Chapter 51

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Lin Moyan remembered that he had been in pain the whole night and Fang Yu had painstakingly taken care of him, helping him fall asleep. The soft kiss he gave Fang was just to express his gratitude. As for the deep kiss, Lin Moyan attributed it to the vulnerability he felt from his fragile body.

This type of dependence could easily occur when one was defenceless but it was short-lived. After that kiss, Fang Yu seemed to understand what Lin Moyan was thinking in his heart. He only treated it as a small opportunity and did not dare to push further. But it was undeniable that Fang Yu had a different understanding of the kiss.

Lin Moyan’s attitude towards him finally made a breakthrough, and with it, there were subtle changes in his emotions that were not obvious. However, these slight changes were what Fang Yu needed. He chose the method of boiling the frog in warm water so that he could dissolve the original hatred of Lin Moyan and replace it with warmth and intimacy.

There was still no change in the way the two got along, but after Lin Moyan’s physical condition recovered, he made a suggestion. After dinner, the two of them were resting in the living room according to their usual routine. Although Lin Moyan’s was paying attention to the TV, he would look at Fang Yu from the corner of his eyes. He hesitated to voice out his thoughts as he didn’t know what Fang Yu would think about it. Furthermore, he, himself, didn’t know if he could accept the suggestion himself.

Time passed slowly as Lin Moyan continued pondering. Even when it was time to go to sleep, he still hadn’t made up his mind. He sighed internally and decided he would bring the matter up tomorrow. Just as he gave up and was about to go up, Fang Yu turned to him with a smile, “What do you want to say to me? You seem to have something on your mind tonight.”

Lin Moyan lowered his head and thought. Since Fang Yu already brought it up, he might as well speak out. “It’s cold so you might catch a cold if you sleep on the ground…Just come to bed tonight…” Lin Moyan didn’t know where to put his gaze so he simply lowered his head.

Fang Yu raised his eyebrows and was puzzled for a moment. Then, he thought about it. Lin Moyan must have been worried about him taking care of him all night. As for the suggestion, he doubted that Lin Moyan was comfortable enough to sleep with another person in the same bed.

However, since the other party gave him this opportunity, then he had to grasp it. This was better than forcing Lin Moyan to sleep with him. Fang Yu nodded and said, “Okay, you go to bed first, I’ll come up later.”

Lin Moyan received Fang Yu’s answer and his feelings were unclear. On one hand, he hoped that he would be able to sleep with Fang Yu on the same bed and eliminate the anxiety in his heart. On the other hand, he also did not want to accept it because this meant that he was comfortable enough to let Fang Yu into his personal space. These two contradicting thoughts in Lin Moyan’s heart kept pushing and pulling, and in this somewhat upset mood, he gradually fell asleep.

When Fang Yu entered the bedroom, it was slightly later than usual. He wanted to ensure that Lin Moyan had fallen asleep peacefully, even though he was very likely to be awakened when he entered the bed. He still wanted to give Lin Moyan more time to enter deep sleep so that he would not awaken so easily.

He crept to the bed silently. The quilt was already placed on the empty side. It was most probably done by Lin Moyan. Lifting the corner of the quilt, Lin Moyan was still sleeping peacefully as Fang Yu gently slipped onto the bed. Halfway through, Lin Moyan’s breathing was still steady so Fang Yu continued to move, putting the rest of his body on the bed.

Fortunately, Lin Moyan still seemed to be asleep. Fang Yu felt that the possibility of success today was extremely high and he couldn’t help feeling delighted. This sweet mood was completely crushed when the body of the person beside him suddenly stiffened.

Lin Moyan’s body original relaxed body became tight and rigid. There was no need to check, Fang Yu knew that Lin Moyan was awake and anxious. Fang Yu didn’t know if he should return to sleeping on the floor or continue sleeping on the bed.

Under the dim moonlight, the two of them remained unmoving, occupying their own side of the bed. They stayed in a stalemate for a long time.

In the end, Fang Yu gave up first. He sighed and decided to hit the floor. He couldn’t bear to see the cautious and defensive posture of Lin Moyan. He couldn’t even comment on it since Lin Moyan was not aware of his actions.

While Fang Yu was lying on the ground, Lin Moyan, who had been silent, whispered, “I’m sorry, I…I still can’t do it.”

Fang Yu chuckled lightly and said, “It’s okay. I’m used to sleeping on the floor now. It’s not as if I have insomnia anyway. You should go to sleep soon. You have class in the morning after all.”

Lin Moyan could hear a faint helpless bitterness in Fang Yu’s chuckle and words. He felt a bit guilty but he had no control over it. Gradually, he dozed off.

T/N: Kinda feel bad for Fang Yu in this chapter oof

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