Chapter 30 of 37
V4C2 Part1
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*****“We’re allowed to
use our phones at Ashigaya, right? How lucky.”
“....eh?”
I was washing my
hands at the sink when the girl next to me started talking. I thought she was
talking to herself, but her voice was too loud for that. Besides, there was no
one around in the closed space.
The girl,
Koyanagi Kaho, reapplied her lip gloss while gazing in the mirror.
Her hair was tied
up on one side, and she was pretty short. She looked petite with her small face
and body, her back curved like an S-shape.
It was three days
after the opening ceremony.
“Y’see, in my
friend’s school, they have to apply for permission to bring their phone to
school. On top of that, they need permission from the homeroom teacher and the
principal! Plus, they have to put their phone in a designated locker for the
whole day, only taking it out when school ended. That’s ridiculous, right?”
At this point,
she turned to me.
Her large eyes
sparkled like cat eyes. Her adorable fangs were slightly visible under the
corner of her lips.
The first
impression I had of her was that she was someone born to receive others’
affections, a person very much like a cat.
“Ah, umm...”
Even though I
pushed myself to appear cheerful in class, when someone talked to me out of
nowhere like this, where I couldn’t prepare myself in advance, my socially
awkward side would emerge. I could only shift my eyes restlessly while not
knowing how to respond.
“Well,
personally, I don’t really use my phone during school, so…”
“That’s not the
problem.” Tsk, tsk, tsk. She shook
her finger.
Back then, I’d
determined that the moment my opinion was crushed by someone else and I
received huge damage from it, I would not open my mouth for the rest of my
life… (it was back then, alright! Right now it’s better!). Even so, the girl
didn’t make me feel that awful for some reason.
“Ah I can’t use
it now! How troublesome~ That kind of thing, when you need to use it at a
certain time, you know? Like, when you need it for a group chat, as an example.
It's the same as that. It’s not like we need to drink for a whole day, right?
But it also means that we can’t not drink for a whole day, right?”
She prattled off,
her answer ten times longer than mine.
“Well, sure…”
“In short, it’s something like that. This isn't a binary measurement, like 0 or
1, or even something from 1 to 100. That isn't the case at all. And so, I’m
super grateful I’m at this school. Obviously, I also feel bad about my friend,
who’s trapped in the prison of radio waves!”
“Prison of radio waves…”
Even as we left
the bathroom, the girl kept trailing behind me. We walked and finally arrived
at A-class. Huh? Why was she still here?!
was what I thought, but of course I knew she was also a member of our
class.
Moreover, she had
really high social skills, considering she kept pressing me with conversation
even though we’d never spoken before.
We returned to
our classroom, and while I rejoined Mai and Ajisai-san’s group, she didn’t
leave. Somehow, our conversations became livelier and more enjoyable than
before after she joined us.
Now, when I
thought about that time…
Kaho-chan had
probably recognized me and tried to test me to see if I remembered her, but in
the end, I hadn’t shown any signs of figuring her out.
...I’m sorry for
not figuring it out at that time. But this also meant that Kaho-chan really
turned into a whole different person. She definitely became cute.
Also, this one
too, was a memory from a different past:
“Hey, Amaori-san,
have you already read the latest chapter?”
We were sitting
next to each other in cram school during summer break. It was a time when we’d
read our manga magazine and have a blast talking about it. A time when we were
still innocent.
“Yup! That’s why
I wanted to talk to you about that, Minaguchi-san!”
“You see, you see, actually...yup, I was also thinking the same thing, fufufu.”
The girl who was
slightly taller than me and had sparkling eyes behind a pair of glasses, really
shone brightly in my eyes.
“Personally, I
really like this girl… Somehow in this kind of manga, rather than the main character, the heroine is far more
interesting, don’t you think?”
“So you prefer this kind of woman, huh. I see~”
“Eeeh, is that weird?”
“Ah, nope, it’s not weird at all! I also can kind of relate...since I want to
try to become someone like this heroine, I think…”
At this moment,
both the memories from the past and things that were happening right now merged
back and forth, creating a huge mess in my mind.
It was like a
clash between light and shadow, my recluse side and my normie side. I didn’t
know which side of me I should show her and which side of me should speak to
her.
But, you see.
The truth is,
Kaho-chan—
I couldn’t be
honest since I knew that you had feelings for Mai, and I was also the one who
had received a confession from her, but actually…
Even though I
spoke to you harshly, even though I was reluctant to help with your job, I
actually…
To think that
once again, like old times, I could do something together with you like this, I
really—truly feel happy.
…...well, the one
who couldn’t let everything end in a pretty way was Kaho-chan though, whom I
should be wary of...
***
It was a photo
studio located a bit far from the center of the city.
It seemed like it
had been a small-scale wedding place before, but nowadays they’d changed it
into some aesthetic place for photoshoots where people could rent out for their
personal use.
It was Saturday.
Dragged here by Kaho-chan, I let out a voice in awe, “Oo…”
“This is awesome,
so they take pictures in these kinds of places, eh.”
“We can do things like casual photoshoots in the city in the morning, but
taking photos in the studio is the most calming choice, meow.”
“Heee, heee.”
I kept letting
out a voice of amazement as I admired the exterior that looked more gorgeous
than I first thought.
“What a great job
you did—as expected from the popular cosplayer!”
“Hohoho, to think that you can praise me like that. You can say more, you
know!”
“The world’s number 1 Layer-sama! Fairy of gadgets! Great photo editor! Cunning! Short-fuse! Maniac of stone-related story! Ill-tempered!”
“Keep sticking to praises if you want to praise me, you little—! Good
grief...well anyway, take care of me for today.”
“Y-yeah…...!”
I had zero
knowledge about cosplay and really pushed myself to study about it this past
week. Even Kaho-chan was becoming repulsed by my intensity.
First, I spent
two days over the week watching a two-cour anime. Basically it was a SOL anime,
but it had really moving parts in some scenes. In short, it was a very great
piece.
Next, I
repeatedly watched the scenes where the girl I would be cosplaying appears. I
kept examining the part where she spoke her particular dialogue to imitate it,
trying to become her at least starting from the feelings.
I observed her
expressions and her poses properly, and then checked my gestures in my
full-body mirror. During that time, I felt that my practice for the cosplay was
similar to practicing to become a normie. Unexpectedly, I was able to do the
training quite smoothly. The only problem was that I practiced too intensely
and ended up hurting my muscles nearly every day. Posing takes a huge effort
after all, eh…
On my way to
school, I’d look through fan-made works to deepen my understanding of the
character. I mainly checked Pixiv novels and tried to grasp her character
through many people’s perspectives. With that, I felt like I could portray her
character better through these efforts.
With a look of
disgust, Kaho-chan asked me, “Why are you being that desperate…?” She sounded a
bit creeped out.
“I want to prove
myself”—of course I couldn’t say it out loud. Instead, I chose to answer her
with something ridiculous, like, “It was a revelation from God.”
