Chapter 92

EP.92 Typing of Gratitude

After finishing my morning chores, I sat in front of the computer chair, resting my chin in my hand and pondered.

I really thought about it seriously, am I really a fool?

I have no money.

I'm hungry.

“...”

The donation I made to the orphanage, well, let's say it was just because of my fluctuating mood,

But giving away all the money I needed to live my life was indeed a foolish act.

No, but even then, I wasn't completely thoughtless...

Even if I spent all the money I had, I had something to rely on.

The amount of donations from viewers.

Thanks to the generous donations, and the revenue from ads that appear when my stream is on, my account had enough money to easily cover my living expenses.

But how was I supposed to know that my streaming account would suddenly be suspended?

This big-hearted fool.

Even though I'm not the type to be overly concerned about money, not having it was still a problem.

The problem didn't end there.

The suspension period was only three days, but there was the issue that I hadn't yet applied for a withdrawal.

The platform's settlement period, which I had experienced before.

It's not like the money comes out immediately when you apply for a withdrawal, like an ATM.

They seem to be short on staff and have things to check,

So it might take at least a day or two.

I felt a bit gloomy.

Thinking about how this situation might continue for a few more days.

If things keep going like this, I might have to resort to some cutesy act to get food from someone, which would be a terrifying situation.

“No, I already did that...”

The last time, at the convenience store, when I realized my account was empty.

I didn't really plan to do that, but the other person showed deep kindness.

Since I was a part-time worker, they assumed I didn't have money and paid for the things I had put in the basket.

Thinking back to that time,

I felt like a scoundrel who had taken advantage of a kind person.

No, but regardless, I didn't have any money, so I was about to give up and leave.

But it seemed like the situation was going to unfold that way,

And as I was panicking, an uncertain intuition told me they might buy something for me,

So I put on an innocent expression, and the other person ended up buying it for me.

I'm not wrong.

If there's anything wrong,

It's only that I made the saint too beautiful.

“...”

Sigh.

I'm not a seductress or anything.

Anyway, in the end, it turned out well,

Because I'm now surviving on the things I had in that envelope.

But that person's tone was a bit strange.

They suddenly asked if I was streaming and if I had been suspended.

When I answered honestly, they made a sound as if they had figured something out.

Maybe they realized that I was the saint who streams.

So what?

I can't hide it forever, can I?

Apart from the burden of too much attention, there's no real reason to hide it.

Moreover, this heart, which is like a hungry beast, is starting to stir, hoping for more attention.

I want more attention. I want to be loved by more people, to be talked about more. If someone were to dig into my true feelings, they would surely be disgusted by the dark thoughts that are squirming and waiting for an opportunity.

For now, a kind of defense mechanism, fearing rejection, is suppressing these thoughts, but the strength of this suppression is weakening day by day.

So, it will be revealed someday.

Whether by someone else's actions, a mistake, or a sudden impulse, it will eventually happen.

Why did my thoughts wander off?

Anyway, that was the important thing.

Eating snacks isn't enough to fill my stomach.

Moreover, I've almost finished them.

The only thing left is a snack that looked the most delicious, which I had saved for last, something I've never seen before.

I feel weak.

Even with this unrealistic body, I can't live without any nutrition, can I?

Maybe the intense exercise I do every day is making it worse.

What kind of exercise can someone who's always cooped up at home do?

...

...

Hehe.

Anyway, after rambling on,

The most important thing was right in front of me.

So I grabbed the mouse.

Click.

『Remaining Suspension Period: 28 seconds』

Click.

『Remaining Suspension Period: 24 seconds』

Click.

『Remaining Suspension Period: 20 seconds』

The clicking sound of the mouse, as I checked the remaining suspension period, kept echoing.

Time doesn't pass.

Not just the money, but the desire to quickly meet the people who watch my stream.

Every time I think about it, being a streamer, or a broadcaster, might be my true calling.

A job where I can do what I like while hiding my true self, and interact happily with many people who only look at me, there's no other job like this.

Ah, the suspension is over.

First, I applied to transfer all the accumulated donations to my account.

