Chapter 36 of 40
V2C1 Part2
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2. SETBACKThis is kinda mean but this is what was in my head when I was translating the latter half
Translation Notes
1. Born early (早生まれ) here means that Mimura was born between January 1 and April 1, which is before the school entrance date. Since the school semester in Japan goes from April to March of next year, Mimura was born late in the academic year, meaning he’s about a year younger than the people born after April 1. For example, people born within April 1, 1996 to March 31, 1997 will be in the same grade, but anyone born on April 1, 1997 will have to wait to go to school next year.
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He wondered
how many had been blocked. Ochi had recorded them all in his scorebook, so he
could just take a look and know, but he didn’t even want to count anymore.
“Kakegawa,
it’s fine! Just bring it to me!”
Even so,
Mimura shouted and called for the ball to be set to him. With his fast attacks
and time difference attacks blocked entirely, even if a good receive came up,
the setter Kakegawa had already lost the courage to use the combination. He had
no choice but to set the ball to Mimura with a feeling like he was clinging to
him.
Their
coach, Hata, who had been standing and giving instructions from courtside, came
back to the bench.
“Sensei…”
Looking at
Hata’s profile as he plunked down on the bench next to him, Ochi couldn’t help
but speak.
“I want to
make them win this game…”
“Of
course.”
Although
he answered in a low voice, Hata only glared at the court with an expression
like he had swallowed a bitter bug while stroking the stubble on his chin. They
had already used their two timeouts. At this point, why was it that the biggest
thing the bench could do was to just believe in the players on the court…?
Feeling
impatient, Ochi also turned his attention back to the court. He unconsciously
put strength into his right hand and pressed the tip of his mechanical pencil
against the clipboard.
A set that
was like a tall mountain was entrusted to Mimura. Three blockers were gathered
in front of him. His spike was knocked down by that tall and solid wall. However,
of all things, Mimura kicked the ball up before he landed. The ball rose up on
the court, and Fukuho narrowly avoided danger. It was because of Mimura’s amazing
physical ability and reflexes that he was able to go from spiking to rebounding
the ball in midair. And above all, he had a strong heart. He called for the
ball he had hit and followed up on to be given to him again.
Even though
he was such a great player, he was struggling in the second round of the
Inter-High finals tournament. Their opponent was one of those strong Kyushu
schools that always left more than two schools in the top 8 of Japan every
year. Even Hokuriku’s star, Mimura Subaru, couldn’t break through.
Enough…just
stop it…Ochi
thought inwardly over and over again. Even if he attacked so many times in a
row, he couldn’t mark Mimura’s uniform number “1” in the scorebook as their
team’s score.
Fukuho
started fresh and attacked. However, Mimura made a mistake, which was unusual
for him, and caught the spike into the net. The two-meter and forty-three
centimeters net, which Mimura’s usual jumping ability could easily overcome,
suddenly began to show off its height and block his way. His legs must be at
their limit no matter how you look at it—Feeling a gripping pain in his
heart at the stunned look Mimura showed on his face for a moment, Ochi kept his
eyes down and wrote down Fukuho’s lost points in the scorebook. With a snap,
the lead of his mechanical pencil broke on the paper.
Fukuho Technical
High School, representing Fukui Prefecture in the Inter-High for the eighth
consecutive year, lost in the third round of the final tournament. They had to
return to Hokuriku from here.
The team
wasn’t in bad shape. However, the pace was controlled by the opponent from
start to finish. The team, which had always been in the top 8 of the nation,
didn’t give them any chance to grip the flow of the game. Even so, for the past
seven years until last year, before Mimura was appointed as captain, the team
lost without even reaching the third round. The fact that they had finally made
it to top 16 this year and advanced to the point of being contenders on the
final day, must have been the result of Coach Hata’s diligent training.
The
Inter-High, usually held in the middle of summer at the end of July or the
beginning of August, had a tough schedule of four consecutive days. Only the
two teams that made it to the finals after winning the qualifying group matches
on the first day, the first and second round of the deciding tournament on the
second day, the third and fourth round of the finals tournament on the third
day, and the semifinals on the fourth day, were given the honor of playing on
the center court. Unlike the matches on the multi-sided courts, which were
played simultaneously, only the teams that were currently playing on the single
court in the middle of the gym got the cheers and attention of the entire
venue. There were no whistles from the neighboring courts to be heard. The
whistle would only sound loudly for their own game.