Right, why was I
working myself this desperately, even I couldn’t really understand. It was
just, I had a hunch that if I did a great job in doing this and I got
Kaho-chan’s approval like, “Rena-chin, you did great!”, something would change.
Sometimes,
reality would pull me back and slap me with the fact that...what the heck am I
doing right now, neglecting Mai and Ajisai-san like this? And it made me
dejected. But I still had time until the deadline. Even Satsuki-san had said
that taking a detour was right in some cases.
That was why, for
now, the thing that I could do was successfully completing the tasks she asked
of me...was what I thought.
Ha! Could it be
that, Satsuki-san’s words were God’s revelation itself…?!
With that, one week
passed in the blink of an eye, and today had come.
“Most cosplayers
I’ve met are thin, but everyone sure is strong, huh…”
Right now, both
of us were tugging a cart along. Mine was something I borrowed from Kaho-chan.
We’d stuffed it with costumes and makeup, as well as other small but necessary
items. It was relatively heavy.
“We need to be
careful with our body proportions, so a lot of us especially take care of our
muscles, you see!”
“You too?”
“Fu-fu-fu, wanna have an arm-wrestling match with me next time?”
“Sounds like I would lose…”
Kaho-chan looked
very confident with her hands on her waist.
Then, she went to
the reception and asked about our reservation. We were led to a small, clean
room with a large full-body mirror that resembled a waiting room.
It seemed like
the room was used for changing and applying makeup.
Speaking of
cosplay, other than going as individual characters, there was a culture where
cosplayers partnered with each other as joint characters.
For example,
there was the ‘A series’, where one cosplayer would dress up as the
protagonist, while the partner would be the rival. By doing that, they could
expand the worldview, or something along that.
And I kind of
understood that logic. Cloud was gorgeous alone, but with Sephiroth next to
him, we could see their characters from different points of view.
(TL Note: FFVII, in case you’re wondering who these characters are)
So right now, I
became the character next to the one Kaho-chan wanted to cosplay.
Except there was
one thing I couldn’t help but feel curious about.
“Right, today is
a photoshoot, right?”
Kaho-chan stopped
while spreading out her costumes.
“Nn, nnn? Yer
right, indeed?”
“Who will take our photos then? Are we using a timer or some sort?”
“Aa, weeelll, uh-huhhh, it might be a fairy, I wonyder.”
Kaho-chan’s eyes
swam around like a fish. Huh? Excuse me?
I grabbed her
slender shoulders desperately.
“Wait a minute!
Who’s taking it?! Who’s coming?!”
“Who? Well, y’see.”
Kaho-chan
playfully struck her head—smack☆—then
let out a giggle, looking playful.
“Today is a
photography event.”
“Photo...graphy…event…?” I traced the words slowly.
“That—did you say
‘event’, like, it means there are more than two people involved?”
“But a gathering of two people can also be referred to as a ‘forum’, right?”
“I see! It makes sense!”
My eyes probably
had swiveled around in a circle at this point that I naturally nodded my head.
Without taking my hands off her shoulders, I kept staring into her eyes.
“And the truth
is…?”
“Both today and next week, two times in total, a lot of people will coming☆”
“I just remember that I have a sudden errand to do!”
When I thought of
a quick escape, Kaho-chan tackled me around my waist.
“Ughaaa!”
“This isn’t the
time to give up, you see! If you thought earning money is simple, you’re very
mistaken!”
“But that’s because you didn’t say anything! You’re the one who’s at fault here
because you didn’t explain anything clearly from the start!”
“All you need to do is throw a smile casually here and there! Leave everything
else to me! Now shut up and go change!”
“Impooossibleee! Having my pictures
taken in front of a crowd is impossible for me!”
I, the struggling
one, shouted desperately...
“You already
practiced that intensely, right?!”
I instantly froze
upon hearing those words.
Uuh...she was
right. I really did try my best this past week, working hard…
The memories of
my hardships flashed before me. For me, who was really bad at getting her
photos taken, I’d really pushed myself so I could find a perfect angle for the
shots that I practically kept doing selfies…
Thinking
something along the lines of, “Oo, this angle is kinda perfect, I guess?”
somehow made me want to send those photos to someone, but as expected, it was
embarrassing to share something like that. In the end I chose to stash them
away…
During the times
I was immersed in taking selfies, I ended up staying up too late since it felt
so fun somehow. Of course by the next morning, I was so embarrassed I felt like
dying when looking at those pictures…
Everything, the
memories from those moments—
“Even though I’d
be okay if it was only the two of us…”
“Oh my.”
Kaho-chan placed
her hand over her mouth and made an adorably surprised face.
“I never knew
that Rena-chin really really really wuv me that much, meow. If so, you should do your best☆for my sake☆”
“For your sake my foot…!”
But still, if I
chose to run away right now, I knew perfectly that she’d make fun of me for the
rest of my life. If that was the case, I would definitely feel frustrated…
In the end,
things were going in that direction. Willpower should beat the shame…
Uuuuhh…..
“But, you see, I
kinda pity the photographer if they took pictures of someone like me...it’s an
extremely rude thing to do or well...what if the expensive lens cracked because
they took a picture of me…”
“Umm, I think your level of self-deprecation is already very bad. It might be a
crime, meow…”
Kaho-chan folded
her arms while saying things I couldn’t really understand.
“It can’t be
helped then. Let’s switching plans, the praising strategy might do. Yeah, let’s
do that.”
I heard
everything you said though…
“Listen,
Rena-chin. Let me say this frankly, you are already pretty cute by societal
standards, alright? You are a very wuvable
high school girl.”
“Eeh…?”
“Looking at your face that clearly shows, ‘She’s
lying’ somehow pisses me off, meow.”
My goal was to
become an average girl, like some sort of mass-produced type person.
Considering those
thoughts, when I received these kinds of words it somehow made me feel sorry or
something.
But I should
admit that my sister was a beauty, so since we shared the same DNA,
theoretically it wouldn’t be strange if I was also cute on the outside. Eh, was
it something like this…?
But, but! Being
cute was...80% done by arranging your hair, expressions, gestures, mannerism,
and makeup, right?! For me, who exuded the scent of a recluse and on top of
that, had a totally uncute base appearance, I was definitely not someone cute!
Eh, but, but,
but! Right now, I did my best in order to de-recluse myself...Mai and
Ajisai-san also told me I was cute… Nah, wait, I think those kinds of praises
were often said by easygoing people like, “How cute~” The kind of praise you
say lightly…
“Aah, geez!”
While I was drawn
into my own thoughts that steamed like an acidic pond, Kaho-chan stood up
suddenly. She took a five-yen coin from her purse and tied a thread through it.
“Rena-chin, look
here.”
“Umm, alright…?”
Suu. Kaho-chan took a deep
breath, and with a stern face, she swung the five-yen coin.
“You will slowly
think that you’re cute...you will slowly think that you’re extremely cute~...”
“There’s a limit for pulling out a classic move, you know?!”
A hypnosis
technique that she sloppily did by watching others didn’t have any effect on
me. That was a given though!
