Chapter 67 - But I love you

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Reece extended a hand and pulled him off. RCofA9

Before he could feel the sensation of falling, Reece steadied him with one hand as if Nie Chuan’s weight was nothing to him.

He kissed Nie Chuan’s lips forcefully and even drilled the tip of his tongue in with a strength that Nie Chuan had yearned for, for a long time. It seemed to pull him along, pulling his thoughts and occupying his every sense so that even all his impulses were being controlled by the other. NSso04

He sucked as if to destroy him, infiltrate him, invade every inch of his body.

“Hmm…… mmm……” Unable to breathe, Nie Chuan subconsciously pushed Reece’s shoulder. N y79W

Nie Chuan’s refusal was only exchanged with an even more ferocious kiss. As if such contact was still not close enough for Reece, he raised his hand and clasped the back of Nie Chuan’s head, pressing him firmly against himself.

His tongue stirred savagely between Nie Chuan’s lips and teeth, and he tilted his head to kiss Nie Chuan without leaving a gap. Ku5sz9

Every cell in his body seemed to have been conquered by Reece’s strength, continuously rupturing, healing, and then being destroyed again. That force drove straight in, to the deepest and most indescribable point.

Nie Chuan was forced to lift his chin to bear Reece’s strength. When he couldn’t bear it anymore and fell backward, Reece pressed him down imposingly. RXvxV

Was this really Reece?

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It was as if he was uncontrollable, only wanting to completely crush and possess Nie Chuan. lEG3m1

With such a formidable kiss, Nie Chuan felt as if something in the depths of his mind was being stirred by the other, surging and threatening to boil over.

This was Reece who’s kissing him…… jL0mC6

Reece, who was telling him just moments prior that he wanted to “leave,” is kissing him!

Even if it was just a dream or the last comfort before parting, Nie Chuan wanted to firmly grasp it. yWcx1v

The tip of Nie Chuan’s tongue softly inserted into the frantically churning gap and slid across the side of Reece’s tongue. He felt Reece’s shoulders shake in that moment before being immediately followed by another, even more frantic kiss as Reece’s embrace tightened. This was the first time Nie Chuan clearly felt that he seemed to be important to Reece.

It wasn’t that Reece was leaving. W2XsdJ

But that Reece didn’t want him to leave.

Nie Chuan arched his legs subconsciously, and Reece’s waist directly squeezed in. Such an aggressive move that didn’t tolerate any refusal made Nie Chuan feel pressure, but this kind of pressure also made his blood rush and made him even more unable to restrain the urge to approach the other. C5iWgy

Nie Chuan was being hugged so tightly by the other that he couldn’t breathe. He smacked him with force, but Reece didn’t budge. Nie Chuan could only smack the surface of the bed, and the completely fallen Reece finally found a trace of reason. He withdrew from Nie Chuan’s lips but didn’t move far. The tip of his nose leaned against Nie Chuan’s and his dull but heavy breath remained between Nie Chuan’s lips.

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Nie Chuan took a deep breath. Just as he was about to turn his face, Reece bit his lower lip as if he couldn’t tolerate Nie Chuan’s avoidance and kissed him again. 5ESqmK

It was still frantic, unruly, and carried with it a sense of wantonness.

This time, Nie Chuan was truly frightened. He separated his face away with difficulty but Reece directly fixed him rigidly in place with a kiss. 2BUKMX

It wasn’t until Nie Chuan’s chest shuddered that Reece knew he was crying.

Reece suddenly raised his head but his hands remained clasped on Nie Chuan’s wrists, pressing them beside his ears. 9GXDwV

Nie Chuan turned his face to the side, his disheveled bangs covering his forehead. He took vigorous breaths of fresh air, feeling that he was finally alive.

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When Reece let go of Nie Chuan’s hands, Nie Chuan covered his eyes.

“…… Why do you have to treat me like this…… don’t make fun of me like this……” hJfWwL

If the reason for kissing him this time was the same as the time in the library as well as CBU’s bathroom then Nie Chuan would rather not.

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Reece moved Nie Chuan’s hands aside, cupped his face, and gazed at Nie Chuan piercingly. He spoke clearly, word by word, “Why do you think I kissed you? Why do you think I’d kiss someone I don’t care about just as a joke?” 1sD9d3

Nie Chuan was stunned because Reece’s eyes, which were normally so apathetic that one couldn’t see his emotions, had actually reddened.

“I don’t know how much significance liking holds to you. You’d say you like chocolate, you’d say you like goldfish flowers, you’d say you like Jennifer Lawrence, and you’d even say you ‘like’ the coffee you’re not fond of just to be polite…… Your world is overflowing with ‘like’ so that when you say you like something, I don’t know for sure whether your so-called like actually holds much significance. But, Nie Chuan, to me there are very few things I like. besides basketball and math, there’s practically nothing else.” YEC58G

Nie Chuan froze. He opened his mouth. He wanted to tell Reece that his ‘like’ for him wasn’t shallow.

