3 - No Dawn

Warning: Gore and Non-consent.

[Only death could end his despair or bring a new dawn.]

Since Su An had the original’s memories, he deeply remembered the beautiful elder brother with pale skin and gloomy face. He liked him better than his father. A few years after his father died, he could no longer remember his face, but he saw the face of the teenager who claimed to be his adoptive father in his dreams every night. He would never dare to admit that his first wet dream was because he dreamed of the beautiful young man who was as pale as a vampire kissing him.

Then it got worse and worse. He dreamed that they made-love. He dreamed that he kissed his body again and again and said he loved him. The real Su Xitang had never really looked at him. He was adopted only for his father’s sake . In the face of the god-like man, he was probably like dirt, so he dared not confess.

The gap between reality and his dreams were too big, the young Su An simply couldn’t bear it. He started drinking, smoking, fighting, and did everything possible to numb himself. At the same time, he expected his deviance to worry him. After all, other people’s parents would get worried.

-It was no use.

Until he started taking drugs.

*At a *** party, he was dragged out by his family’s bodyguards. His pleasure dissipated like cold water was thrown at him. He raised his head and looked at Su Xitang quietly. It was a scene in which Su Xitang looked at him.

However, the indifferent look in his eyes, held slight disgust and contempt, like cruel claws piercing his chest, dragging Su An out of his beautiful dream.

He was also taken together with three other teenagers, Su An’s friends. They were always distorted with their arrogant faces. They shouted their parents’ names loudly to threaten others.

A man handed over a tray and Su Xitang took out a knife from the tray.

Looking at the thin cold weapon, the four teenagers were scared into silence.

Su Xitang took a knife and walked to the front of one of the teenagers, and immediately someone came forward and pressed on the boy’s face.

“It was you three who tricked my son Su An into taking drugs.” The Mafia Godfather said airily.

The next moment, a slender sharp knife was inserted directly into the teenager’s right eye.

The sunlight in the basement suddenly lost its temperature, and the underground space seemed like hell.

With the shrill screams of the teenager, the pale and handsome man did not move, like he was carving wood, he slowly turned the blade in the teenager’s eye, blood rolled down his cheek, staining the teenager’s body, but not even a drop fell on the man’s fingertips.

The bitter screams and the creaking sound from his eye lasted for a full minute. The three young bystanders, including Su An, felt that the knife was turning in their bodies and their eyes ached. The young people all shed tears because of the imagined pain.

Tears streamed down their eyes and they watched helplessly as the demon-like pale man finally pulled the knife out of the teenager’s eye.

Holding their breaths, they saw a bleeding eyeball at the tip of the blade.

The young man who lost his eyes and fainted from the pain was soon kicked awake. The young man who was not dreaming had blood and tears mixed with snot all over his young face. The place where his right eye was originally was now a hole of flesh and blood.

However, everything was not over.

Su Xitang threw the knife with the eye in front of the boy, took a white handkerchief and began to wipe his fingers.

“Eat it and you can keep your other eye.”

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“It” referred to something that was clear at a glance.

“No-you can’t do this, Su Xitang I tell you my dad will not let you go, my dad said he would f*ck you-“

The insulted man did not respond at all and did not stop for half a minute. He went to the table, took a sip of water from the glass, slowly and gracefully wiped the corners of his mouth with a handkerchief, and smiled slightly at the bloody-faced young man lying on the ground, with a gentle smile.

Su Xitang said softly: “Unfortunately, your father will never have a chance.”

*The man with a scar on his cheek, who had been standing in the corner, looked on coldly at everything before, with a dull and indifferent expression on his face. However, he stood up straight after Su Xitang’s words, bowed to the pale and tall man, cast a glance at the one-eyed teenager, whose mouth was forced open, and left the basement.

The teenager who lost one eye began to realize that something was wrong. He widened his only remaining one eye and began to whine: “What are you going to do, Su Xitang? What are you going to do?”

Su An’s convulsive legs gradually lost consciousness. He looked at the arrogant young man who paraded around A city arrogantly on normal days. Su Xitang pulled out his tongue like a white mouse used for experiments and cut off his other eye. Then, like the abandoned object after the experiment, he was thrown to the ground by the devil. He gasped and twisted around as he made inhuman sounds.

“The other two are the same, either eat one of their eyes or prepare to lose both.”

Su Xitang sat on the sofa, as if looking down at the death of all living beings, ruling over the life and death of all people.

The faces of the two youths had become as pale as Su Xitang, with trembling hands, they slowly picked up the knife thrown in front of them …

Although they didn’t lose an eye, after that nightmarish day, they felt that they would never see any sunshine in the next life.

He was a devil, definitely Satan’s reincarnation, there was no person more ruthless and evil than him in the world.

But this devil, in addition to disgusted eyes, even disdained saying a word to Su An.

Su An still had no way to break away from his one-sided love for this demon and could not resist the temptation and bliss of nightmares every night.

In the dream, the pale man’s cold and dark eyes were a bottomless abyss, and he had already fallen into it uncontrollably, dark, suffocating, and beyond redemption.

Only death could end his despair or bring a new dawn.

However, there was no dawn.

Dusk.

The dim sunshine seemed like a stray butterfly struggling in the darkness that was spreading, and then its wings were torn apart.

When a tingling sensation occurred in the most vulnerable part of his body, Su An woke up suddenly from the broken and suffocating memories.

He was – naked, his wrists were bleeding, his legs were wide open, and a ghostly pale man was sitting between his legs. A finger had been inserted into his body.

Like a piece of ice sticking into his body, his body trembled with extreme discomfort.

Su An tried to pull his body back in disbelief, but the man grabbed him by the ankle and dragged him back. He could not escape.

It was like plundering the city. Su Xitang sank his whole finger into the body of the boy and smiled.

“It’s very tight. It seems that this is your first time. Don’t cry in pain.”

“Don’t … you, get out.”

The teenager made a noise, and his voice finally calmed down. He did not tremble in fear. He even used the less respectful “you”. Su An discovered that his voice was no longer the harsh and ugly voice of sawed wood, but another kind of sound quality that was difficult to describe, a little husky, like the coquetry of a cat, like the whispering of a snow leopard, mysterious and charming like an ancient musical instrument.

As if God had pity on him, he finally gave him the sweet voice he had dreamed of.

But if God was truly merciful, how could he be left in a devil’s bed?

“… No?” The handsome man who was almost bewitching began to laugh slowly, and a smile appeared on his bloodless face.

“Don’t you dream about me every night- F*cking you?” The elegant man, a gentleman, spat out vulgar words and relentlessly announced his knowledge of the deepest and most shameful secret of the youth. “Are you now shrinking back or are you still refusing to welcome me? “

Su Xitang said more to him today than in the past few years, but every word was more cruel than his usual indifference.

The pale man lowered his head and grasped Su An’s member hanging between his legs.