Chapter 897: Lorrain Hill

Looking at the knotty pink-haired girl, Lorrain Hill shook his head lightly.

If it is the self in the previous life, I am afraid I have such thoughts and

emotions, but now.

Lorrain Hill took the girl's hand and led her out.

"Let's go for a walk first. It is not good to stay in the house for a long

time." She recalled what another friend had done, that was Alina, the most

active of her roommates.

This girl from the southern archipelago is like a little sun when she is down.

The weak Lottie did not resist at this time, and followed the swordsman lady

to the outside.

The streets of the town are fairly clean. Many local residents can be

encountered on the road. Some of the houses on the street also had their doors

open, and several local women sat together, basking in the sun and doing

manual work.

"Where are you going?" After following Lorrain Hill for a while, Lottie

couldn't help but ask.

"On the hill outside the city, do you see it?" The girl pointed to the north

side of the town.

So the two went all the way, climbed the long hillside, and came to this place

with a good view.

After going all the way, Lottie felt a lot of physical exertion, her body was

a bit astringent, and she was sweating.

"Here." Lorrain Hill stopped when he came here and looked back at the girl.

"Here?" Lottie looked around, except for a few big trees and bushes, nothing

special.

"Come, look back and see if it is a good place to see the scenery." Lorrain

Hill pointed to the small town they walked out of.

As far as the field of vision is concerned, a peaceful scene comes into view.

The tall and distant mountain stands on the opposite side, and under the

mountain that extends to the sky, there are golden wheat fields and fields,

which appear as huge squares. Grid, shining brightly in the afternoon sun, the

wind blew and the waves of wheat undulated.

Near the bottom of the field of vision is the small town surrounded by brown-

yellow city walls, and plumes of smoke are rising from the chimneys of large

and small houses.

Looking at this beautiful landscape, Lottie couldn't help but stop, standing

quietly, feeling the breeze blowing from the mountains.

"Are you feeling better?"

"It's better." Lottie had to nod, really relaxed.

"Do you feel that life is in a mess? You don't know how to get along." Lorrain

Hill spoke again, she sat on the rock beside Lottie, letting the wind blow her

hair gently.

"Yes, but how does Miss Messia know?" Lottie's red eyes turned.

"Because this looks so much like me before." Lorrain Hill followed with

emotion.

After graduating from university, she spent quite a long period of gloomy

years, like a headless fly, hitting walls everywhere. Not only was her life a

mess, she also didn't want to find someone to talk to or help.

If you talk, I am afraid that others will find it annoying. We are just

ordinary friends. Why do you listen to you every day? How about looking for

someone to help? Now everyone is overwhelmed. Who can help you, and what face

do you have that makes people go out and help you? Usually you just say polite

things, you really take it seriously, and your cheeks are too thick.

So fragile, and so proud, it seems that everything will collapse in an

instant.

If the confident and powerful people are sunflowers that bloom against the

wind and the sun, then she at that time is like a moss in the corner of the

wall that does not dare to see the sun, humble, small and fragile.

I hope I can get help, but I am extremely afraid of exposing my vulnerability

and being laughed at and attacked by others.

Lorraine Hill lowered his head slightly, lifted the messy hair beside his

ears, and then raised his head again to look at the girl beside him.

"Are you afraid that after accepting the help of others, you will fail to meet

your expectations and let others down, let others down, and even hate and

curse."

It was said that Central Siloti looked at the swordsman lady, and a strange

feeling of being seen through his mind emerged. She has been the darling of

the family since she was a child, and countless people have pleased herself,

naturally because she can give them rich returns, so she feels at ease without

any worries.

But now it's different. She has nothing and can't bear those expectations. She

can't give wealth and glory in return, she doesn't know how to win, and even

what she should do in the future is messy.

Do you want revenge? I am not an opponent at all. Her brothers are so powerful

that they all died in front of him and failed to do it.

Are you going to run away, but where are you going, and can you really live

with such peace of mind? Those unrelenting faces made her unable to forget.

Moreover, even if you avenge yourself, is such an act correct? The glory and

splendor of the Baska family are not holy and flawless, and they are also

mixed with sin.

All these, such as chaotic silk threads entangled in her heart, made her feel

uneasy.

After hearing Lorraine Hill's words, knowing that the swordsman lady was

enlightening herself, Lottie also relaxed a little.

"Yes, I have many things that I may not be able to do so well." At this time

she also slowly squatted down and sat next to Lorrain Hill.

"There are always a lot of troubles, and I will also struggle with some things

whether or not to do it." Lorrain Hill looked at the distant mountains and

wheat fields.

"But, I gradually understand one thing. I have to listen to my heart, which

means that maybe others can't see it, maybe others don't understand, but I

know it."

"No more lying to yourself, you must live honestly."

"I know that I am not that strong, so I must avoid putting myself under high

pressure. I know I will be unconfident, so I have to practice and familiarize

myself with certain aspects, and be prepared for not being able to achieve

full marks."

"Understand that you are not the kind of firm-willed person, so you must stay

away from temptation. If you feel that you may not be perfect, tell the other

party clearly in advance. If you have no experience in doing something, you

need to say that you need help and guidance."

"Many times, UU reading www.uukanshu.com's troubles come from trying to make

myself a perfect existence. In fact, I am not that kind of person. If I really

do that, I am afraid that I will only get pain. Bar."

Lottie sat aside, quietly listening to Lorrain Hill talking about the past and

his views on life. Before I knew it, I began to review my own heart.

She slowly closed her eyes, recalling the past again in her mind, the breeze

blew across her body, and a kind of tranquility and comfort gradually came to

her heart.

After a long time, she opened her eyes again, and the world seemed to be much

clearer.

"Have you thought about it?"

"Ok."

"I want to ask Miss Messia to borrow a sword to survive as an adventurer, but

it will take some time to return it to you."

"In the meantime, I will try my best to live." Lottie looked at the swordsman

girl beside her, her expression more stable. Although her face was still

immature, at least she no longer sleeps in confusion and fragility now.

Although she didn't know what the girl wanted to understand, Lorraine Hill

didn't care about it either. She just didn't want to watch the girl stay in a

lonely corner. Because of the pain and torture of self-entanglement, she has

experienced it.

Seeing this girl walking out of the shadows, Lorrain Hill felt a lot more

relieved.

It seems good to do good deeds occasionally, so why do you like to do good

deeds?

I am afraid it is also a hope that when one day in the future encounters

obstacles and grief that are difficult to overcome, I can also get help and

comfort from others.

Because I am so weak and unconfident, I always want to have more strength and

hole cards, always think about how to be correct and not sinner, always want

to be kind, because then no one will scold myself.

Lorrain Hill, Lorrain Hill, even though everything is no longer the same, you

are still so timid.