When we finished
with our preparation, it was also precisely the designated time for our meeting,
and we left the studio to the reception area. Right there, I saw several
people—our photographers for the day.
There were three
people, all women. I let out a sigh of relief. Nah, that was a lie. I was
totally nervous.
“Waah, thank you
for comeowing! Miharu-san, Ema-san,
Perman-san!”
Kaho-chan, who
had already changed into her cosplay attire—currently Nagipo-chan—greeted them
with a lovely voice while waving her hand. The women saw her appearance and let
out a squeak.
“Kyaa! Nagipo-chan, you’re so cute!
Awesome, you’re truly adorable!”
“This is your first time showing your new cosplay, right? I was really looking
forward to it! Uwaa, ten billion points!”
“Aaaaaaa how cute, too cute, thank you, thank you very much, thank you for
being born……..aaah Goddess...Nagipo-san I like you…”
They sure brimmed
with passion…
Actually, right
now, Nagipo-chan really looked like someone who came straight out of the anime world with her lovely appearance
that resembled a fairy. Kaho-chan was of course lovely on the outside everyday,
but this was on a different scale.
This time, we
became the maid-san characters of a popular anime [Anima Maid!]
It was a gentle
world setting, a story between girls with a working theme about the maid-san
who used an animal-theme costume concept.
The costumes were
so adorable that it had gained popularity from both male and female audiences.
The unexpected plot, thick with passion and tears also made a lot of people
talk about it.
Kaho-chan became
one of four main characters. Her character was good at making people spoil her,
a character with a cat-ears maid appearance. As for me, I was a character in a
rabbit-ears maid outfit who always appeared confident and thought that she was
the cutest in the universe with a taste of mental health problems and a
little-devil like personality.
The character was
basically someone far from my current self, right…? Or so I thought, but when I
looked at her, judging from the visual, I might be the one who resembled her
the most inside our Quintet group…
But well, I
wondered if this would be alright… I was afraid this character would be cursed
since I became her… What if these ladies got mad at me…
When I became shy
on my own, Nagipo-chan introduced me.
“This girl right
here, she’s my partner this time! She’s my friend and her name is…”
“My name is Re...Renakoala. Please take care of me!”
I said the alias
that I’d sloppily thought of and bowed my head.
When I did that,
the ladies changed their attitude 180 degrees and behaved courteously while
answering me with their head bowed as well. “Please take care of us.” Seeing
their mature conduct, it somehow made me feel pressured.
“Alright then, it
would be a waste if we only stood here. Let’s get started!”
Nagipo-chan
raised her fist energetically in the air and the other ladies also followed her
along while saying, “Ooo!”
From the
explanation I received earlier, the people here today were special guests who
often gave her support. It wasn’t
only financial support, but they also behaved respectably with refined manners,
a perfect partner for my battle debut.
Nah, but that was
also the very reason I should feel sorry if something happened, right…?
Because I was so
nervous, I moved stiffly. Like a figure with limited joints, I stood up
rigidly.
The other two
ladies with their huge lenses had already sandwiched Kaho-chan with their
intense cameras, squealing. They looked like they were having fun.
The other lady
approached me.
“This is really
amazing, very adorable. I am Rina-pyon’s fan, you know. When she said that
Rina-pyon is coming, I told myself that I should definitely come today!”
What she meant by
Rina-pyon was the name of the character I was currently wearing, the maid with
rabbit ears.
“Ah, no, well…”
“Renakoala-san, Rina-pyon’s outfit really matches you well. You truly portray
her perfectly. Is that outfit handmade?”
Hawawawawa. While my lips
trembled, Nagipo-chan came to my rescue from across the room.
“Her costume was
also made by me! Right, Renako?!”
“Y-yes.”
“Waa, is that so? Nagipo-chan always brings out new costumes for each event.
She really has high energy, huh. That’s the reason I really have fun following
her works.”
Fufufu. The lady before me let
out a refined laughter. Even though she had a very elegant appearance like some
announcer, the huge camera that resembled a bazooka swinging below her neck
gave off an air like she’d just returned from an intense battlefield. It kind
of scared me.
“Do you have an
account, Renakoala-san?”
“No, since I still haven't…”
“Then it means you really are a genuine first-timer, eh? This is kinda
touching. Well then, let’s have a fun photoshoot, shall we?”
The lady smiled
while holding her camera. Meanwhile, the smile that formed out of my mouth
looked like someone who had been stared at by Medusa.
“P-please do it
gently………..”
It will be alright, it will be alright, it will be
alright.
I did practice a
lot at home after all.
Remember the hundreds of pictures that you took. There was no difference between photos taken by yourself and photos
taken by others. It would be alright. Be confident, Renako. No, Renakoala.
Right, the me right now was a cosplayer after all. I should become the
character.
If it was
Rina-pyon, she definitely would have formed a sweet smile.
“You should properly catch the most adorable
side of me with that film, and let it become your most treasured possession,
alright♪”
While saying
that, she would strike a pose that would captivate both men and women.
The me right
now—I was Rina-pyon after all…!
“E, ehehe...is it
alright like this…”
Unfortunately, my
pose right now really showed a lack of confidence, an amateur-like awkward
gesture.
The lady was kind
enough and took my photos, “That’s alright. I’m going to take it now.”
Right. I was
probably the one who understood this the most, that what I did was the peak of
failure.
No matter how
many times she tried to encourage me and treat me kindly—“Ahaha, you really are
nervous, eh. Let’s relax a bit, okay?”—it didn’t change anything.
Our situation
ended with a situation like it had really been a waste for her to take my
pictures.
Even during the
switch-off from the first lady to the second and third, nothing changed. It was
still the same even during the joint photoshoot with Nagipo-chan. Everything,
everything was a huge failure.
I told
Nagipo-chan that I was going to take a break for a moment and then escaped. I
sat in the corner of the studio, looking dejected.
“As expected, the
first photoshoot is really nerve-wrecking, right?”
“Eh? Ah, umm.”
The lady handed
me a bottle of warm milk tea. It was practically still summer, but since I was
wearing thin clothes that exposed my skin, my body temperature had dropped. I
didn’t expect less from her shrewdness.
“Th-thank you
very much. Umm, is it alright, the photoshoot?”
I tried to not
make the mood worse by forcing a smile. Right now, Nagipo-chan was having a
solo photoshoot with the other two ladies who looked like they were having a
blast.
“Yeah, I also
kind of feel tired since I keep holding this camera. Is it alright if I sit
right next to you?”
“That’s—of course, go ahead, please.”
If it was
Rina-pyon, she would definitely say something along the lines of, “To think
that you’re having me for yourself, what a lucky person,” with an adorable
smile, huh.
In this
situation, I was the one who felt bad since I’d made her accompany me.
“Nagipo-san keeps
bringing beauties these days. Even today, I personally think you two really
look good and adorable in your [Anima
Maid!] cosplay.”
“Beauties...could it be you are talking about Moon-san?”
“Ah, so you know each other, eh. Right, right—Moon-san. She’s also someone who
wasn't really used to cosplaying, but, how should I put this. Something like
her presence? It was like she controlled the whole venue with her aura, just
like a pro.”