Every team
that competed dreamed of putting up the placard of their school on center
court, but of course, most of them failed to reach that point and were
eliminated.
“Subaru.
Don’t forget about this.”
Three years
ago, in the summer of their third year of middle school, Mimura had jumped into
his teammates’s arms with a big smile on his face, holding up the “number one”
sign. But now he walked out of the court alone, somewhat unsteady on his feet.
Ochi pulled out the placard and held it out to him. The placard that was on the
bench during the game were to be held by the captains when they lined up.
“Ochi…”
Before
reaching for the placard, Mimura said in a hushed voice.
He didn’t
want to hear Mimura say he was sorry for losing. He had no right to ask him to
apologize. It wasn’t just him, no one on the team deserved it. You were the
one who tried the hardest. I don’t think there was anyone more obsessed with
winning than you. Who else can take your place?
“Spring
High’s coming up next.”
Ochi was
the first to speak, and Mimura raised his face and opened his mouth as though
to say something. I’m such a jerk, he thought. Not just for not
congratulating a player who just finished a game, but immediately urging him on
to the next tournament. After dozens of jumps and landings, his knees must
be in shambles.
“You said you
were going to take me to the center court, didn’t you?”
He tried
his best to keep his tone light. It was usually Mimura’s role to talk lightly,
and it wasn’t Ochi’s forte.
He expected
him to smile broadly, as he always did, however,
“…That’s
easy for you to say.”
Mimura
muttered, like he was complaining, so the source of frivolous talk was lost.
“Well, I’m
taking you with me, though.”
Mimura
immediately laughed, as though he had changed his mind. As expected, it was a
weak laugh, thick with fatigue.
It might
have been his imagination, or it might have really happened that the placard
was passed between the two of them in a careless manner. It was a placard
bearing their alma mater and the prefecture, with the word “Fukui” below the
name of their school, “Fukuho Tech.”
For these
past three years, he had been reminded over and over again that the name of
their school, which carried the pride and weight of being a regular winner in
their prefecture, was incredibly minor in the national scene.
Even though
the summer Inter-High was over, the third-years weren’t retiring yet. At the
end of September, the prefectural preliminary round of Spring High Volleyball
would begin. The main tournament would be held in Tokyo in January, and even
though it was a national tournament like Inter-High, it was filled with a
special kind of glamor. The dazzling orange court painted on a sky blue sheet,
a far cry from the wooden floor of the local public gym—standing on that center
court had a special meaning. You could see the view from that center court,
where Japan’s national team and other world-famous players stood during
international tournaments broadcasted on TV.
The
next Spring High would be the last chance for both of them.
The referee
blew their whistle. The winning team was already lined up on the end line of
their court with their placard in front of them.
“Line up!”
Mimura
looked back at his team and shouted. His Fukuho captain voice had returned, the
voice of someone who never showed weakness in front of others. He clapped the
sobbing second-year Tokura on the back and said, “You’ll be back here next
year, come on,” and led him. To the rest of his teammates, whose shoulders were
drooped in disappointment both on and off the court, he encouraged them, “Don’t
look so uncool. We’re gonna give it our all until the end and go home.” Everyone
ran to Mimura and lined up with their heads firmly raised.
Deep inside
his heart, Ochi clenched his teeth at the thought of himself not being at the
end of that line.
He had his
own job to do. He turned his back to the court and began to quickly collect the
bags on the bench.
For this
year’s Inter-High, Fukuho’s captain was third-year player Mimura Subaru. The
coach was Fukuho alumnus Hata, who had been leading Fukuho for eight years.
Ochi
Mitsuomi—was registered as a manager.
***
It was the summer of his freshman year when he had
to give up playing because of an injury. It was just before Inter-High, in
other words, just before Ochi’s first national tournament as a member of
Fukuho.
For the
club, or even for the future of volleyball in the prefecture—it wasn’t a big
loss. It was just a minor injury gotten by a freshman who wasn’t even a
candidate for a regular spot. It happened during the time when he was worry
about how he wasn’t getting much taller and realizing that he had reached the
end of his career as a player. In the end, it might have been that laxness that
led to his injury.
