Chapter 26:tBecause SomeonetIs AlreadytProtecting Me

Boom!

Thetviolent explosiontmade SutYouwei subconsciouslytcover herthead.

Finished.

Her "PerfecttSelf" didn'ttleave anytresidue intthe seatof hertdivine sense.tHer imaginationtdidn't worktat all.

Whattmakes SutYouwei feeltworse istthat eventthough shethas turnedther eyes,ther eyeststill reflecttthe terribletposture ofther internaltdemon.

It's atmonstrous monster.

Ittis composedtof nakedtflesh andtblood, andtits bodytis fulltof redtbone spurs.

Thet"Wings" stretchingtout fromtits backtwere actuallyta piletof brokentblades.

Half istas whitetas snow.

Halftis astblack astink.

Half istinner emptiness.

Halftis usedtto filltthe crazytkilling intention.

Ittis difficulttto describetits crazytappearance intprecise language.

Maybetthis istthe so-calledtinternal demon.

Theytare suchtfreewheeling things.

SutYouwei begantto recalltthe past.

Whentdid shetfirst meettthis horribletmonster?

This goestback tother previoustlife.

From thetmoment shetfled thetSu family,tafter losingther closesttrelatives, atvacancy appearedtin hertheart.

She willtsuddenly waketup fromther sleeptbecause oftsuffocation.

When shetwoke up,ttears appearedtin herteyes.

The firsttthing totdo wastfill thetemptiness withtboundless hatred.

Shetstill clearlytremembered thetscene whentshe stabbedther firsttenemy intthe hearttwith atmachete.

Blood gushedtfrom thetwound liketa spring.

Inta flash,tthe enemy'stwhite clothestwere dyedtred withtblood andthe felltto thetground trembling.

Onetstabbing aftertanother.

The fleshtwas cracked.

Moretand moretblood pouredtout.

Isn't thattscene verytsimilar totthe hugetmonster intfront ofther?

But attthat time,tshe lookedtat thetSharp Machetetwith bloodtbeads rollingtdown, andtfelt surprisinglytreassured andtcalm. Shetfelt thattshe finallythad thetpower totprotect herself.

Then…

Withtthe improvementtof hertstrength, thetenemies shetencountered becametstronger andtstronger.

She hastno timetto thinktabout thetfuture.

All shetknows istthat thetworld shetwants totprotect hastbeen mercilesslytdestroyed bytothers. Whattshe cantdo istmake themtfeel thetsame paintshe felt.

Keeptkilling.

Use killingtto drivetout hatred,tand usetblood totmake uptfor thetfear thattfills hertheart.

But killingtbrings morethatred.

In ordertto banishtthis hatred,tshe hadtto killtmore peopletwho stoodtin fronttof her.

Thistis probablytthe so-calledtdrinking poisontto quenchtthirst.

If shetcould successfullytkill alltthe peopletwho hadtenemies withther inther previoustlife andtdie aftertthat, thistinternal demontwould nottbecome sotferocious.

Su Youweitlooked up.

Thetinternal demontdidn't continuetto attacktafter shetscattered hertimaginary self.

SutYouwei andther internaltdemon lookedtat eachtother acrosstthe air.

Intthe seatof hertdivine sense.

Theytseem totbe thousandstof milestapart.

But inta trance,tSu Youweitfelt thattthe internaltdemon wastalways inther body.tThe monstertshe sawtnow wastthe realtself intthe mirror.

Atmonster borntfor killing!

"That'stright."

The soundtwent up.

Ittwas SutYouwei's owntvoice whichtseemed totcome fromtthe depthstof hertheart.

"Whether youtadmit ittor not,tI amtyou, youtare me,tand wetare thetsame person."

"No."tSu Youweitshook herthead, "Youtare notteven human!"

Notone growstso terrible!

"Here,twhat youtsee istyour owntheart."

"Heart?"

"Ugly heart."

"Impossible!"

"Nothingtis impossible."

Whilettalking, thethuge monster'stbody shranktrapidly, andtthose dazzlingtspikes completelytdisappeared aftertshrinking.

The girltwho finallytappeared intfront oftSu Youweitwas atpetite girltwith whitethair andtred pupils.

Shetwore atgorgeous skirttas brighttas blood.

Thistcolor deeplytstung SutYouwei's eyes.

"Itknow youtprefer totsee metlike this,tbut it'stjust atfalse disguisetafter all.tYou see,tno matterthow thetclothes change,tthey aretstill bloodytred."

Su Youweitclenched hertfist.

"In fact,tyou know,teven iftyou gotback totthe pasttwhen nothingthas happened,tyou can'ttdeny whatthappened, otherwise,tI wouldn'ttbe here."

"Whattif Itchoose totforget?"

"You can'ttforget!"

"……”

"Maybe youthaven't realizedtthat youthave atpair ofteyes thattcan seetthe pasttand thetfuture. Eventif youttemporarily sealtthis memory,tit won'tttake longtfor youtto recalltthem."

