Ch1.6 - (I) – Soft?

The rustling sound of cloth rubbing together unintentionally made Rong Jun’s breathing falter. He lowered his eyes and stared at the hands that were carefully buttoning his shirt. The fingers were slender and the joints were distinct, which was extremely pleasing to look at.

These hands had already traveled and touched every inch of skin in his body, and even in the deeper and more private places. It supported him, and once provided him comfort that made him feel safe and warm.

Rong Jun frowned slightly because of what he remembered and looked away. He raised his head to look at Yan Chen’s face that was opposite to him. The man’s pupils were dilating every other second, and the infatuation flowing in Yan Chen’s deep golden eyes had not reduced even a bit.

No matter how horrible his personality was, he still couldn’t defeat the sick feeling he had for him.

When Yan Chen noticed Rong Jun ogling him, his mouth uncontrollably drew a smug arc. After he buttoned the last part of his clothes, he slightly pinched Rong Jun’s chin and raised it. “Why do you keep on staring at me?” He softly asked, however, Rong Jun only glanced at him and swung his head to the side, his lips opened and closed fast, as he said something that was barely audible.

“What?” Yan Chen coaxed since he didn’t hear what he said clearly.

Rong Jun turned his face to his right to avoid Yan Chen’s compelling eyes, and answered,

“It hurts…”

Yang Chen’s thoughts were overwhelmed by the emotion hidden in this word, his heartbeat suddenly stagnated, and it took him a while to realize that Rong Jun seemed to be acting like a spoiled child.

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Yan Chen suddenly became helpless, for a moment he didn’t know what to do, his pupils voluntarily trembled, and soon, his expression was full of guilt and distress.

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But Rong Jun was tired of seeing Yan Chen’s remorseful and apologetic appearance. Although he never hesitated to apologize to him when does something excessive, but still, he would never change despite promising him that he will. Not in the past, not in the present, and certainly not in the future.

Rong Jun didn’t show the emotions that were fighting within him on his face, instead, he leaned over and tucked his head on Yan Chen’s shoulder and then said nothing.

Yan Chen was surprised by his actions. He has always hoped and prayed that maybe… deep inside Rong Jun’s heart, there was still a special place for him, that he still loved him, that they’ll be able to return to the times when they were happy and caring with one another.

…

Since then, the moment Rong Jun finally took the initiative to rely on Yan Chen. The atmosphere of the two together became different from before. Occasionally, Yan Chen would catch a few smiles on Rong jun’s face, and they sometimes even become intimate with one another.

Rong Jun who was quietly leaning on the piles of soft pillows at the head of the bed, read the book in his hand halfway through, flipping the pages with his fingers from time to time, staring attentively at the rows of words on each page, totally indulging in the story. And for this reason is why he didn’t notice the figure who was sitting looking at him for hours now.

Yan Chen stayed aside and waited patiently for a long time without disturbing him, however, his patience gradually worn away. He stretched out his hand and took away the book Rong Jun was holding. Seeing that Rong Jun instantly looked at him with a displeased expression, he immediately rushed to him and leaned over to give him pepper kisses to avoid getting scolded.

Rong jun lightly hammered his shoulder a few times but his wrist was caught and was pressed against his sides. The soft tongue drilled into his mouth, as Yan Chen’s stubble rubbed domineeringly against his upper jaw.

Seeing that his little lover slowly stopped struggling. Yan Chen’s mood became better, and his movements became bolder.

Yan Chen’s sinful hands slowly lifted the hem of Rong Jun’s loose shirt and touched the warm skin which sent a wave of electricity to their bodies.

Yan Chen paused for a while but quickly moved again, his palm rubbed against the stomach of Rong Jun’s delicate body, all the way up to his chest as he lightly slid his fingers across the two pink buds.

Rong Jun turned his head sharply and no longer allowed him to kiss him. His emotions began to become clouded, he waved his hands wildly with uncontrollable movements.

“No! I don’t want to do it! Let me go!”

Yan Chen grabbed again his hand that was thrashing around, took Rong Jun in his arms and mentally shouted at himself for losing his senses. He kept whispering soothing words to pacify Rong Jun, kissing his temples and cheeks to assure him that he was safe.

“Shhhh, Qingqing… I won’t do it, you’re good.”

“Yan Chen, I’m afraid.” Rong Jun moved his body away, his body tense, and his voice brittle and about to break.

“I won’t do this again.” Yan Chen hugged him and lay on the bed, gently stroking his back.

He knew very well that his rough behavior had left a shadow in Rong Jun’s heart. But now he was allowed to touch him, kissing was a plus, and as long as he doesn’t do excessive things, then he believes it won’t take long before he gets back his lover’s trust.

Rong Jun clenched the clothes and shrank back into his arms. Anyone who would look at him right now would have been greatly distressed and frightened because of how pitiful he looked. Though he knew it was the only way for him to stop Yan Chen from being a brute.