Chapter 7 of 37
Chapter 7
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Translator: MysticRain
-Alpha’s memory
The glimmer of the early morning that came into the window was extremely rare in the winter in Berlin.
Alpha slowly opened his eyes and felt extremely unaccustomed with the feeling of transitioning from darkness to light. He wanted to close the curtains, but his legs couldn’t move at all.
Finally, he remembered that he could no longer walk or run. That dreadful nightmare attacked him over and over again and making him powerless to fight back.
“Alpha, you’re awake……”
The door was gently pushed the door open and when Gein walked in, he just looked at the ceiling in silence.
“You don’t want to talk? That’s all right, come take a look at your Christmas gift, I had it made especially for you last night.”
Gein’s tone was cold as the chilly winter. Alpha looked toward the source of the voice and saw a silver wheelchair at the doorway.
His expression seemed to quiver for a moment, but then it returned to calmness, the calmness of desolation and despair. If this was his fate, he can only choose to accept it, he chose to give up in silence.
Gein didn’t force him anymore, he just picked him up very carefully, changed his clothes, combed his hair, then slowly put him in the wheelchair.
He said softly beside his ear: “Let’s go eat breakfast.”
Making him, who was in a trance had the urge to cry.
Let it all end, although he will be sad, although he will reluctant to let go……
He used all his strengths to watch the man who pushed him, he wanted to engrave him deeply in his mind and his heart. Even if he had lost everything, at the very least the memories still remained.
During the meal, he just sat there quietly, looking at the exquisite foods on the table and at the handsome young man sitting opposite. He remembered that he had fantasized about this picture countless times before, but the price behind this picture was something he had never thought of.
“Why aren’t you eating? You don’t have an appetite, or that you not hungry?……”
There was a hint of concern revealed in the coldness of Gein’s voice.
Was it……concern? Or was it his own delusion……
He tremblingly picked up the glass on the table, which was filled with blood-red liquid. He didn’t bring it to his mouth, his hand carelessly shook in the air, the glass fell to the floor and shattered into pieces.
Everything seemed to be unintentional, but it was not.
He stooped down to pick up the transparent glass, one shard, two shard……
“You don’t have to clean it up, give me the fragments!”
He seemed to discovered the secret hidden in the bottom of his eyes, he walked over and seized the “sharp weapon” in his hand.
He didn’t resist and handed over the shard in his hand with an expressionless face……
One shard……
He just handed over one shard……
Then he said he was tired, he wanted to go back to his room and sleep, he wanted to immerse himself in a dream and never wake up……
After he returned to his room, he stayed by the window, gazing out at the sun, and reminisced the past and the glorious time in Austria.
He slowly opened his palm, he wanted to keep the light, but he couldn’t keep it.
Thus, he smiled, smile with his cheeks streaming with tears, he smiled sadly and sweetly……
Goodbye, Gein…….
Goodbye, my country……
Goodbye, beautiful Vienna……
He finally decided to “go”, if his body can’t escape, at least his soul will be free……
He picked up the shard “hidden” in his hand, slowly and slowly moved to the blue veins on his wrist……
A little and a little closer.
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