“Haha...Moon-san really is an amazing person after all…”
Well, it was
Satsuki-san after all. If someone like her suddenly walked close to me, without
any doubt, everyone’s attention would be focused on her.
Rather, she had
probably done some modelling gigs with Mai before. She was crazy gorgeous after
all, so of course the demand would be high.
“I’m really
sorry, since today I was…”
“Ah, don’t mind it, really. There is a type of cosplay that can only be pulled
off by Renakoala-san, right? Honestly, I already feel satisfied since I was
able to see that.”
Did something
like that really exist…even though it existed, wouldn’t it be something that
fits humanity’s lowest kind of compatibility, right…?
No, wait, I
shouldn’t! I would worsen the mood again! I should say something!
“U, umm, are you
a long-time fan of Nagipo-chan, Miss?”
“Oo, a nice question for an old time, eh. You’re right. I discovered her light
when she was still a JCLayer of Nagipo-san. Since then, I’ve always followed
her.”
“As expected, Nagipo-san is...well, quite
amazing, right?”
(TL Note: While JK is joshi-kousei (high school girl) JC is joshi-chuu (middle school girl))
The lady before
me seemed to faintly understand the implication behind my question.
“Nn, let’s see. I
think she is very amazing. She always makes her costume by herself, she also
passionately researches her makeup technique, so that it’s easy to figure out.
She’s also careful when she treats the photographer and skillful in treating
her fans...The most amazing thing is, I can feel her deep affection for the
series she portrays.”
“I see...so that’s why.”
Standing in the
middle of the studio, Nagipo-chan sparkled like a celebrity. When I remembered
that once she used to be in the same place I was...it really emphasized the
distance she’d drawn between us.
Well, that was
kind of a given though. While Kaho-chan had been trying her best, I hadn’t done
anything after all.
“It’s just…”
The lady, while
still staring at Nagipo-chan, talked slowly.
“Lately, I get
the impression that she was worrying about something. Even with today’s
photoshoot, it seems like she’s really desperate looking for a partner until
the last stretch… Even though we don’t mind doing solo photoshoots with her
like the old days.”
“...which means?”
“Ah, no, it was my own thought! Aha, ahaha! To think that I feel like seeing
something within her since I saw her through my lens too many times! So gross,
right! Ahahaha…”
“.........”
If what she said
was true…
Kaho-chan would
definitely not tell me what was troubling her even though I asked, right? I
couldn’t even properly have my photos taken in front of others.
It struck me that
I was wrong most of the time. I always thought that other people lived a proper
life and did their best everyday without a worry.
But that was
where I was wrong. Even Ajisai-san, Satsuki-san, and of course Kaho-chan too,
everyone had problems deep inside. While struggling through bitter memories,
they kept moving forward. And perhaps, that included Mai too.
“Umm, miss...this
time, I really apologize for what I did. I couldn’t do anything right after
all. But…”
I placed my hand
on my chest, then gazed at the lady before me.
“Next time, umm,
I don’t know if there’s next time, but...I will do my best so you can take my
picture well...I’m going to do my best!”
She looked at me,
slightly surprised.
And then, she
smiled.
“Your expression
just now—that’s the one. That was really great. It would be nice if I could
capture it though.”
And with that,
the two-hour photoshoot session came to an end.
Nagipo-chan shone
all the way until the end, looking perfectly adorable.
***
“I’m truly, truly
sorry…”
“Hmm.”
Right after the
photoshoot, we left the studio to catch the train and returned to Kaho-chan’s
room again. And then,
—I did a dogeza before her.
“It honestly gave
me the impression that Koala-chan’s awkward first time is really heartwarming
and endearing though.”
“But things only turned out like that because those photographers are good
people. The same thing won’t happen for my job, which is the next photoshoot,
and I don’t have the confidence to pull it off next time…”
“Hmm, you really are oddly diligent in weird places.”
Kaho-chan sat
crossed-legged on her chair and rested her cheek on her palm.
“I also am kind
of responsible for this since I didn’t think that it was that serious...we
don’t have any other choice than to do something before the session next week.”
“Indeed…”
It was easy to
sob and apologize like, Forgive me, it’s
impossible for me after all, it’s really impossible (*It was impossible!). But I’d already declared
my determination to that lady…saying that I would do my best was...that was
completely driven by impulse.
“But before next
week is...I spent my 16 years of life as a timid and shy person though…”
I couldn’t
imagine we would succeed in fixing my problem within a mere seven days...unless
we resorted to giving me amnesia…
I kept kneeling
on the carpet while looking up at Kaho-chan.
“Kaho-chan, what
did you do to become the current you?”
“In my case…”
She smiled wryly.
“Well, it’s a
given that I also behaved stiffly during my first time… Changing clothes in
some unknown place where I didn’t know anything, standing up with a pulsing heartbeat…I
had a few of my photos taken. That’s it, probably.”
“I see.”
“I didn’t know anyone after all, so it was kinda discouraging… But, well, I
tried to motivate myself by thinking, ‘It’s
my first time cosplaying outside y’know!!’ and with that, I was able to
change my gear out of momentum. And so, that’s why it might be a bit different
for you since Rena-chin is doing this out of duty.”
“Guh…”
Even though I’d
also tried to do it by thinking cosplaying would be very exciting...if so, then
the main problem was me after all…
“Even so, somehow
I have a hunch on how we should continue from here on.”
“Eh, really?”
“I don’t know if this will work or not, but we won’t know until we try it.”
I nodded my head
repeatedly.
I really didn’t
want to see that pathetic me again. It was frustrating when Kaho-chan took pity
on me, and more than that, I thought I would hate myself even more if I kept
being mushy like this!
Which was why, it
would be okay even though it was only an illusion. Just let me think that I can
do this well!
“Copy that! I
will definitely do anything as long as it’s in my ability!”
“Oho, you said that you will do anything… If so, then I will also do my best to
cast magic on you!”
“M-magic…?!”
So Kaho-chan is a
lovely, lovely magic user…?
“I’m a woman who
will use every means possible.”
“Scary.”
“Don’t worry, don’t worry.” Kaho-chan pressed her index finger and thumb
together to make a small hole.
“I will only, a tiny biiit, destroy that brain of
yours.”
“You’re being so scary though?!”
I did say I would
do anything, but it didn’t mean anything!
I definitely couldn’t accept something that will leave an after-effect on my
body, alright?!
With an unamused
stare, she grinned.
“So our theme
this time...it is, Rena-chin’s Magical Remodeling Plan!”
That night,
Kaho-chan sent me an audio file.
Attached to that
file were numerous warnings.
[Definitely use
headphones when listening to this. Listen to it before a night's sleep. To calm
yourself, make your room dark, and fall asleep during it. That’s the ideal
situation!]
I wondered what
it was. I kinda got an ominous feeling from this…
But still, it
would be alright. As someone whose everything was falling apart—not only
self-esteem but other areas—for a piece of trash like me, listening to a track
was still manageable.
