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Chapter 30 of 37

Chapter 28

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-Gein’s memory

I never thought that my father’s death would be so sudden that it gave me no room to breathe.

Whether I accepted it or not, he was already gone…

This will become a fact that I can never change, and a regret that I can never make up for……

When I saw the photo that my father held in his hand, I asked myself again and again, if God had given me another chance……

Will…I…change my original….choice…

The answer made me feel very sad because….my choice…was..stubborn as before….

There were some things, even if you lose everything….you still can’t let go….

Father, such a son like me…will make you….fed up, right?….

Such a son…will…make you….feel….disappointed, right?….

I had always wanted you to be proud of me, but I…couldn’t wait until that day…

You…also couldn’t wait until then….

In this endless and dark night, I suddenly recalled the first time I met you.

At that time, you gently stroked my forehead with your warm palm and said: “Yes, this is my son.”

And I just looked up at you and thought: “Yes, this……is my father…”

However, I had never said it.

Was it time that did not give me this opportunity or that I didn’t give myself this opportunity….

I’m sorry, father, I had got someone I needed to protect, and happiness I needed to protect. I….just wish life could go on normally like this.

Even if, it was selfish….I will not hesitate to do it again….

Even if….it was selfish….

He lowered his head and looked down at the sleeping man beside him and slowly caressed the body full of wounds and melancholy on his face.

To his great sorrows, in the end, he didn’t go save his father and also failed to keep his promise.

He remembered so many beautiful memories of the past, and tears never stopped streaming down his face.

Under the clear night sky, he gazed at the stars for a very long time, and in a trance, he seemed to see his father’s loving face.

That twinkling lights were like his deep eyes, reflected in his heart, and turned into a ray of shallow brightness in the darkness….

Father…..were you still….watching me….in sky……

You must….still be watching me……

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