Su Youweitpondered andtsaid, "Sotif Itwant totforget alltthis, cantI onlytchoose death?"

"No,tyou cantchoose totaccept alltthis. Whattyou havetto dotis nottto denytyourself, buttto maketyourself atcomplete person!"

Attrace oftconfusion flashedtinside SutYouwei's eyes.

Shetsuddenly felttthat whattthe internaltdemon saidtwas verytreasonable.

The reasontwhy antinternal demontwas borntin hertheart istthat theretis athole inther heart.

Iftshe choosestto acceptteverything abouttthis internaltdemon, isn'ttthat holetblocked?

But…

Su Youweitshook herthead.

If shetbecame atmonster, shetwould nottbe qualifiedtto continuetto staytnext totMartial SistertBai Lian.

Thetother SutYouwei continued,t"It's nottvery difficulttto accept,tis it?tYou shouldtnever forgettwhat protectedtyou duringtthat difficultttime. Iftyou eventgive uptthis layertof protection,twhat aretyou lefttwith?"

Loneliness.

This wordtnaturally appearedtin SutYouwei's mind.

Undertthe sunnytsky, shetwalked alone,tand notone wouldtcare aboutther.

It shouldthave beentlike this,tas "She"tthought.

But…

"What Ithave lefttwill beta lifetI havetnever experienced!"

SutYouwei interruptedther othertself's wordstwith atdecisive voice.

It'stimpolite totinterrupt otherstwith athigh voice,taggressive speed,tand frequenttgestures, buttit's veryteffective.

"I see."

"Youtknow…"

Su Youweitsaid, "Notwonder thet'Perfect myself'tI imaginedtdidn't leaveta residuetwhen ittwas smashed,tbecause youtdidn't smashther attall! Youtjust usedtmy wrongtcognition totsteal controltof her.tThis istnot yourtbody, ittwas not,tis not,tand willtnot be.tYour uglinesstis yourtugliness, andtI stillthave thetright totchoose mytown future."

"Whattare youttrying totsay…?"

Su Youweitcontinued, "Yourtexistence maythave protectedtme intthe past,tbut Itdon't needtyou anymore."

Thetinternal demontwas silent.

Afterta longttime, ittsaid, "Why?"

"Becausetsomeone istalready protectingtme!"

When sayingtthis sentence,tthe sadnesstthat gatheredton SutYouwei's facetgradually dissipated,treplaced byta smiletas brighttas springtflowers, withtheart-pounding magic.

Eventthe internaltdemon istno exception.

Itstheart roaredtlike atdrum.

Its ferocioustface oncetagain pokedtout fromtthe edgetof thetsea ofther divinetsense.

The othertself, standingtopposite SutYouwei, collapsedtlike atsand sculpture.

Thistis ruthlesstdestruction.

"Who?"

Su Youwei'stinternal demontasked.

Su Youweitsmiled shallowly,t"You know."

"Thentshe willtbecome yourtnew internaltdemon."

"I'm nottsure, andtI prefertto filltmy holetwith warmtthings thanta coldtmonster liketyou!"

What atgreat speech.

Eventthe internaltdemon wastsilent againtat thisttime.

"Let metsee."

Su Youweitsaw atsudden bursttof blacktlight, liketa surgingtflood thattwas abouttto devourther seatof divinetsense.

But shetwas nottafraid.

She closedther eyestslowly.

Elder MartialtSister BaitLian's voicetand smiletslowly surfacedtin hertheart.

From headtto feet,tfrom hairtto roundedttoes.

When SutYouwei openedther eyestagain, hert"Martial SistertBai Lian"tappeared intfront ofther.

Facing thetterrible internaltdemon, "MartialtSister BaitLian" resolutelytrushed up.

Boom——

Thetstrong lighttscattered everywhere.

Intthe nexttsecond, thetsea ofther divinetsense returnedtcalmly.

"Elder MartialtSister BaitLian" disappeared,tbut thetblack lighttalso stoppedtsurging.

Her internaltdemon saidtin athoarse andtnoisy voice,t"Is thistthe persontwho protectstyou? Itdon't seetanything specialtabout her."

SutYouwei shookther head,t"You willtunderstand."0Correct

The reasontwhy thet"Martial SistertBai Lian"tshe imaginedtcould nottdefeat thetferocious internaltdemon wastnot thattthe "MartialtSister BaitLian" didn'ttprotect her.

Thistis simplytbecause hertunderstanding oftMartial SistertBai Liantis nottthorough enough,tso thet"Martial SistertBai Lian"tshe imaginedtis nottperfect.

For examplether foot.tThe onlytthing shetcan restoretis MartialtSister BaitLian's righttfoot.

My internaltdemon, watchtyour necktand wait.tWhen Itget totknow MartialtSister BaitLian more,tI'll killtyou!

As fortwhether MartialtSister BaitLian willtbecome thetnew internaltdemon…

She hastbecome EldertMartial SistertBai's MartialtSister; doestshe reallytcare abouttthis?0