Noticing This Love Chapter 4

[A/N: First of all, there are mentions of sex and one's virginity throughout this chapter but none of the characters actually do "it." Second of all, those type of fujoshi/fudanshi who get imaginary anime nosebleeds easily need to get their imaginary anime tissues. This chapter was harder for me to translate because of all the BL action that's happening in this chapter. I had several imaginary anime nosebleeds from this.]

I ran while cursing my bad luck. Tears were streaming down my face. What?..What is that? It was the house of Olufen and I ran through the back alley so as to not be noticed by the public eye. I hit the wooden door with force strong enough to smash and break the door. Next, I'll kick it.

"Who's that?..What?..Angel? What's wrong with your face?"

Olufen opened the door while yelling, rounded his eyes to me, and invited me into the house.

"She's a cuckold(1)."

"Eh, Cassie?…To whom?"

"To my brother."

"Huh?!"

Your brother Sadias?! Olufen who raised his voice seemed to be confused, but he pulled up a chair for me. In addition, he provided me with some towels. It is quite worth it. After all, if you go through such a complicated thing alone while dabbing your tears with a towel, that would be worse as you should have a companion to confide in, Olufen gently gripped cheek and looked up at the sky.

"Steel wall guard as usual…I heard that in recent years, it was a little more relaxed." [A/N: This is a foreshadowing hint so keep that in mind.]

"What?"

"Nothing?"

He muttered something softy, and he begins to prepare tea as if to disguise the previous conservation. I was at my wits end and looked at Olufen for a while, but I sensed that he wouldn't speak.

"There's no one who really loves me."

"No, I'm here. Well…"

"I'm not so popular…"

"……Why is that?…"

Olufen had a complicated expression as he gave me tea and a pat on the shoulder. Crouching in front of my chair, I drank the tea.

"As it is I am alone with a pure body."

"Do you have any ideas if you don't want to be pure? I'm still a fairy(2)."

"What? No, I don't know what you mean."

Today's Olufen is weird. When I looked at his glabella(3), the Olufen who laughed with a chuckle had pushed back his wrinkle lines.

"I want you to comfort me because I'm going through heartbreak right now."

"Then I'll comfort you."

I picked up the black tea and embraced myself tightly.

"With my body."

Whose voice is whispered in my ear? I stood up at the voice of Olufen in a dash.

"No, no, no, no! Me too! You too! Man!" [A/N: He's trying to say something alone the lines of "You and I are both men so we can't do that with each other" but it came out in a flustered way.]

"I know. I know."

Olufen was acidentally pinned down to the floor and was a bit injured. I raised my voice to apologize and had clumsily started moving both of my hands and my feet.

"Oh yeah! Magic!"

"I can use it. I can use it.~"

Apparently, he fixed his body with magic. I hate myself because my magic is pretty low. In the first place, there a few people who have powerful magic.

"Angel, do you not know that men can still thrust into each other?"

Here, and the palm of the hand which runs to the buttocks and dips into the hips.

"You're kidding, right?"

My cold sweat flows. It's a lie, no way, one shouldn't go in there. Olufen laughs at me. [A/N: Angel's talking about the butthole.]

"I always thought you were cute. You were so pure that I couldn't touch you easily. You were able to go out with a girl for the first time, because I wanted to let you graduate from being a fairy…Come on."

Those words pass through my brain while removing the buttons on my shirt. No way…With such a man…I had unconsciously eliminated that possibility within myself. Come to think of it, were there any couples of the same sex? The man who introduced me to the liquor store is my wife…Isn't that a joke? Marriage between the same sex…Olufen looked down on me who was suddenly silent about the thought of doing "it." [A/N: I'm guessing in sentence 4, he's referring to Olufen as his "wife." There's always a top and a bottom in a relationship and the bottoms are usually referred to as the wife so he's probably imagining how being in a intimate relationship with Olufen would be like.]

"Angel?……And you…What type of technique would you go for?" [A/N: I have no idea what Olufen means by this sentence.]

As usual I noticed the small magic mark on my collarbone, which is usually hidden in a shirt and I noticed the crease between Olufen's eyebrows. I was going to touch it and check it, my whole body stiffened to my extended fingertips while I hesitated.

(It is a sign of promise)

Don't touch it. That mark is between me and my brother.

I mumbled softly and I felt myself gently smiling as I tightly closed my eyelids.

"Wow?!"

I felt a strong shock from the magic seal. I looked down quickly at it, and I can see Olufen, whose eyes are black and white, hold down his right hand with his left hand.

"Say…Seriously, what technique do you want?"

The door of the entrance opened with the momentum of being kicked upon. There was no sign of anyone going to kick upon the door..Both of us unexpectedly jumped up in shock.

"You called? Angel." [A/N: If you don't get why Sadias suddenly showed up is because of chapter 1, where Sadias made a mark on Angel's collarbone where if Angel is ever endangered, Sadias would come to the rescue. Apparently, Olufen accidentally triggered it.]

There stood Sadias, who smiled beautifully.

(1) A person who's a cheater.

(2) It's apart of a metaphor. People are referred to as a fairy if they can stay a virgin exceeding 20 years of age. This was also mentioned in the previous chapter.

(3) Skin between the eyebrows and above the nose.

[A/N: Is it just me or do I know where this is going? I've been reading too much BL lately.]