but now, I have misunderstood you!

I will never see you again!"

She cried and ran away.

"Sister Jin!" Li Zhongci hurried to catch up, "Where are you going? Wait for

me!"

"Don't follow me, I will die alone, you don't have to worry about it. You go

and stay with your princess, why bother with me!"

Li Zhongci was worried that she would not be able to think about it again, so

where would she be willing to give it up, and desperately to catch up with

her, dragged her, and gasped: "Sister Jin, what do you want me to do? Oh, I am

really embarrassed.

Jin Lu cried: "I shouldn't make you embarrassed, I will be clean when I die,

no one will be angry, and no one will be embarrassed. There is a lake here, so

I jumped down, and it's a hundred!"