He was told
that he would be in rehab for four months. Whether four months was a long time
or short time was a matter of opinion, but even if he went that far, he didn’t think
he would ever be good enough to be a regular for Fukuho.
When he was
leaning towards quitting, he was called by Hata and asked if he wanted to be a
manager.
Although it
was in the form of an offer, it was more like a plea. After all, a team that
went to a national tournament would have a lot of chores that needed to be
done, so a manager was a must. The year Ochi joined the team, there was a
third-year male member named Honda, who was a great manager who took care of
the team very well, but Hata’s intention was to have him retire after
Inter-High and let him concentrate on his exams. Honda was also a case of a
player shifting to manager due to injury.
Needless
to say, many members of the team secretly wished for a female manager, but the
Fukuho boys’ volleyball team, or rather Fukuho sports teams in general, had a
policy of not having female managers. Fukuho was a co-ed school, but because it
was a technical high school, it was pretty much a boys’ school. Even if they
wanted a female manager, sadly, the overall number of female students was
small.
Although
Ochi admired Honda, at that time he still felt like a male manager would be
laughed at. The sports manga in shonen manga magazines were full of romantic
comedies with female managers. He just couldn’t imagine himself as a manager.
On the
pretext of frequenting the hospital for treatment (which was also true), he
felt like he was naturally beginning to drift away from the team.
It was
around that time that he ran into Mimura. They had been in the waiting room of
the orthopedic department of a general hospital.
“Oh, you’ve
been coming here too, Ochi? How are you feeling?”
As soon as
they recognized each other from their seats, Mimura moved over to sit next to
Ochi. He hadn’t had much interactions with Mimura since they were in different
classes at school and Mimura was always with the second- and third-year
students, so he was taken aback when he spoke to him in a friendly manner.
“Oh, well…”
His natural
shyness was in full force as he squirmed. It wasn’t like they didn’t know each
other, since they had played against each other many times before in middle
school in their small prefecture. But it didn’t feel like they were playing on
the same level.
It was
Saturday, a day with no classes, so Ochi was in casual clothes. But Mimura was
in sports clothes, wearing a T-shirt and shorts, with a bulky enamel bag
between his legs.
It was an
accident that happened during club activities, so it was only natural that
Mimura knew about Ochi’s injury. But, wait…
“Mimura-ku…n,
w-why are you here?”
He felt
like this was the first time they were talking to each other one-on-one.
“What’s
with the Mimura-kun? Subaru. Subaru. That’s how everyone calls me.”
Since he
joined the team, everyone familiarly called him by his first name. The fact
that his amiability seemed to be natural made him jealous…but his voice was so loud,
this was a waiting room…
“I also
hurt my knees in middle school. Two surgeries for both.”
Mimura said
plainly and lifted up the cuffs of his shorts.
Ochi gasped
when he saw the reddish-black stitch marks on his knees, looking like two large
worms that had crawled under his skin.
“When…did
you have the surgeries? You were in the tournament the whole time, right?”
“Mmm,
the second one was during the spring break before my third year, and the first
one was bigger, but it was a year before that. They let me be in games while
rehabilitating. They told me I could pull immediately if I couldn’t do it, but
in the end they had me play all the games.”
Looking
back on the past two spring and summer tournaments, it was hard to believe that
was Mimura’s play after a surgery on his knees.
“I wasn’t
that big in middle school, was I? Oh, Ochi, you’re from Matsumoto First Middle,
right? Do you remember me when I was in middle school?”
“Y-Yeah, I
do.”
There was
no one from Ochi’s middle school volleyball team who didn’t remember Mimura
Subaru. He was surprised Mimura was the one who remembered his middle school
without having to think about it.
In middle
school, Mimura certainly wasn’t blessed with height.
“You know,
to reach a higher place than others, you have to jump higher than others. So, it
seems that I’ve been pushing myself too hard without realizing it. I was born
early (1), so I guess I was too small? Ochi, what month’s your birthday?”
“Me? Um,
May…”
“Seriously?
You’re almost a year older than me.”
