chapter 58

Kissing was the easiest way to stimulate a person’s sexual desire, especially when the couple had some conflicts with each other. Ji Xiaoli didn’t know what his husband wanted to do in the car. She tried desperately to avoid her husband who was holding her in his arms.

“Are you still angry? I’ve apologized to you. Haven’t I done enough?” Seeing Ji Xiaoli, who was in disheveled clothes, Qin Zhenyang felt his private part was already eager for action. If they were at home now, he would have already taken her to bed.

Ji Xiaoli gave him an angry look. She didn’t notice the change in his private part and turned her head, “How do you know I’m angry? If I’m really angry, I’m mad at myself. I dare not be angry with you.”

She wanted Qin Zhenyang to apologize to her first, ‘You are holding me so tight now. What are you going to do? Does you apologize to me in this way?’

“I will give you an explanation of what happened today. No matter what happens in the future, I hope you won’t run away from home like today. If I didn’t find you today, you wouldn’t go to the hospital with such a serious fever. What if any accident happens to you?” Although Qin Zhenyang said so, he made up his mind to never give her such a chance.

After hearing Qin Zhenyang’s words, Ji Xiaoli couldn’t help laughing, “Don’t worry about me. Even if you don’t come, I’m going to the drugstore to buy some antipyretic. I can’t really burn my brain out… If I become a fool because of my fever, I’m afraid no one will take care of me for the rest of my life.”

“Do you have to talk to me in this manner?” Qin Zhenyang squinted and said coldly.

Ji Xiaoli shook her head lightly, “It’s not that I have to treat you like this, but I sometimes have no other choice. What if I am innocent today? And the fact that I am not accepted by your parents will not change. Whether that happened or not, it won’t change the attitude of your family towards me. Now that this thing happened in the morning, they just hated me more. That’s all. To be honest, you don’t have to fight against your family for me. It won’t do you any good…”

“What if I choose to be with you?” Qin Zhenyang really didn’t understand what his wife was thinking, ‘I have made so much effort. Even if my family is against us, as long as I insist on being with you, we can continue to live together with each other.’

Ji Xiaoli was silent for a long time, then she looked at Qin Zhenyang, “I don’t know… It’s just that my contact with your family is just beginning. I think I will have a lot of similar unpleasant things with your family next… Your mother won’t accept me, and she doesn’t think I deserve you… I can understand your mother’s thoughts very well. A lot of times, I think I’m very similar to Qi Xiaoguang. Her mother-in-law didn’t like her either. Now I am very much like her before. I really don’t know if I want to live in this way.”

Although the life of rich and powerful family was very enjoyable, it was very different from what Ji Xiaoli imagined. When Qi Xiaoguang got married, Ji Xiaoli knew the helplessness of the rich and powerful family. After what happened today, she lost faith in their marriage. She just wanted to live a plain life.

Since they got married, Qin Zhenyang did not let Ji Xiaoli contact with the people and things of the Qin family. This made Ji Xiaoli seem to have forgotten the fact that she already belonged to the Qin family. But today she met the old lady and Qin Zheng’s mother, who were full of contempt and disgust once seeing her.

‘I don’t look like a good wife of rich and powerful family at all. If the Qin family really asked me to behave like the so-called good wife of the rich and powerful family, my life would be very difficult.’

“Qin Zhenyang, I’m really glad you believe me today. I’m glad you believe I didn’t do that in the morning. But there are some things that we cannot decide. Just as I don’t know much about your life, you don’t know mine, either. Do you think we’re really fit to go on living together?” These words were a little rash, but she was worried that if she did not say these words, their contradiction would be even greater in the future.

Ji Xiaoli had been hurt emotionally before, so she didn’t dare to trust a person easily, especially the marriage she needed to manage for a lifetime…

“Is that what you think?” Qin Zhenyang was somewhat disappointed. In the face of marriage, his wife was too cautious and had a strong armor of self-defense. His sincerity and efforts never made his wife trust him. After all, their family background was an obstacle to their marriage.

Ji Xiaoli nodded and did not say anything. She moved a bit away from him and her head was leaning against the window…

Qin Zhenyang was angry and distressed by Ji Xiaoli. He grabbed Ji Xiaoli and held her tightly in his arms. He touched her delicate chin and said slowly, “You’re so insecure about our marriage. The Qin family can’t decide my future. Do I need someone else to help me decide what I want to do?”

“I don’t mean that…” Angry Qin Zhenyang made Ji Xiaoli a little afraid.

Qin Zhenyang ignored Ji Xiaoli’s emotional changes. He said coldly, “Ji Xiaoli, you have married me. Have you forgotten what I said to you on the first day of marriage registration? I’m your husband. You should trust me in the future. But you don’t trust me at all. When you encountered problems, you did not choose to contact me, but chose to turn off your mobile phone and hide in a low-grade hotel. I couldn’t even get in touch with you.”