If it wasn’t Reece then he couldn’t accept himself being with anyone else. XU2dPM

But he didn’t know how to explain it. He felt that his language was simply too lacking and his brain also seemed unable to think anymore.

“But I love you,” Reece said. 3eI0cU

His voice was trembling.

It clearly wasn’t much, but it seemed to have exhausted all of his strength. Lyai9w

The world in those eyes seemed to fall from above, crushing all obstacles and completely enclosing Nie Chuan, revealing its original color and appearance.

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“I’m scared. I said I’d leave but if I hadn’t gotten the answer I wanted to hear from you, how can I find an excuse to continue to stay?” deapnV

His eyes were helpless.

Nie Chuan suddenly felt distressed. G4Cl2j

Disregarding everything, he sat up and kissed him, hugging him tightly.

He didn’t have any technique and was as clumsy as a fool. KjsnVk

But to Reece, it was like a cluster of flames, frantically burning and overwhelmingly heaven and earth.

Nie Chuan understood clearly for the first time what it meant to lose himself. Except for Reece, there was nothing else in the world. dkEXVS

Nie Chuan didn’t remember what they did that night except for the endless kisses and an unwillingness to part from each other’s embrace.

Nie Chuan felt that they seemed to have used up a whole lifetime of kisses. gpOXHR

His joy of realizing that he had always possessed this happiness after thinking he was going to lose it made Nie Chuan relax.

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He didn’t know when he fell asleep, he only knew that Reece’s arm had been holding him very firmly. N MEdH

With the clamor of students coming from outside and sunlight streaming through the window to fall on the floor of the dormitory, Halloween had passed.

Nie Chuan’s eyebrows twitched. The “But I love you” from Reece last night suddenly resounded in his head and his entire person woke up. vHRdrb

Was that a dream?

Or was it reality? QkYjt

Nie Chuan didn’t even dare to breathe, his mind buzzed.

When he tried to turn over, he found that he was being held by another from behind, his back firmly pressed against the chest of the other. JY1kMy

The scent in Nie Chuan’s nose was very reassuring and the breathing of the person behind him was so steady that the inexplicable sense of security made Nie Chuan want time to stop.

The person holding him was Reece, and the words he said to him last night had been real. qai0WD

These weren’t one of his delusions, they were real!

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Thinking up to this, Nie Chuan suddenly felt uncontrollable joy. He turned around and pressed two hard kisses on the other’s face without even thinking about it. ZYaOXy

Only then did he realize that Reece seemed to have been awake a long time. He didn’t know how long he’d been watching him.

“What you said yesterday will always count, right?” Nie Chuan asked with wide eyes. CPj8HU

“What do you think?” Reece’s smile was terribly sexy.

He rolled over and pressed down on Nie Chuan’s body, giving him another head-spinning kiss. IJFV2n

If Reece kissed him so passionately every morning, Nie Chuan felt that it wouldn’t take long for his blood vessels to burst!

Only when Nie Chuan moved did he realize that he hadn’t worn anything underneath because of the ointment. Plus, Reece had pulled his sole pants to his knees, and even his shirt had been fished up his waist. Nie Chuan suddenly thought of how Reece had held his hand there last night…… Even now, his palms would feel numb when he moved his fingers. dWfpKg

“Hey, I only sucked you with my mouth for a bit and you already couldn’t hold it back anymore. Fortunately, you weren’t with Lily last night or you’d be the laughingstock of our campus by now.”

Reece smiled again. His smile was very shallow and he was clearly making fun of him, but Nie Chuan felt very happy. HGiebs

Thinking of the temperature in Reece’s mouth, Nie Chuan felt his body burn inexplicably. He quickly lifted the blanket and pulled up his pants.

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“I…… I’ll squeeze your toothpaste for you!” qemHzW

Because he couldn’t hold it back last night, it got into Reece’s mouth.

Up until now, Nie Chuan still felt endless guilt. 0nTDVY

He went into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror, then froze.

There were red patches all over his neck and collarbone. tkS3o1

Nie Chuan felt like his face was about to drip blood.

Reece got up unhurriedly, walked to the door of the bathroom, and said coolly with his hand on his chin, “I was very good to you yesterday, otherwise you wouldn’t even have the strength to squeeze toothpaste right now. What are you doing with your head down?” L9CZPz

Nie Chuan instantly realized what Reece was referring to.

If it weren’t him shouting that it hurt yesterday, Reece would have never let him off with just using his hands. RUd0Kl

But it was completely different from what he had imagined ah

Drea: I wasn’t expecting third base this quickly but… congrats xD

MadMadamMims: 🥳 congrats you two! Let the sexy times begin *^_^* JGRyhL