After setting everything up and about to start the stream,

I was a bit worried about starting the stream.

It's been three whole days since the last stream, so some of the viewers who watched my stream out of habit might have left for good.

Even if they didn't find my stream particularly interesting, they might have just come because it was on at a certain time.

It seems there's a reason why they say to do your best when you have the chance.

If I had known this would happen, I would have done better.

My viewers are relatively clean, of course, some of them send chats that are embarrassing to even look at, but if I think they're doing it because they like me, it's not a big deal. I haven't found anyone who really hates me and spouts malicious words.

So, I need to do a bit better from now on.

I can tolerate a little overstepping, but is it okay to use the word "tolerate"? Anyway, I just need to draw the line a bit more.

I made this resolution and pressed the start button.

The number of viewers started flooding in, as if to say my worries were just worries.

It took only a moment for the chat window, which had been empty, to fill up.

[My heart is racing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Hey man, hahaha]

[Big1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Is this the streamer's room that got suspended because her chest is too big?]

[Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest? Can I touch your chest?]

[Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest, please let me touch your chest]

[Just touch it, rub it until it gets bigger, just do it]

[The room owner will be permanently suspended, you guys, hahaha]

[You should compliment her first, hahaha]

[Oh, right]

[You're really beautiful, sis (chest)]

[How can you be so kind? (Big1)]

[So reliable (size) and cute (shape)]

[Stop putting unnecessary parentheses, hahaha]

[Perverted (perverted)]

[Really unnecessary, hahaha]

[Stop harassing and just compliment her, hahaha]

“...”

This, this much is, well, okay.

I haven't been here in a long time, so everyone must have been holding back their,

Feelings of how much they like me.

So it's okay,

[Why don't you just turn on the half-camera and stream?]

[Then, no kidding, all I'll see is your chest]

[How about making the game screen really small and filling the main screen with your chest?]

[Oh]

[Are you a genius?]

[The room owner will be permanently suspended, you guys, hahaha]

[The real version of sexy dance3 is really something to look forward to, hahaha]

[How about 'accidentally' revealing your face?]

[Are there only geniuses in this room, hahaha]

[The plan is set, the room owner just needs to execute it]

[The room owner is like a mother, she needs to be protected]

[If the room owner is suspended, who will give me milk...?]

[Aaaaaa]

[Aaaa I'm a hungry baby viewer who hasn't eaten for 3 days, give me milk]

[Oh, is it because you haven't been here for 3 days that you can't adapt to the room atmosphere, hahaha]

[Why do these guys become so nasty only in this room, hahaha]

[This is all because your chest is too sexy, right?]

[Who told you to make me feel like a sexual harasser???????]

...Is this really okay?

To be honest, I wasn't originally a woman, and being a person full of desires, I can somewhat understand why these people are acting this way. I don't completely fail to understand the situation.

It's just a bit embarrassing that the target is me.

Yeah, these were the kind of people.

Not seeing them for four days, I might have been caught up in some kind of fantasy without realizing it.

Still, they're not bad people, but, hmm, they only talk about my chest without saying they missed me during the suspension,

I got a bit annoyed.

But I didn't show it.

It wasn't because I wanted to act mature,

But to tease them in my own way.

What should I do?

What did they hate before?

I was in a situation completely opposite to the "Can I touch your chest?" incident.

Back then, I had thought hard and hard about what they would like, which led to that unexpected result, but this time, I was looking for something they would dislike.

After thinking for about a minute,

A good idea came to me.

Unable to hide my smile, I giggled and fiddled with the stream settings.

A window asking if I wanted to change the stream title appeared,

And I willingly typed it in and checked the stream status to make sure it was changed.

『Gratitude: Buckwheat Flower Blooming - Long Text Practice 100th Stream (Live!)』

Yeah, it's good.

I quickly opened a typing practice program before anyone noticed the change in the stream title.

And I even turned my head away from the chat window to focus solely on the screen in front of me!

"Summer Jang was originally a mess..."

They're all dead.

Author's Note:

Are you enjoying the Lunar New Year holiday?

Even if you're not curious, I'll tell you that I'm working even during the holiday, hahaha.

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