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[Where I am…..? oh I see. So I went back to this place]

Muttering to myself, I looked around slowly.

There was nothing, it was just surrounded by White.

The white world expanded infinitely.

This time I looked down and checked my appearance.

Despite having been badly injured, I no longer have any injuries.

[Well, that’s right]

My voice had returned.

It is because my body was released in the real world, so it is natural.

The body I have now is like a fake one.

I had received that explanation in this place before.

[If I have returned, that means… ..]

I was able to fully understand the situation—–

[Raul… ..!]

Suddenly a soft mass hugged me from behind as if hitting me.

When I looked back, what was there was a beautiful girl.

She had light skin, which gave her a subtle impression, and she wore a beautiful dress.

A presence that transcended human beauty lifted her face from my chest.

That perfect face was distorted and wet with tears.

[…… Hmph. Hugging a dead man. Your the same as always, “goddess”]

When I accepted the fact that I came back to this place, I laughed at myself.

[If I met you again, it means I finally died huh?]

The goddess frowned sadly.

[Uhhh… ..my hero ……! It was painful, wasn’t it? … poor thing … it must have been very hard]

This woman who is crying before my eyes is a true goddess.

I met this woman before I was reborn as Raul Evans.

At that moment, she ordered me to save the world as the savior.

Why was I chosen to fulfill that important role?

The goddess said that she was a sublime soul, also that in a meeting of gods it had been decided that she was the only one who had been entrusted with the judgment of the world, but that no longer matters.

[Please forgive me I wasn’t able to help you… ..]

With a gesture like a mistress, the goddess rubbed her cheeks against my chest.

It’s been that way since the first time we met.

Maybe because she is the “goddess of love”, she would put herself on my shoulders, and if she had a chance she would touch me.

She even used words like “my beloved.”

If it’s my old self I might have succumbed and would be nervous about it. But, now it is different.

Not only with this goddess, I have no other emotion for others.

I learned that a woman’s sweet words are poisonous.

[You saw my pathetic figure from here, right? stupid woman who only has love in the brain]

I took the goddess off me and started laughing.

The goddess had fallen hard, but she still looked at me like a girl in love.

[Ahh, Raul… .. torture me more because I couldn’t help you ……]

This woman is really crazy.

Surely she can only think of love.

This is getting ridiculous.

[This conclusion, I suppose was the result that you gods wanted, right?]

[Of course not….! We never want something like that! I’m telling the truth, believe me… .to think that humans would murder the savior… .. Nobody imagined something so horrible… ..!]

The goddess who turned blue and began to tremble.

[I see… ..then remember that well]

While crying, I grabbed the goddess’s chin and forced her up.

[Ah….]

[You saw what they did, right? That is the true nature of the humans that you wanted to save. Don’t forget the ending they gave their savior]

The goddess nodded somewhat pale.

[Yes… ..I will never forget it… ..the humans have changed… ..the judgment of the gods that we tried to save them was wrong… ..I can no longer think of bringing them salvation]

[But you love those humans, those disgusting beings right?]

[I-I only love you, Raul… ..!]

[Hmph]

How ridiculous.

While laughing, the goddess touched my cheeks with slightly trembling fingers.

[That unwavering will… ..those sharp eyes… ..a power with which you could control the world if you wish. Everything is special to me….]

She had eyes obviously full of heat.

A “goddess of love” full of love.

Wouldn’t someone like that be easy to use?

I’m glad this woman is the “goddess of love”.

[If I’m special to you, you will lend me your power, right?]

[Eh….?]

The goddess strangely inclined her head.

[The power you used to send me to that world. Use that power again. Resurrect me]

[Th-that…..]

[Even if you can’t get involved in the real world, you can send my soul right?]

[A… ..a dead soul cannot return until it forgets everything and is purified….]

[Your rules doesn’t matter to me. Well then can you do it or not. But I’m sure you can right?]

[But if I break the rules I will be revoked as a goddess… ..]

[So your feelings for me are just that]

[….It’s not like that! I never–!]

[Then do it]

[……….]

The goddess trembled a little, but finally nodded.

I didn’t feel any guilt using this woman.

It will be like this from now on.

If it’s for revenge, I’ll use whatever and whoever.

Also, this was all caused by the gods, I resent all of them.

[I didn’t think you’d be like this. You gods owe me. As a result of fulfilling your wishes, I had a terrible time, you know?]

[Uhhh, I’m sorry Raul… ..]

[I still have things I want to do. Give me back “my other power” that you sealed. That power is perfect to make them feel despair]

[I-I can’t do that, Raul… ..! That is a cursed power that was created for destruction and slaughter… ..! The power of the light you used is the opposite. If you get that, your heart will be consumed … !!]

[And what about that?]

[… ..Huh. I don’t want to see my beloved hero go crazy… ..]

[What are you saying by now? I’m not someone normal anymore]

From the moment they took everything that mattered to me, I stopped being a human.

However, the goddess was very desperate.

[You can stay in paradise and have only moments of happiness that will last forever! You will never feel pain again. Stay with me and let’s be happy together… ..]

[HA, happiness?]

I can’t stop laughing.

[What value is paradise. The world would be meaningless without its agony, screaming, and despair ……! The only happiness I want is to see them suffer]

While all this is going on, hatred is increasing.

I want to give them endless pain with these hands!

That’s all I want, so I can’t have happy moments in paradise.

[I’m the savior right? Then I’ll save this twisted world infested with demons. I will kill them all and clean the world!]

[Raul…. Are you planning to carry out a massacre …?]

[That’s right. I will purge this world]

[Ahh… ..I don’t know what to do… ..]

The attitude of the goddess who was scared began to be something different.

The goddess’s eyes moistened, and she looked at me heatedly.

[Hahaha.]

What’s wrong with this woman.

Are you excited?

[My Raul. Even if you have fallen into darkness, you are still wonderful….]

You are a pervert, goddess.

This woman can no longer stop my aspirations.

Being convinced, I approached the goddess and stretched out my hand.

[Well. Now grant my wish]

[……It’s okay. Your happiness is my happiness. I will make your wish come true]

Saying that, the goddess hugged me by the neck to release my power.

Since the power of the light that slept in me was released in the same way as the previous time, I understood what I was going to do.

The soft lips of the goddess gently touch my lips.

It was a deep kiss to be able to send the energy.

[………]

The moment his lips moved away, I felt the power pouring out of my body.

My blood heats up like burning me.

The magic that circulates in me has doubled.

[… ..Hee]

I felt great power within me more powery than the monsters I defeated, including the demon king.

So this is the true power that I possess as the “savior.”

The goddess said that the power of destruction was not appropriate for the savior, so I wanted to seal the power of darkness that existed in me and I accepted it.

At the time, he believed that he could save the world with the power of light.

[Very well, now what follows is to revive me. Do it at once]

[… ..Your departure breaks my heart… ..then I will send you back. May the goddess’s blessing be with you… ..!]

Blessing huh?

I don’t think it’s a word that a goddess should say to a murderer.

[Hero Raul. This is the beginning of a new legend]

They were the same words when I was sent as the savior.

It passed through my ears and I slowly closed my eyes.

[“Now then, Let’s begin.”]

Edited 09/04/20