He wasn’t
very tall, but his jumping ability was incredible. The destructive power of his
spikes, which descended from far above the tall blockers, was a menace to
receivers. So much that someone started calling him the “Devil’s Bazooka” and
it became his nickname.
The
scars on both his knees were noticeable, showing the magnitude of the
surgery—now that it had been pointed out to him, he realized that Mimura always
wore supporters on both knees during practice. Now he knew the significance of
that. Or rather, why didn’t he know about that before? They had only been
teammates for three months, but they had been playing volleyball in the same
prefecture and in the same grade, so he had known Mimura for several years now.
If I was
Mimura’s teammate…even
though he had been longing for that, he was slightly shocked at himself,
wondering what he had been looking at until now. He had only been watching his
amazing strength from a distance, but he hadn’t seen anything. Even though they
were on the same team, he didn’t even try to get close to him, just watching
from afar as their senpais doted on Mimura.
“So…even
now? Even today?”
A shiver
ran down his spine as he thought that Mimura, who he thought would be selected
for the Japanese national team, was actually at his limit as a player.
“Oh, it’s
just a routine checkup today. I’ve been told that if I take care of it, it
won’t be a problem, and right now it’s basically fine.” He pulled back the
cuffs and tapped both of his knees lightly. “Thanks for asking,” Mimura added with a
laugh. “It’s…nothing,” Ochi said, fidgeting again.
“Putting me
aside, you have it worse than me right now. Everyone’s worried about you.”
Everyone’s worried about me? There’s no
way.
“I’m
told…that I’ll be in rehab for four months…”
“Four
months, huh. That’s long. But if everything goes well, you’ll make it in time
for the rookie tournament in November.”
“…Even if I
heal, I won’t be able to participate.”
The
optimistic tone of his voice made him complain despite himself. Mimura looked a
little surprised.
He
thought that looking at it from another perspective, friendly
people were insensitive. Ochi was always thinking about what the other person
would think if he said this, whether he would hurt them or offend them, so he
couldn’t even say half of what he thought.
“I think it’s
amazing that you overcame your injury, Mimura-kun, but the team was
waiting for you. I’m going to be on the bench either way, so I don’t know if
there’s any point in working hard in rehab and coming back…Your injuries might
have been more serious than mine, but it’s not like I have it easier…”
He muttered
as he looked down at his right knee, which was currently fixed in place with an
undyed supporter. He spoke in a gloomy way, the completely opposite of Mimura
if he said so himself. At first, he was bewildered but slightly excited to have
a chance to talk to Mimura, but now he was really hoping that one of them would
be called soon. The long waiting time at the orthopedic clinic was frustrating.
“When did I
say you have it easier? You’re the one pitying yourself all on your own. You’re
talking like you’re the main character in a tragedy or something. What a pain
in the ass.”
Mimura’s
voice, which had been endlessly bright, became low. He could have never
imagined that Mimura, who always seemed cheerful and didn’t seem to favor or hate
anyone, could become so blunt. …He could have never imagined that he would be
so easily hated.
“If
volleyball isn’t worth overcoming an injury to continue for you, then it must
be much more painful for you than for me. You know, having to overcome
something you don’t even like.”
His throat
tightened up at the harsh words. He had always been bad at arguing. He had a
lot of objections, but he couldn’t put them into words, so he ended up losing
the argument.
“…I didn’t
say I didn’t like it…”
Even so, today
he argued back in a small voice. Now that he had incurred Mimura Subaru’s
displeasure, there was no place for him on the team anymore anyways.
“You wouldn’t
understand, Mimura-kun. You’ll never be asked if you want to be a manager. It’s
not like I want to quit, but Sensei…”
“What’s
this, a fight? Let’s all be friends here—”
A jeering voice
came from the seat across Mimura. Even the other patients around him laughed
at him, and his face heated up with embarrassment. He immediately regretted
talking back. A fight? This wasn’t even that. It was just him complaining. He
didn’t care about his examinations today anymore, so he grabbed the straps of
his bag and stood up to leave.
“Wait, Ochi,
oi!”