I ate my dinner
and took a bath, and finally finished with my bedtime routine. I lay on my bed
and put on my headphones.
The length of
this audio file was around 20 minutes. And so, what was it? Let’s listen to it…
I played the
track, my heart beating fast.
Suddenly, a
sweet, whispering voice entered my ears.
“Re~na-chin♡”
I jabbed the stop
button and propped myself up.
Eh, what was
that?
That was...huh?
My heart beat
faster. The girl’s sweet and bewitching voice enveloped my body. The impact was
tremendous. Even though it was only calling my name, to think that I would
become this distracted, being a human was really…
Err...if I wasn’t
mistaken, it sounded like Khao-chan’s voice. Huh…?
I gulped.
Hardening my resolve, I slowly played that audio file again.
“It’s okay, Rena-chin♡ Since you’re extremely cute
anyway♡”
“You can wear anything since everything suits you♡ You’re the cutest in the
universe♡ Since everyone becomes instantly nervous just by seeing you♡”
“Me too, I also really reeeaaaally like you, Rena-chin♡ No, it’s not only me♡
Both boys and girls, everyone is captivated by you, y’know♡”
“Hey, Renako♡ Very very adorable Renako♡ Hey, just relax and release the
tension from your body♡ Everyone likes you, Renako♡ They really like you♡ They
love you♡ Renako is so popular that everyone loves you♡ Hey, see, just take a
deep breath, and let it go, take a deep breath, let it go...you really did the
breathing exercise well, how remarkable♡ You really are cute, Renako♡ Good
girl, good girl♡ I also really, really like you, Renako♡”
That record kept
going on.
Inside my dark
room, still laying in my bed with my headphones attached, my heart pounded so
quickly I was soon bathed in weird sweat.
This! This was
definitely an audio hypnosis!
The next Monday
morning, I charged into the class towards Kaho-chan.
“Kaho-chan, what
the heck was that?!”
“Nn? You listened to the audio file properly?”
“I listened to it...and it was before sleep just like what was written on it.”
“I see. How remarkable,
Rena-chin♡”
“Uu!”
I clapped my
hands over my ears and stepped back.
What was that
just now...a sensation shot through my ears into my brain like electricity…With
a grin, Kaho-chan made an expression like she was saying, “It works, it works♡”
“W-what was that,
geez...how on earth did you make it anyway?”
“I just recorded my voice, edited it a bit and that’s it. Since back then I’d
thought of starting a video streaming program after all, so I kinda
half-heartedly gathered the equipment.”
“You can do anything then…”
Pat pat. Kaho-chan patted my
shoulder.
“That’s the case,
so you need to listen to it everyday during your walk to and from school, and
also before you sleep.”
“It increases!”
“If I get new inspiration, I will send it to you directly, okay!”
I really had no
idea what was running inside her head. I personally thought listening to
something like that everyday wouldn’t change anything…
In the first
place, it wasn’t like that simply listening to an audio filled with praises
like that could increase one’s self-affirmation. If that kind of person really
existed, as expected they were too simple, right… She was really exaggerating,
saying that she would destroy my brain…
Well, since it
was something Kaho-chan suggested, I would just play along with her… I was only
replacing the music I usually listened to with Kaho-chan’s whispers anyway.
Seeing my
doubtful expression, Kaho-chan flashed her thumb out while laughing.
“It’s alright,
it’s alright, just believe in me! If not, the effect would disappear, okay?
Here, just repeat after me. My words are the truth. Kaho-san is God.”
“Yeah, no! As expected, that kind of delusion is too much, okay?!”
With that, my
days were disrupted by a sudden wave of Kaho-chan in the blink of an eye.
***
Tuesday,
Wednesday, and Thursday passed…
“The audio files
are increasing…”
At night, I
sprawled out on my bed as usual while wearing my wireless Bluetooth headset. I
gazed at the list before me.
Super Idol Rena-chin Part was a
story with a setting where I was an idol and Kaho-chan was my fervent fan who
supported me with all of her might. It had an effect to boost your
self-affirmation.
The Cosplayer Rena-chin Part
featured Kaho-chan, who only started off as a cosplayer for a month, and then
she got praised by a legendary cosplayer, which was me. The effect was boosting
your self-affirmation. During this, I started to think that Kaho-chan might be
really talented at creating a fictional story.
Spoiling Rena-chin My Pet Part
is a piece that really screamed trouble. Me as a pet, and Kaho-chan as my
owner. The content was Kaho-chan who did nothing other than spoil me rotten as
her pet. It was like she kept praising me by simply being there and she also
showered me with love. Of course it boosted my self-affirmation like crazy.
Around this time, Kaho-chan’s rampage started to appear and disappear.
The finishing
blow was this one, A Story About
Depressed and Abusive Boyfriend Rena-chin and Her Girlfriend Who Desperately
Says She Loves Rena-chin No Matter How Many Times She’d Been Abused and
Insisted That She Won’t Break Up While Clinging to Rena-chin Part.
I don’t think I
need to explain the content of this one, but somehow, I don’t know why, this
one also boosted my self-affirmation. Perhaps it was because I had a partner
who wouldn’t dump me regardless of how low I stooped as a human.
I rotated this
one, also the normal one, I Really Like
You, Rena-chin Part, all week long. And the result of me who kept listening to it
whenever I had the time was—
Nothing really…?
I didn’t feel a
change at all.
“Good night.”
I whispered in my
room, devoid of other people. Kaho-chan’s voice, which I had started getting
used to, was like an aphrodisiac flowing from my headphones. Her voice flew
inside my brain, stirring a honey-like sensation that kept entering my mind, in
some way, just like usual.
Nah, but this
result was natural, right…? I was someone with an extreme complex about
herself. If the opponent was a normal girl, she probably would get tangled in
Kaho-chan’s plan, but I was...well, she had probably been mistaken about the
nature behind the recluse side of me.
Well, that
couldn’t be helped. I always showed up as my cheerful and normie self after
all. Somehow I suddenly felt bad for her. I’m sorry, Kaho-chan.
That was why at
least I would play along with her scheme…
Haaa...it would
be great if only it became reality, that I could gain the maximum super
confidence by merely listening to these records and become the Super Renako…
***
On Friday
morning, I woke up and suppressed a yawn as I walked to the washroom.
I was arranging
my hair when my little sister came in. That little sister who, even though she
woke up later than me, somehow finished preparing herself for school faster
than me. An admirable little sister who knew the basics.
“Big Sis, are you
going to take long?”
“Nn, just a lil bit. This one annoying strand of hair.”
A crowded washroom
in the morning. Haruna took her toothbrush while shaking her head like looking
at something hopeless. “Geez.”
“Every morning,
every morning, you sure take a lot of time. Even though your appearance doesn’t
change much.”
“Well, yeah. I look cute in anything after all.”
“Right, right………….huh?!”
I was finally
able to conquer this annoying little cowlick and put on my hairclip over my
bangs. Well, this looked alright.
She stared at me
as if looking at a revived dead person, her toothbrush still in her mouth.
“Eh, what is it?”
