CH 245

There was no outsider stimulation because, after all, there was no other person.

When the spiritual obsession reaches a certain limit, the body will respond accordingly.

The thoughts of the youth gradually began to change during the day-to-day relationship. If there was any ambiguity, there was only attachment to each other, and the desire to get more excitement and tension…

It was a sweet torment. After stretching to his limit and waking up from a dream in the middle of the night, the young man was captured by the beauty in his dream and started to lose control.

From the perspective of a third party, Chu MuYun could almost guess what had happened from the beginning to the end without any suspense.

The young Mo JiuShao was probably the first child he ever raised. He gave everything he could think of to him, letting him do whatever he wanted in various senses.

He raised him very well. Mo JiuShao was born reserved and handsome, his conversation was extraordinary and knowledgeable and, when he grew up, his demeanor of innocence and tranquility was enough to make the whole world bow down to him.

Chu MuYun undoubtedly liked him, maybe even loved him.

But what happened afterwards made Chu MuYun, who watched coldly, frown slightly.

—It followed logic but was also unreasonable.

Mo JiuShao begged Chu MuYun and told him of his desire, and Chu MuYun actually agreed – he really doted on him to the extreme and he even would nod his head to agree to such a thing.

It was so easy to get his sweetheart but Mo JiuShao failed to extinguish the blazing fire in his heart. On the contrary, it became more and more intense and his blatant infatuation became more and more difficult to conceal.

He is obsessed with him, greedy for everything about him, his body, his whole person, even a strand of his hair he loved to the extreme.

If this is forever, if this could last forever, then it would be great.

It was a day so sweet that it made people feel sticky and hot in their hearts, and it was a warm and beautiful life that both of them were immersed in.

And everything stopped abruptly when Mo JiuShao confessed.

He liked him so much that he didn’t know how to express his fiery emotions. After possession, lust, and catharsis, there is always an inexplicable sense of emptiness until Mo JiuShao found it.

He is full of sincerity, like a pious believer, expressing his deep affection that is about to overflow: “I love you…I love you…I love you…”

Saying more is not enough In order to express the agitation in his heart. He kissed him, gave him happiness and then pressed it against his ear, uttering the most straightforward and blatant desire: “I only want you, as long it’s you, as long as I have you, nothing else matters.”

These sweet and ear-numbing love words instantly awakened Chu MuYun.

He was obviously taken aback and then his whole body slowly cooled down.

The first part was “following the logic”. Chu MuYun, who looked at the memory, knew very well that he and Mo JiuShao would come to this point but the latter part was very “unreasonable”.

The two who were supposed to stay together for life with deep love and affection, became a mess because of Chu MuYun’s sudden indifference.

He gave Mo JiuShao everything, but pushed him into the abyss.

He nourished Mo JiuShao’s pride, then cruelly stripped it away.

He gave him the best “love” but then discarded him for no reason.

Such an approach is too much, and it was impossible for anyone to accept it.

Mo JiuShao didn’t understand, he couldn’t understand, obviously everything was fine, from the beginning to now, he even fantasized about it lasting forever but, when he woke up, everything was turned upside down.

Chu MuYun seemed to be a different person; cold, indifferent, rigid, and even cruel.

He didn’t allow him to love him after he fell in love with him.

He doesn’t allow him to want after he only wanted him.

He only wanted to stay with him for life but Chu MuYun told him: No, you can’t.

Why? Mo JiuShao kept asking, lowering his dignity to ask, but he couldn’t get an answer.

Because he… only wants him to be outstanding and learn everything there was to know, but he doesn’t want to give him love.

In this case, why give him a dream?

After being angry, questioning, and pleading, Mo JiuShao became taciturn. He could only accept everything. Chu MuYun had given him honey, and he ate it happily, but the honey was mixed with poison and he could only endure it.

Because from the beginning, he was only him, and everything was given by him. If Chu MuYun wanted him to be happy, he would be happy like a fool; if he wanted him to despair, he could only cry like a coward.

From the beginning to the end, Chu MuYun was the one in charge. If he no longer gives charity to him, if he takes it all back, then Mo JiuShao can only be left behind.

Mo JiuShao finally accepted it but slowly, he discovered the ‘truth’.

It was never because of him that he was nice to him, and it was never because of him that he gave him everything.

When all the false sweetness faded away, the real cruelty that surfaced made people’s eyes dim.

He was looking through him, he was trying to mold him into someone else.

Was it because he was not the one he loves?

Mo JiuShao’s calm heart became paranoid and crazy because of this cognition.

The god in my mind has become so hideous, but the strong love in my heart has not diminished in the slightest.

That being the case…he wants to blaspheme!

After Chu MuYun regained consciousness, his brows were tightly frowned.

It’s pretty sure this isn’t a dream, but a real memory.

After all, he wasn’t ‘asleep’ this time.

But did Mo JiuShao see so many things within the Gate of Life? It should be impossible.

Chu MuYun was in a daze but he heard Mo JiuShao suddenly say: “In the Gate of Life, I saw the face of the Master.”

He looked at Chu MuYun while speaking.

Yan Chen’s heart trembled slightly, and he followed suit.

Chu MuYun looked at them with an expressionless face.

Mo JiuShao smiled softly: “Master… and Ah-Yun actually look exactly the same.”

Yan Chen’s pupils shrank sharply.

But Chu MuYun thought in his heart: No, he is not their Master.

Yan Chen said sharply, “What are you talking about?” He was questioning Mo JiuShao.

Mo JiuShao suddenly bent his lips, and said with a smile: “You might as well open the Gate of Life again, maybe you will see ‘Master’ too.” He deliberately emphasized the last two words.

Suddenly, the thought that flashed through Chu MuYun’s mind a long time ago became completely clear.

Gate of Life, Beast God, Soul Shaping Grass.

Yan Shen he…

Chu MuYun’s whole body was shrouded in chill.

In the blink of an eye, the sound of gold and stone colliding and shaking the sky awakened everyone.

Chu MuYun suddenly turned his head to look but his heart was trembling violently.

The fighting situation came to an end so quickly.

Ling Xuan’s scarlet spear stabbed straight at Shen ShuiYan’s chest. Shen ShuiYan’s face was pale and his long hair flew back, but his lips were bright red, it was…the color stained red by blood.

“Ling Xuan!” Chu MuYun sternly said.

However, Ling Xuan raised his lips and smiled: “If you lose, you deserve to die. This is a battle.”

As he spoke, he violently pulled out the weapon that penetrated Shen ShuiYan’s chest!

Thick blood flowed out, sticky and hot, making people’s eyes instantly sour.