However,
Mimura stood up and leapt over the bench in pursuit of him. Without thinking,
he got into the elevator as though to run away and pressed the “close doors”
button right in front of Mimura who was running at him with such force like he
was going to punch him. Mimura tried to stick the toe of his shoe into the gap,
but just missed. The doors closed on his angry face.
…Of
course he’d be angry. If something like that was done to him.
His knee
suddenly started to hurt from his supporter. He put his back against the back
wall and dropped his bag at his feet. Even though he wasn’t going to
participate in club activities, he was carrying his enamel bag that was used
for club activities. He didn’t have a bag for outings other than the bags he
had for school and club activities. For his three years in middle school, all
he had done was play volleyball. There was no way he could have done that if he
didn’t like it…
“Shit…”
The curse
he spat out at the floor were not directed at Mimura, but himself.
He wanted
to cry at his own pettiness. He had probably hit the nail on the head. That was
why his response was so out of character.
He didn’t
think he suffered as much as Mimura had from his own injury. He could choose to
quit volleyball rather than endure four months of rehab…
When he got
off the elevator on the first floor, the July afternoon sun was shining
brightly outside the glass door of the main entrance. He grimaced at the
brilliant light piercing his eyes and was reluctant to step out into the bright
light——
He
heard an earth tremor from above him. When he reflexively ran for cover, he
looked up and saw Mimura jumping down from the stairs next to him. In the
literal sense. He had jumped down from the landing. His tall body, arched like
the form of a spike jump, flew half a story into the air. The figure
disappeared for a moment between the streaks of light shining through the glass
door, and the next moment, he seemed to suddenly appear out of the light.
He bent his
body, lowered his knees and landed with a thud. The enamel bag that had been
slung over his shoulder was floating in the air, and a beat later, it was
pulled back by the straps and hit his back.
“Wait…your
knees…!?”
Aren’t
you supposed to take care of them!?
In front of
the stunned Ochi, Mimura straightened up. In middle school, Mimura’s weapons
were his jumping power and momentum, but now his height had steadily grew to
over 180cm, making him the strongest spiker with his height, jumping ability
and spiking power. His eye level was more than ten centimeters higher than
Ochi’s, who gave up on his growth potential just before reaching 170cm, so he
was stared down at from above.
“Why are
you leaving? We were in the middle of tal…hey, wait—”
Just
when Mimura was about to say something with an angry look while breathing hard,
he got startled. In a panic, Ochi turned his face away and said, “S-sor…”
Yikes,
I sound tearful. “Sorr…” When he tried to speak, more tears welled up. He
had truly reached the height of embarrassment now. I’m in high school now,
and I’m not gonna cry just because my teammate is mad at me…I felt like
a mess today. Not just today, I’ve been a mess for a while now.
“I…I think
you’re really amazing, Mimura-kun, and I’ve looked up to you since middle
school, s-so what I said earlier was just my inferiority complex…I-I have a
warped personality, I-I’m gloomy, negative, and plain. I can’t think like you. I
know I should do my best to rehabilitate and continue playing volleyball
without thinking about anything, but I just keep slowly thinking about all
kinds of things and find myself in a bind…”
What was he
making excuses for while talking about himself? He couldn’t stand his own
personality. On top of that, his appearance was plain and dull. He envied
Mimura’s talent, but even if he had it, he wouldn’t have been able to become a popular
ace like him. He had never been deemed as someone who was fun to be with.
Everything
about them was the opposite of each other.
“I-I’m
sorry, but seriously, don’t worry about me…”
More than
not wanting to be worried about, he wanted to be left alone. Why are you
chasing me? I’ve built a wall, so why don’t you leave me alone?
“…Do you
regret it? Going to Fukuho.”
The voice
came from above his head. It was a mature and quiet voice, different from the
air when he was laughing in the middle of everyone.
“Ochi,
I think you definitely would have been a regular if you went somewhere that was at a moderate level. Maybe you wouldn’t have gotten hurt. You’re not a bad player at
all. I still remember in my dreams how at the winter tournament in second year,
I thought I made a great spike, but you caught it flying.”
He looked
up at him, surprised. He hadn’t expected that his play in middle school would
have left such an impression on Mimura.
He
remembered the play himself. He thought it was the best fine play of his
volleyball career. Mimura’s spike was so powerful that his arm went numb. But
more than that, his heart was numbed by his own play in picking up that spike.
