Chapter 4 of 5

C3 Part2

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the translation might be a bit off for this since i’m relying on mtl more (it’s faster). let me know if you find any mistakes!

Where My Heart Lies

“It’s a kids event, so you should prepare small children’s gloves. Didn’t you realise?”

“Sorry. But I thought-”

“But what? You have an excuse? Go on, I’m listening.”

“Better to be too big than be too small, was what I was thinking.”

It depends on the time and place, Kazumasa refuted.

“It’s dangerous to swing a hammer with gloves that are too baggy. Remember that.”

“I will…”

Manabe, who wasn’t used to seeing Kazumasa angry, went silent. But Kazumasa was only angry at himself. Then, he understood why he was angry.

Kazumasa massaged his temples as he ate lunch on the rooftop.

“Shimizu…”

What did Yuya think of Kazumasa, who had fallen asleep in his arms?

Even though he’s older than me, he’s such a child. I bet he’s never had sex. Coward, he imagined.

***

I like him.

It was as simple as 1 + 1 = 2. Kazumasa liked Yuya, so he invited him to dinner. Then, not wanting Yuya to be touched by other men, he nominated him. He didn’t want to use his position as a customer to force Yuya into sleeping with him; at the same time, he wanted that more than ever.

What should I do?

Since he was young, Kazumasa had longed for, drowned in, and been hurt from love. Job after job, he had strayed further from his dream of marriage.

Tonight, I’m going to kiss him.

Kazumasa had decided. He was going to make a move. Then, the gates would open.

I hope it goes well…

A part of him was still afraid.

***

“I hope you enjoyed this journey through the stars. Please come again to the Milky Way. We thank you again for coming today. Please mind your step as you exit the venue.”

After finishing his narration, Yuya sighed. The crowd headed toward the exit. It was only four o’clock, so there was no one sleeping in the audience.

“Narutaki…”

Would he come today? Yuya wanted to wake him up again, and go out to dinner with him.

And then…

(Would he come to Agamemnon too?)

Yuya wanted him to come. At the same time, it was bitter. Just by holding his hand, Yuya got turned on. Kazumasa had handed him a hefty tip in a rather cute bag after that night.

He thought he had learned to separate his personal life from his work, but when he met Kazumasa, he began to see himself as a dirty person.

“Am I the right person for Narutaki?” he thought. He tried to push the thought away. He wanted to cry again. Yuya felt overwhelmed with emotion.

***

Kazumasa had a cup of coffee and headed to Agamemnon after having dinner with Yuya.

I won’t fall asleep tonight. And then, I’ll kiss him. And if that goes well…

He made up his mind and walked through the door. But what awaited him was an unfortunate reality.

“Sorry. Subaru-kun is currently serving another customer.

It felt like he had been hit on the head with a hammer.

Shimizu… with another man…

He left the store, shaking.

‘Thank you for coming!

The gentle voice of Yuya rang in Kazumasa’s ears. But now, those words were directed at someone else.

I have to wait two hours…?

He holed himself up in a karaoke room, not singing a single song. He let the cheerful, pop song play in the background.

***

While Kazumasa passed the time, Yuya also longed for time to be up.

Every time the customer’s rough hands brushed against his skin, he got goosebumps. Still, if he didn’t show his pleasure, the customer wouldn’t be pleased.

”Uhh… ahh… hnnngh… ahhh…”

“How is it? Can you feel it?”

A thick finger twisted into his back door.

“Ahh, ahh! More, more!”

“You’re a naughty boy, aren’t you, Subaru?”

While being teased with his fingers gingerly, Yuya was thinking about Kazumasa incessantly.

If I imagine this hand as Narutaki’s… I can get through it.

“I’m gonna finish with a big load.”

I can’t! Narutaki doesn’t say such vulgar things!

Still, he had to show his pleasure. He had to serve his customers well.

“Beg for it. Say, come in me!”

“Uhh… ahh… please shoot your load in me!”

The pleasantly surprised customer thrust his lotion-soaked penis into him.

***

“Hnnnhgngng… ah, ahh… ahh!”

Every time the guest pumped, Yuya moaned even louder. The lower half of his body was numb. He felt a cramp coming. It was supposed to be purely professional, but before he knew it, he was seriously enjoying himself, and he despised himself for it.

“Is it all the way in yet?”

“Ohh, ahh…”

Narutaki! Narutaki!

When he imagined Narutaki fucking him, he felt a tingling sensation. He was more excited and aroused than usual.

“Oh, I’m coming! I’m coming@”

‘Uh… I’m coming too!”

Their condoms caught the cum.

The greedy customer covered his body. Yuya came to his senses as his sweaty skin was rubbed against the customer.

I don’t want to do this again. I’m sorry, Narutaki, I’m sorry…

For two hours, Yuya continued to be fucked repeatedly.

***

Two hours later, Kazumasa reappeared at the host club. He was told to wait for a while as they were cleaning up, so he sat down in a chair and waited.

I guess they’re trying to get rid of the smell and freshen up.

When he thought about it, it was quite pitiful.

By the time he was finally led to his room, he felt like a man who had been cheated on by his lover.

Despite Kazumasa’s disappointment, Yuya’s voice was as gentle as ever. And he greeted him with the usual line.

“Thank you for coming!”

“Shimizu!”

When he saw it was Kazumasa who entered the room, Yuya instantly covered his face with his hands and looked down.

”I’m sorry, Narutaki. I’m sorry…”

“What are you sorry for? You don’t have to apologise to me.”

“I’m such a bad person. I’m not right for you. I’m dirty.”

“What’s so dirty about being a host? Look at me. This is your job. There’s nothing wrong with it.”

He told himself the same thing as he turned to Yuya.

yuya thinking of his true love while getting rammed like a cow by a train is such a classic gay lovers trope. love it

RealEx

My Japanese isn’t perfect but I try my best. My biggest kink is hand holding.

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