Noticing This Love Volume 2 Chapter 8

[T/N: A little rape scene in the beginning. I don’t suggest skipping this chapter because a VERY important scene happens after the rape scene so I’ll just put a warning for when the scene starts and ends.]

[WARNING!!! Rape scene starts now!]

I felt terrible then.

He tried to wait for until I got used to it, and while he pierced my womb, he stopped moving and groped my body, and his patience wore off. Whether he judged that I was finally ready or his rationality snapped, his rhythm became violently rapid and he didn’t even stop when I cried. As for me, I was squeezed to the point that I was all dried up. I desperately tried resisting, and while I was crying, my consciousness broke.

[Rape scene has now ended.]

“…Hey, Angel, can you get up?”

I was in a futon(1) when Sadias was gently stroking my hair. Somehow I feel pain from my body. What happened to me yesterday? When I opened my swollen eyes and consciousness slowly emerged, my eyes met with Sadias.

“I’m sorry. Because I forced you yesterday…I was worried you would be sore.”

Can you eat? Sadias asked, then he went out from the bedroom.

Yesterday, yesterday…Sadias came back…My consciousness quickly awakened and I covered my face with both hands instinctively. That was so embarrassing…!

Olufen’s appearance showed up in mind. No, even without any lubricant I still might’ve lost my virginity…I’m not mentally strong enough to intake all of this information. I feel that my sense of man pride is now lost. Oh well, I don’t feel like winning.

While I was busy thinking, the food was ready. Sadias opened the door with a tray in his hand, and then came inside the room.

My body was propped up, and a cushion was placed behind my back. When I tried to say thank you, it came out sounding dry. In a hurry, Sadias brought a glass of water over to my mouth. I drank the water, moistened my throat, and then thanked him.

“I’m sorry, really…I was going to move on more slowly. To be honest…”

Apparently, Sadias was stressed. That’s why his inner emotions exploded. I often say that a gentle guy is actually a scary person, but him? Sadias tore off a bite-sized piece of bread, fed it to me, and scooped up some stew with a spoon and fed me again. He was moving sharply even though he looks sad.

“I haven’t gotten Angel to say I love you so I was frustrated. I’m sorry.”

Oh, did you care about that? For the time being, I was thinking while chewing on the bread. What should I do in this case? I ate some more stew. Well let’s see.

As I thought about, the meal was over, and I saw the sleepy Sadias again. He’s cute like a child who just got scolded. I even think that yesterday’s demon was all just a dream.

“Sadias.”

When I called his name as gently as possible, j finally met his eyes.

“I love you. As in a romantic way…My first love was you too…I think I’ve always loved you.”

If I think about it, I’ve never liked Lily. After all, I’ve always been chasing after Sadias. Whenever I see him, my chest tightens. Isn’t that love?…For a long time, I pretended to not see it.

“That’s why I’m so glad you’re here. I can’t cook food, and without Sadias, I would be in trouble.”

I got shy and I turned my face away because my face got all red. I heard a happy laugh.

Sadias’ stretched hand strokes my magic seal. On top of his hand, I also put my hands on top of it. The memories of our childhood overlap.

“You promised me.”

Sadias laughed with a face that looked like he was about to cry any moment.

It took us a long time, but our feelings finally overlapped. At last, we’ve finally realized our feelings.

I hugged Sadias and stroked his back to soothe him. There are a lot of things that I don’t know yet, but it would be nice to talk to each other a lot and fill up the gap between us.

In this way, Sadias and I were able to become lovers.

By the way, Sadias took the small empty bottle to Olufen’s house in a good mood, but I don’t know what he went to do. It seems to be better to not know.

Are you guys becoming friends? The day will come where Sadias and Olufen will have my unspoken suspicions.

(1) Traditional Japanese bedding.