“Nah……….nothing..........?”
“...? Weird lil sis.”
After eating my
breakfast, I said, “I’m going now” and left my house like usual.
Now that we were
into the end of summer, the colours were slowly changing into that of autumn.
Today’s weather seemed like it would be a cool one, a day that would pass by
easily.
At the school
gate, I accidentally encountered Satsuki-san. Since beauties were easy to spot,
it was easy to find her. I raised my hand and greeted her.
"Ah, it's Satsuki-san. Yaay, good morning~"
“Morning...you—are
you catching a cold or something?” she said as I jogged up to her. I didn’t
really understand, so I stared at her.
“Eh? Why?”
“No, nothing. You looked different from usual so I thought you might have a fever.”
“Weird Satsuki-san. But that side of you, it’s very Satsuki-san like. I like
it.”
I covered my
mouth with my hand and laughed. Seeing me like that, Satsuki-san furrowed her
eyebrows and looked uncomfortable. Why?
“Somehow...what?
What’s happening, Amaori? Did you undergo some kind of exorcism or what? The
you who always floated around your surroundings—where did those dull black
clouds go?”
It was so unlike
Satsuki-san to say something in such a roundabout manner. I tilted my head.
“I don’t get it but...well
anyway, today’s weather sure is great, right? I feel like something special
might happen. Well, it might be true since I met my very precious friend
Satsuki-san in the morning.”
“Gross…”
“What’s gross?!” I yelped at Satsuki-san, who bared her disgust.
We arrived at the
shoe locker, changed into our indoor shoes, and then headed to the classroom.
As if she was tormented by a terrible headache, she kept massaging her temples.
It made me worried…
“Satsuki-san, are
you sick…?”
“Yeah, well, that’s not really it but...no, it’s alright. I really don’t want
to know what specifically happened to you. As long as I can live my life
peacefully and normally, that is satisfying enough.”
“O-okay, since peace is number one, I understand. They say that stress makes
your skin bad anyway, and if that became reality, this adorable me would become
less adorable after all.”
She chopped my
forehead with her hand.
“What are you
doing?!”
“I reacted instinctively…”
That Satsuki-san stared at her
own hand with surprise. Could it be that I’d accidentally said something mean
after all? I really thought that I’d said only normal stuff, though.
“Hey, are you
really going with that character from now on? Really? I really want you to
consider doing things that won’t bother your surroundings. Just spare me from
that kind of personality I only see in nightmares.”
“This is the usual me, though?!”
I puffed out my
cheeks. With that kind of mood, I embraced Satsuki-san’s arm.
“Aren’t you being
too mean?! Even though I like you this much, Satsuki-san!”
“Ah, hey, what are you—”
During our
intimate interaction, I heard a sound like something falling from behind us.
I turned around.
It was Ajisai-san. Ajisai-san, whose bag had fallen on the floor, pointed at us
with a shaking finger.
“W-why are you
linking arms like that~......?”
“Morning, Ajisai-san.”
“Eh, kya—”
I let go of
Satsuki-san’s arms and this time I clutched Ajisai-san’s hand.
“Today sure has
been a beautiful day since the morning, huh, Ajisai-san?”
“M-morning….eh, eehhh~.....?”
Ajisai-san’s face
grew steadily redder as I carefully observed her. She really was cute.
“What happened,
Rena-chan...doing something like this, since the morning.”
“Eh? But even Ajisai-san does physical contact a lot, right?”
“That’s—you’re right but~.....?”
Ajisai-san fixed
her bag on her shoulder and then looked at Satsuki-san, seeking help.
Satsuki-san shrugged her shoulders coldly.
“I have no idea.
Maybe she just drank a lot of sake
this morning.”
“Y-you can’t do that, Rena-chan! Sake is
for adults, okay?!”
Even though it
was a given that I wouldn’t drink sake,
I still shook my head while giggling. Fufu.
“You two are
being so weird.”
“You are,” Satsuki-san said at the same time Ajisan-san blurted out, “Rena-chan
is~!”
“To think that it
would work this effectively...I’m starting to fear my own talent.”
It was lunch
break. We’d finished our lunch and I headed to the courtyard with Kaho-chan.
There, we sat next to each other. Like a culprit of an accidental murder case,
she stared at her own hands.
“Err...what?”
“Of course, I was talking about my strategy to boost your self-esteem.”
“It’s not like it worked, though.”
“That’s alright, Rena-chin. Everyone who had their brain destroyed said the
same stuff.”
“It’s plainly scary when you phrase it like that though…”
See, I properly
retorted when she said weird stuff, and I was also able to have normal everyday
conversations. I absolutely didn’t get my brain destroyed or something like
that.
“Anyway
Rena-chin, how cute do you think you are?”
“Eeeh….?”
As expected,
saying something like that from my own mouth was embarrassing…Somehow I could
see a pair of horns grow...
“Well, I think
that I’m normally cute…”
“Normally, huh, normal. What a mild way to describe yourself. Alright, well
then let’s change the question a bit. What number do you think you are in our
class?”
“An even more devilish way to ask that!”
Kaho-chan nodded
like she was agreeing with me.
“...I see, so
your reasoning is still properly working, eh. Well, this much would be easier
to control after all. It’s not like I accidentally birthed some sort of Happy Cute Monster anyway.”
“What exactly are you saying…”
“Nah, just a thought to myself. Anyway, about our plan for tomorrow.”
It was here, the
second round of the photoshoot session…
The memories of
my failure from that day resurfaced from the depths of my brain. I hung my head
in shame while wallowing in self-deprecation.
“This time, it
would be great if I could be of help… But still, this past week, I did nothing
that would make a difference… I did listen to Kaho-chan’s recording everyday,
but that was similar to doing nothing after all…”
“It will be okay!”
With that,
Kaho-chan balled her hand into fist and gripped it tight.
“Since Rena-chin,
you are this cute after all!”
You are cute, you are cute, you are cute…
The words echoed
inside my ears. For some reason I felt a sensation like my head was getting
beaten.
Uh, my
brain...indeed, I was cute indeed…?
Apart from the
real Kaho-chan before me, another Kaho-chan with a seductive expression came to
me and whispered, “That’s right,
Rena-chin. You are really really cute after all♡”
With her visible
fangs, she resembled a sexy loli kind of vampire who took her victims captive.
“Of course
everyone will rejoice. Since they’re able to take photos of a girl this cute
after all. Listen, just think about this calmly okay? You have nothing other
than gain, right?”
“Indeed...since I’m very cute after all…?”
My feelings
slowly changed into positivity.
Brushing
shoulders with this cute me was a joyous thing. On top of that, this cute me
would do a cute cosplay. Of course, I would become the ultra-cute version of me.
“...huh? But, if
that’s the case, why had I failed back then…? Even though my cuteness was
supposed to be eternal…?”
“Well well, let’s stop fretting over minor things. Since you are cute after
all.”
“I’m, cute…? Nah but, my goal was to become a basic kind of normal, a
mass-produced type of girl...huh…? Then the truth is, I’m not cute…?
My world spun.