“I trust you. I just…” Qin Zhenyang’s angry expression made Ji Xiaoli feel very afraid. Ji Xiaoli even wanted to leave Qin Zhenyang’s car.

But Qin Zhenyang would not allow her to leave, ‘Now that you’re in my car, you can’t run away.’

Qin Zhenyang laughed at himself, “You do trust me. You’re just thinking you can divorce me anytime. However, I also tell you today that since you have agreed to marry me, you should not choose to divorce me again. From the moment we registered for marriage, you will always be my wife.”

“Qin Zhenyang, you should be reasonable. Don’t I have the right to divorce?” Ji Xiaoli was so angry that she wanted to reach out and beat her husband. But Qin Zhenyang caught Ji Xiaoli’s hand in midair, making her hand unable to move.

Qin Zhenyang shrugged indifferently, “Yes, but what can you do if I am not reasonable? It’s too late for you to regret marrying me. At the beginning, you voluntarily went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register the marriage with me. Now, divorce is impossible…”

“You bastard! Son of a bitch!” Ji Xiaoli wanted to beat Qin Zhenyang violently. Unfortunately, her health had not recovered. She didn’t have the strength to do so right now. The voice that she scolded Qin Zhenyang had become hoarse.

For Qin Zhenyang, Ji Xiaoli’s beating on him was like tickling, and he didn’t feel any pain at all. However, looking at his wife’s soft and some hot body, he did not dare to indulge her to continue to be angry. He held his wife in his arms to keep her from going mad.

“Don’t be angry. Although I don’t divorce you, I won’t let you suffer any more. Don’t contact the Qin family in the future. It’s not just that my parents have a bad impression on you for the time being. My sister-in-law and Ji Xuewei are also hostile to you.”

Ji Xiaoli’s throat was a little sore, and she said simply, “Do you think I want to go to the Qin family? I went to the Qin family for you.”

Seeing that his wife’s mood eased a little, Qin Zhenyang felt relieved and began to criticize himself, “I’m sorry. This time it’s my fault. You can punish me as you like.”

“I don’t have the strength to hit you now. Since you ask to be punished, I will punish you for sleeping in your study for a month.”

This punishment was nothing to others, but to Qin Zhenyang, it was a very severe punishment. Looking at his beautiful wife and unable to sleep with her, Qin Zhenyang might find the time at night particularly difficult to endure…

Qin Zhenyang said with a smile, “This punishment is too light for me. Or you’ll punish me tonight…” He whispered in Ji Xiaoli’s ear. Then Ji Xiaoli’s face suddenly turned red.

“I don’t want to be with you… What do you think every day?” Ji Xiaoli couldn’t help accusing her husband.

Qin Zhenyang said disapprovingly, “Men think of this instinctively. Does a man have no sexual desire in the face of his wife? Can a man without lust be called a man?”

“You have so many filthy ideas.” After that, Ji Xiaoli found that Qin Zhenyang’s hand had entered her broad shirt, and he intended to pinch her…

“Qin Zhenyang, what are your hands doing? We are at the door of the hospital, you…” Ji Xiaoli was very angry. However, the physical strength gap between her and Qin Zhenyang was too wide, so she couldn’t get rid of Qin Zhenyang’s hand. “So what? People outside can’t see what’s going on inside. And don’t you think it’s more exciting to have sex here? You can see people outside, but people outside can’t see what we are doing in the car…” He did have sexual desire at this time. His wife had been resisting him. The more she resisted, the more erect his private part became.

Ji Xiaoli also felt his private part poking her body. She suddenly blushed, “Why are you…”

“I want you now.” Before she finished speaking, Qin Zhenyang directly expressed his ideas. While she was not paying attention, Qin Zhenyang pressed the back of her head and began to kiss her. His hands kept touching his wife’s chest. Ji Xiao couldn’t help moaning.

“No. We can’t do this here. When we go back…” Ji Xiaoli always kept a clear head. She couldn’t accept doing it in such a place.

It was night at this time, and even in the daytime, people outside couldn’t see what’s going on in the car. Even if they made love in the car, it was impossible for people outside to see what was going on inside the car.

Women usually had concerns about this kind of thing. But men felt that having sex in different places was a kind of psychological enjoyment in many cases.

Although there was not much space in the car, making love in the car had a different feeling.

Ji Xiaoli’s clothes were stripped by Qin Zhenyang. For fear of her catching cold, Qin Zhenyang also helped her put on a bathrobe that he took from the hotel. This long bathrobe just covered Ji Xiaoli’s thigh.

The naked Ji Xiaoli was wrapped up by a bathrobe, which made her look very charming…

Ji Xiaoli had always been a little disgusted with so many lovemaking postures. She wondered why men always came up with so many strange postures. Especially now…

Her body trembled uncontrollably, and her hands held her husband’s arms tightly…