Chapter 33

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Translator: MysticRain

Alpha had hardly spoken since that day, and occasionally he would speak in his dream. For many nights he would suddenly wake up from his dream, and murmured repeatedly: “No……I don’t want to see it……no……”

In the empty room, his voice wandered lonelily. Somewhere in the corner of the room, Gein sat quietly on the sofa, motionless……

When he can’t sleep, he just stayed with him, and when he was asleep, he also stayed with him.

It seemed that he had a premonition that he would have less and less time together with him, he began to keep a close eye on him and spent a lot of time watched him every day.

But……they never talk…

He knew he was there and although he couldn’t see him, he could still feel him clearly…..

From the beginning to the end, they faced each other and remained silent……

The constant sleepless night had made Alpha’s face looked pale and haggard, and his expression grew more hollow and dim day by day.

Until one day, his expression suddenly disappeared, he didn’t cry, he didn’t laugh, only calmness remained. It was neither apathy or indifference, but……a kind of numbness……after the soul had pulled away from the body. ….

He knew, his heart….had gone far away, there was nothing left but an empty shell, an empty shell without a soul……

If he hadn’t been breathing, if he hadn’t been talking in his sleep, he might have really thought that he was dead.

In fact, there was nothing sadder than a withered heart…..

They were destined….to can’t be with one another…….

On Christmas Day, 1944, the first snow fell in the village, and Alpha’s mental state became more and more restless because of the long period of insomnia.

Many times, he was unwilling to sleep and dared not sleep. The scene in his dream all comes from that horrible afternoon, even though his eyes were blind, but his heart was brandished with an indelible mark……

He was doomed to despair, because in his eyes, in the whole world…only darkness remained……

The things he wanted to forget or do not want to forget, all turned into a blank. He had no past, nor future…

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This was one of the most difficult decisions for Gein. Berlin had just sent an urgent telegram, the Allied troops had already invaded the German’s border.

He had a premonition that the battle was doomed to defeat. If he were taken as prisoner, he would end up with only two outcomes: One was death…..the other was….living as death…

As a soldier, he had his own dignity.

However, he can’t let go of the man before his eyes. Even if he was hurt and hate him, his love was still alive. He hoped he could live happily, but was reluctant to let him go after all…….

Gently, the window was quietly pushed open, the cold wind and snow poured into the already not warm house. He looked back at the person sitting on the bed, his face was still expressionless.

“Alpha…let’s…die together….”

This was not sudden, it was a no-solution kind of solution. He thought of it for a long time, and after a long time, he still spoke out. If life can only make him feel helpless, perhaps death was the best relief …..

As a result, he saw the smile he had not seen for many days, it was a smile corroded by sadness and one that compromised with his fate.

At last, he heard his voice again, he said: “….okay…..”

……okay…ah……

….It turned out….they were both…already tired…..

He thought that he would get such a sad answer.

So when he took out two white packages and poured it into the glass, his hands kept shaking as he mixed it with the luscious and sweet liquid, and handed the glass to him.

Alpha…I hope…you can be….happy….

Staring at the man who had drunk the poisoned wine, Gein suddenly felt the urge to cry……

From now on, he no longer belonged to him……

From now on, he….was free…..

Then, in the waiting time, he held him tightly in his arms and listened to the old song [Moonlight] together. The sound from the old record seemed to come from a very far away place.

Just like their memories, those beautiful and nostalgic times were long gone…..

He told him: He had planned to spend Christmas with him this way, but at that time…he ran away……

He leaned quietly on his shoulder and listened. For so many days, his body had been so cold that he could not sleep.

It was not until he felt his warmth again that he realized he was already very tired…..

Slowly closed his eyes, in a trance, he heard Gein whispered softly: “Alpha……you..must….be happy….”

Gein……you….must also…..be happy……

At the last moment of their lives, they learned to forgive……

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