Kaho-chan whispered
behind her hand. “You don’t need to think about anything. You’re cute, Rena-chin. Oh my oh my, what an adorable little
puppy...come here, good girl, good girl.”
Kaho-chan rubbed
my head and my chin.
“Woof, woof.”
“Riiight,
you’re cute, very cute, Rena-chin is the cutest in the world~”
“Kuun. Ha.”
When my head was
drawn into her chest, I came to my consciousness. Just one step, just one step,
and I felt like I would totally stop being human.
But, right. Why
was I worrying about something like this, I wondered. I only needed to be alive
to appear cute after all, so it was a given that everyone would be excited when
they heard about the photoshoot session with me. Something like that might be a
charity for me.
“Hmm, as
expected, it had an instant effect, but it was also pretty weak, meow...nah, but actually, to think that
this would work was a miracle itself or so. Well, it would be alright if it’s
only tomorrow.” Kaho-chan said some very puzzling things that I didn’t quite
get.
And then, she let
out a smile.
“I invited you
because your face and body after all, so you just need to fulfill those needs
and everything would be clear! Since stuff like cosplayer’s pride, the perfect
angle and pose, appealing expressions, I didn’t seek those things from you!”
“I see...face and body, I have confidence if it’s only those...probably!”
“Right, right!”
Somehow, I felt like she had just said some really mean things but of course that wasn’t it. Because Kaho-chan was my kind and gentle master, she would never do that. She was someone who would always spoil me and dote on me and that was why I really liked Kaho-chan—woof!
“Well then, let’s
do our best tomorrow! Let the world know of your cuteness!”
“Oooh!”
I raised my fist
in the air.
There was a thick
smog in my head, but as long as I was happy, it would be okay!
Thus, Amaori
Renako, just like Koyanagi Kaho had planned, completely fallen into the swamp
of hypnotism—in other words, she was caught in a kind of brain-washed
condition—in other words, she totally fell into her trap.
***
The next day was
Saturday, the day for the second photoshoot.
Amaori Renako
arrived at the waiting room, returning from the toilet, looking obedient. She
proceeded to sit and leaned on the table.
A pair of
earphones still dangled from her ears. She probably kept listening to Kaho’s
gift—the hypnotic recordings—that she came this far.
Koyanagi Kaho,
who applied her makeup before the mirror, turned around and murmured,
“Rena-chin did something like an athlete who needed to boost their focus by
listening to music.”
Of course that
voice didn’t reach Renako.
Nonetheless, Kaho
recalled stuff from last week.
Not even Kaho had
thought that Renako’s shyness was on that level. She remembered things from
back then, and during those times Renako was the type who had talked with
anyone without holding back. Even their teacher in cram school often treated
her favorably.
If Kaho needed to
phrase it out:
(I was supposed
to be the one who was shy in front of strangers though…)
That time, Kaho
had no friends other than Renako. In the first place, she’d never thought of
making another one.
(Well, even now I
have no otaku friend though.)
Showing your
hobby to people was a fearful thing to do. That feeling became stronger since
she had a successful high school life. Even back when she tried to ask Satsuki,
she couldn’t help but feel nervous.
(Even if it was
the type of people like Saa-chan who harbored no interest in others, that was
already close to the borderline after all.)
When she looked
back, someone like Satsuki was pretty rare to encounter. She did say a lot of
things, but in the end she properly came to the photoshoots and carried out her
job well. Those qualities of hers were already on a professional level.
(But, yeah. I had
to receive a lot of smacking from that book cover of hers when I kept insisting
on making her wear risqué costumes numerous times.)
It wasn’t like
she was blinded by worldly desires. It was just that Satsuki suited the role
that Kaho wanted the most that she ended up envying her. That was her only
reason.
It wasn’t just
Satsuki. Frankly, she also believed that people who could do it well also applied
to Ajisai and Mai, also Renako. Since everyone in Quintet had those qualities in them—
(Was what I
always thought, meow.)
She groaned as
she saw Renako, who was lying flat across the table like a slime.
Amaori Renako,
she had the same impression just like the old days. Someone who had a cute
appearance, and had now turned into a beauty.
(...Amaori, san.)
Thinking that she
was currently present right here.
For a little bit,
she couldn’t stop herself from almost bathing in the feelings of nostalgia.
(No…..right now,
we’re just right before the important event. I should only think about making
this photoshoot session a success!)
Su su su. Kaho approached
Renako.
“We’re close to
the real thing now. How are you feeling, meow~?”
Her shoulders
were shaking. With a movement like a rusty iron door, she sluggishly stood up
from her chair.
“I’m sorry,
Kaho-chan…”
“Errr?”
This sounded bad.
As expected,
stuff like audio hypnosis couldn’t pull this off. Well, she personally had a
lot of fun while recording it through.
Renako looked
dejected as she slumped her shoulders.
“Even though
today is an event that was organized by you...it would be possible that since
I’m so terrifically cute the photographers would become charmed by me and me
only…”
“Ah, that one, huh?!”
A perfect result.
“I couldn’t help
but feel terribly bad, very bad… Hey, Kaho-chan, being too cute is a sin after
all. If things turn out to be like this, it might be better if I don’t
participate this time. Because I really don’t want things to become shaky
between us again out of something like this…”
Renako, who was
seriously troubled by her own terrific cuteness, covered her face with her
palms.
“If it made me
feel like this, it would be better if I was born as a flower or a tree… Why was
I born to become as dazzling as a flower that fully blossomed, I wonder? At
this rate, everyone in this world would fall for me… Even though Kaho-chan, you
also want to be loved by a lot of people, right!”
“Her self-affirmation went so over the top that it made her loathe herself. I
really don’t get this one, meow…”
Without a doubt,
it was still Renako at the root. But Kaho couldn’t help but see it as a
byproduct of a huge contradiction when new information, which was [I’m
terrifically cute] was added to her brain. If she kept this up, Kaho began to
think that it could really destroy Renako's brain.
“Well then,
Rena-chin, let’s start changing your costume and apply your makeup.”
“Me who is already cute, can become cuter than this?!”
She swiftly
caught the reluctant Renako and quickly changed her attire.
It was difficult
for an amateur like Renako to properly wear the costume with its lines
appearing perfect, so she needed help to properly wear it.
After Kaho
finished changing her clothes, she needed to adjust her contour line. Kaho took
a lift-up tape. That tape was something considered important for a lot of
cosplayers since it had the effect of altering a face’s shape by restraining a
certain facial part. By using this technique, they could raise the face line,
or even make their eyes look sharp, and other stuff to help them imitate the
character better.
She put a hair
net over Renako’s head, applied the tape to restrain specific features of her
face, and recreated a smaller face that wouldn’t lose with the real bishoujo characters from anime.
“Ouch, ouch ouch,
Kaho-chan, aren’t you applying it too strongly?!”
“Since I picked the one with the strong adhesive after all. Here, Rena-chin,
just endure it. There’s a saying: ‘leave the perseverance to the cute girls’,
right?”
“Th-that’s true...~!”