“Should you
not have come to Fukuho? Maybe, but other than Fukuho, what other teams in our
prefecture have national-level power right now? None of them. Ochi, if you
wanted to see that scenery, then you made the right choice…right?”
Forgetting
that he had a crying face, Ochi stared at Mimura’s tightened face, as though he
was sucked into it before he knew it. If he had to say, Mimura had sharp and
distinct looks, but it wasn’t a face that stood out…he thought so, even making
allowances for his own biases, but it was as though there was a layer of air
around his face that had a different density, and it strangely attracted the
eye. This was the kind of attraction only special people had.
Mimura
Subaru wasn’t just an airheaded and cheerful guy who was blessed with talent.
He played volleyball with a high level of calculation and awareness. If someone
were to whine to him about how he had it easy or not because the team was
waiting for him, he would get angry.
“Did the
coach tell you about the manager thing?”
“Eh…uh,
yeah. He asked me if I want to do it.”
He sniffled
and nodded.
“Why don’t
you give it a try?”
Mimura
said, returning to the same cheerful voice he always heard.
“If you’re
complaining about not being on the bench even if you make it through rehab, why
don’t you try being a manager? If you’re a manager, you’ll be on the bench for
sure. If you’re a player, you have to be chosen from all the players to be on
the regular team, but there’s only one manager, right? You’ll be on the bench
in no time.”
…What…?
What’s
with that nonsensical thought process?
He never
had such an idea. Ochi couldn’t close his open mouth for a while, wondering
just how positive this guy was.
“Most of
the time, when we go to national tournaments, it’s all male managers.”
“Huh,
really?”
He
reacted to that as though jumping at it. “So that’s what it is,” he was
given a self-satisfied look. He felt embarrassed that he could see that he was
worrying about something trivial, like whether he would be laughed at for being
a male manager.
“Don’t you
wanna go to Spring High’s center court, Ochi?”
Mimura’s
sudden conversation shift made him say, “Huh…?” He was at a loss for a response
as he instantly shrank back.
Even Ochi
didn’t shy away from mentioning Spring High. Fukuho was a regular participant
of Spring High. It was unlikely they would have any opponents in the prefecture
this year, so they would probably make it to the tournament again.
However, it
was a different story when it came to the center court. At Spring High, the
semifinals and above were held on the center court. Compared to Inter-High,
where you had to make it to the finals to play on the center court, you
theoretically had a better chance, but for Fukuho, whose best result was a second-round
loss, it was more a “dream” than “goal.” His senpais graduated without ever
being able to reach it.
But, if it
was Mimura—if they had Mimura Subaru, they might be able to go.
Their
generation, with Mimura Subaru, who was surely the best ace in the history of
the Fukuho volleyball team, or rather, the history of the prefecture, would
finally step onto that single orange court surrounded by the arena seats filled
with spectators. If he could become part of the net that caught Mimura, holding
up “number one,” as he jumped into the air…on that dazzling court…
“What do
you want to do? Do you want to go or not?”
As he was
having his imagination run wild with a vacant look on his face, Mimura’s
eyebrows knitted together, looking a little impatient.
“I-I
want to go, yes…of course, but…it’s not like I’m…”
He leaned
forward and was about to say something, but it ended weakly and Mimura sighed
at him. He wondered if he was going to get mad at him again soon.
“Stop
complaining, strengthen your resolve, and leave your three years in my hands.
I’ll make you the center court manager at Spring High. Just imagine, being the
bench staff at the center court of Spring High. You’ll definitely stand out and
look cool, you know?”
Mimura’s
face broke into a smile. It was as if a spotlight was shone on him.
Ever since
middle school, he had never felt like he was standing on the same level with
Mimura. The place where Mimura was enjoying himself and surrounded by everyone
seemed like it was high up in the sky with the sparkling lights. Thinking it
was too far away from him, he retreated into the darkness.
But this
absolute king and superhero of Ochi’s generation simply jumped off his throne
with his incredible jumping power and came to him.
“Leave
your three years in my hands.”
With
those slightly forceful, but irresistibly appealing words, Ochi’s three years of
high school volleyball started all over again.
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