Renako closed her
mouth and pressed her lips together, entering her super endurance mode. She just needed to hear something like, awesome, cute, and she could do anything. Kaho thought that she should’ve
made her clothes more exposed if she knew things were going to be like this.
Kaho began to
arrange Renako’s bangs with a safe-for-skin kind of glue, helping to recreate
the ideal hairstyle that resembled the character. With that, she was done with
the basics, and for now she let Renako do the tweaking for the rest of her
makeup as she proceeded to do her own transformation.
When they were
done, the two lovely maids appeared.
“Hawaaaaa…...”
Renako, who saw
her reflection in the mirror, collapsed over her feet while clutching her
chest.
“Rena-chin,
what’s wrong?!”
“Sorry, Kaho-chan...it’s just, the me inside the mirror is so extremely
adorable that I couldn’t keep my cool… Ha? I’m going to really fall for her
though…? This feeling, is it love…?”
“Ah, alright.”
Kaho wasn't aware
of this fact, but considering that Renako was being so stubborn even against
people like Mai and Ajisai, to think that her first love would be herself… This
was really a huge tragedy.
Moving on from
that, Renako shook her head while shaking her bunny ears.
“Hey,
Kaho-chan...I wonder if this will be okay. What if I’m so cute that people
would confine me somewhere…?”
“I don’t think so.”
Kaho answered her
sloppily, but then Renako’s cheeks turned red as her breath became rougher.
“But, but, but…”
“Look, even MaiMai and Aa-chan are roaming free even now, right?”
“That’s, well...but.”
Seeing her own
reflection in the mirror, Renako was lost for words.
“I feel bad for
those two but...I might be cuter than them after all…? Wait, no, I’m talking
about overall quality, alright? Well, there are some aspects where I lose to
them, but it is possible that overall it would be my victory or so! I can’t
help it, okay? Since I was born this way after all!”
“Ah, ‘kay.”
Kaho couldn’t
utter another answer under Renako’s intense stare. She feared her own talent in
hypnotizing people to the point where it basically messed with their dignity.
“At this rate,
everyone will fall in love with me… What if one of the photographers is a
professional with some connection to agencies, and I’m being scouted as a super
idol, having a cute girl as my lover, and turning into some abusive
boyfriend…?”
The content from
the stuff Kaho sent to Renako was getting mixed here and there.
“Uuuh, this is
impossible, Kaho-chan. If at this rate I keep receiving people’s affection, and
I can't do anything other than turn them down, it would be too painful for me…
Oh God, why did You make me this cute, why?! What have I done in my previous
life?!”
Not even Kaho
could stop herself from clenching her fist and making a face like she had an
urge to punch that face. Her hypnosis technique had worked too well. It wasn't
good at all.
But, well.
“Whatever, if
this thing only lasted until the end of the photoshoot all is well, then!
Alright, let’s do this, everything is for the sake of exposing that beauty to
the world!”
When she pulled
Renako's hand—
“You can’t!”
Renako shook off
Kaho’s hand.
What made her unhappy this time?
Kaho wondered. But when she looked at her, Renako was behaving a bit different
from before.
“No, umm,
listen…”
Looking bashful,
she peeked at Kaho timidly from the corner of her eyes.
“So, like, I’m
pretty cute, right…? That’s why, if you hold my hand like this, Kaho-chan will
end up liking me...something like that is, you can’t be careless, okay…? Geez,
Kaho-chan you’re so…”
“Hoon.”
Kaho stared at
Renako, looking unamused.
“Nice one. That
one was quite cute, Rena-chin.”
With a
tomato-colored face, Renako yelped, “I already said that you can’t!”
Today’s
photoshoot session was different from the last time. It had more people, and
the session was also longer.
There were also
quite a few men who showed up. Just how deep was Renako’s nervousness, even
Kaho couldn’t properly measure it, but…
That very Renako,
the moment she was showered with, “How cute.” or “So cute!” and became praised
excessively, she instantly got lost in rapture and carried away in striking
poses.
“Oh no,
Renakoala-san, you’re very cute. You’re close to perfect in capturing
Rina-pyon’s character, it’s almost identical!”
“Ehehe...d-do you really mean it? Well, that’s normal for me though.”
“Aa, that pose is also cute! Please look over here!”
“Alriiight, I’ll give you my cute
smile!”
“How cute! That line, it’s like the real Rina-pyon is here!”
...somehow she
looked so delightful. Well, no problem there, probably. Even the photographers
looked like they were enjoying themselves.
Kaho ended up
thinking that everything relied on self-confidence. Once you had it, everything
would become okay.
But then, a
thought crossed her mind. At this rate, if someone said, “Well then, let’s take
off one layer of your clothes, since it will make you cuter,” by the end Renako
would end up buck naked. Somehow it sounded possible. The situation became
dangerous.
As expected,
something like an after-event private session might not be happening, but just
in case, it can't be helped then, meow.
Kaho walked in
Renako’s direction. Since she was the one who had asked her to do this, she had
to protect her.
“Alright then,
Koala-chan! Next, let’s do a joint photoshoot!”
“What is that?”
“Something like this.”
Kaho swung her
arms in vigor and embraced Renako. Renako yelped, “Hyaa!” and her face turned
red in an instant.
Ooo. Within a second, the audience burst into noise. A
sea of camera flashes arose.
“Isn’t—isn’t this
too bold…?!”
“Even in the anime, these two
characters often do this, right?”
“That’s—you’re right, but still...uuu...you can’t do this, Kaho-chan...I
already said it earlier, right…”
Her weak, tiny
voice reached only Kaho. The audience’s reaction became more interesting, so
Kaho decided to press her body against hers at the chest and other parts.
“If you are being
too close like this…”
“You’ll become troubled?”
“Kaho-chan will end up liking me, so…”
“...............”
“Huh?! Somehow you’re pressing tighter than earlier?! B-but why are you doing
this?! Eh, could it be that you like, you do like me after all?! You can’t do
that! Aa, it’s a problem, my dear customer!”
That extremely
foolish reaction somehow tickled the audience’s reaction, but still, Kaho
couldn’t stop herself from feeling a complicated kind of annoyance.
After that, they
struck a pose where they brought their faces closer, hugging and holding hands
while looking at each other. Hugging and being hugged, at any rate it was full
of hugging each other.
It was an anime series with a lot of intimate
touch between girls, but recreating those scenes made them have risqué body
contact (like kisses on the cheeks) so much that Renako couldn't stop herself
from turning red from the beginning to the end.
“She, she’s going
to like me now...Kaho-chan is, she’s going to like me… Aaah, you
can’t...Kaho-chan, liking me is, you can’t do that, you really can’t, liking
me...aaa, like, just now she’s going to like me even more…”
Again and again,
Renako kept mumbling those words next to her.
Hearing something
like that through day and night, even if it wasn’t Renako, of course the inside
of their heads would turn strange.
While she struck a pose that portrayed her character best, Kaho couldn’t stop herself from wondering about that.
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Credit:
TL and everything else: Meatbun
Proofread: Lyra