Chapter 72

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At noon, there were groups of people walking around campus. Lin Moyan paid no attention to the people around him. He was too immersed in his thoughts and was walking mechanically along the small paths on campus.

After experiencing his father’s abandonment, he no longer believed in true love and even if it did, it would probably never happen to him. There was a good saying, ‘If you don’t believe something, you will find thousands of reasons to prove it false.’ At this time, Lin Moyan was like this.

At first, Fang Yu forcefully invaded him. Later, although he didn’t try to subdue him, he still used threats to trap him by his side. Was it possible that such an act of disrespect was considered love?

However, in the days when he was forced to live with Fang Yu, what did his meticulous care and repeated concessions mean? Was Fang Yu merely playing a game or did he really have feelings for him?

Lin Moyan couldn’t help wondering that if Fang Yu really fell in love with him, how deep was his love? Would Fang Yu get tired of him? After encountering any difficulty, would his love disappear just like the time his father abandoned his mother and him?

Lin Moyan walked around the campus a few times until his legs were sore. He stopped and sat on the steps casually. He thought for a long time but his mind was still jumbled and he hadn’t come up with a solution.

Fang Yu’s threat was still there and his love was also still there but he still can’t confirm Fang Yu’s intentions. Lin Moyan sighed, it seemed that he could only take one step at a time. Lin Moyan stood up and patted the dust off his body, walked quickly to the school gate, and took a taxi home.

Lin Moyan had made excuses along the way to prevent Fang Yu from knowing the truth. After returning home, he would pretend that nothing happened. If Fang Yu asked about it, he would say that he wanted to go to school temporarily and saw him accidentally. He ran away because he was afraid that he would interrupt their conversation. If Fang Yu asked why he didn’t pick up his calls, he would say that his phone was dead.

The chaotic Lin Moyan didn’t know what to do next, he could only work hard to maintain their current situation and make sure that Fang Yu didn’t see through his feelings. If possible, he sincerely hoped to receive Fang Yu’s genuine love.

When Lin Moyan arrived at the door of the house and was ready to face Fang Yu, the door was pushed open from the inside before he could open it himself. Afterwards, he was grabbed by the arm and pushed against the wall.

Fang Yu’s breath enveloped him as he pressed Lin Moyan against the wall with one hand. Lin Moyan tried to resist his advances but he was met with an even more aggressive kiss. His mouth and tongue were sucked vigorously and his lips were bitten until they were bright red. At the same time, using his free hand, Fang Yu started to tear away Lin Moyan’s pants angrily.

“Let go… Fang Yu…” Lin Moyan said hoarsely.

Fang Yu was like a beast that had captured its prey, trapping the opponent tightly, as if he would never give up unless he killed the opponent. Fury surged in Lin Moyan’s heart. What is this? Are you going to suppress me again?

He didn’t know where his sudden burst of strength came from. Before his clothes were stripped away, he struggled to get out of Fang Yu’s hold, raised his hand and gave Fang Yu a punch that knocked his chin. Fang Yu’s body shrank in pain and shock while Lin Moyan took this opportunity to push him away vigorously.

Fang Yu looked at Lin Moyan incredulously, unable to speak for a while. Lin Moyan stared at the dumbfounded Fang Yu, panting and sneering, “Fang Yu, you want to fucking push me down again, don’t you?! You’re fucking sick!”

Hearing Lin Moyan’s words, Fang Yu’s anger soared and he roared, “Lin Moyan, you are mine! You are not allowed to run away! You are not allowed to leave me!”

“Fang Yu! You forced me! You fucking threatened me with photos!” Lin Moyan was aggravated by Fang Yu’s words and shouted out the grievances he had buried in his heart.

He seemed to have hit a sore spot as Fang Yu’s anger diminished suddenly and his face sank. He looked at Lin Moyan in silence. If there was anything that made him feel uncomfortable, it was this. Lin Moyan was with him only because of his blackmail. Even if the relationship between the two has eased, or even began to mimic that of a couple, it started abnormally. There was never a way for him to confirm that Lin Moyan had fallen in love with him.

But now, the topic that had been tacitly ignored by the two of them was raised and neither of them could escape. Fang Yu raised his hand and wiped his face. He made up his mind and asked in a calm voice, “Do you…do you love me even a little bit?”

This sentence was difficult to say and his heart waiting for a response was in even more pain. He was eager to hear Lin Moyan’s response but he was also afraid at the same time, afraid that the answer was not the one he desperately wished for. Fang Yu held his breath and waited quietly, afraid that he would miss even a word of Lin Moyan’s.

Lin Moyan was slightly bent over to catch his breath and was almost overwhelmed by anger again when he heard Fang Yu’s question. Even if he hit him, he still couldn’t calm down. After hearing Fang Yu’s question, he couldn’t help but sneer, “Fang Yu, do you think I will fall in love with someone who tries to dominate and blackmail me? Am I that crazy?!”

T/N: yes, you are crazy oof

There was no way to escape falling in love with this person. Even if he did, did he have to admit that he fell in love? Does falling in love give Fang Yu a reason to do this to him regardless of his wishes?

The most important thing was that, if you fell in love but couldn’t get the same response, why bother?

Hearing Lin Moyan’s sarcastic response, Fang Yu’s heart sank. As if he had lost support, Fang Yu collapsed to the ground, his knees hitting the hard floor fiercely. All the pain he felt just now seemed to have disappeared completely, leaving behind only an empty numbness that spread throughout his body.

Fang Yu closed his eyes for a while and when he opened them again, they had returned to being blank but deep within, a heart-wrenching pain was hidden in the bottom of his eyes. He swallowed his saliva nervously and asked in a calm voice, “Then, what can I do to make you fall in love with me?”

The only person he would ever pursue in his life would be Lin Moyan. It didn’t matter what he had to do as long as he could get Lin Moyan’s love.

Lin Moyan was taken aback by his question. The important thing is not how much he loves Fang Yu, he had already fallen in love with the other a long time ago. The most important thing to Lin Moyan was whether Fang Yu truly loved him and was willing to keep on loving him regardless of any difficulties that would arise between them.

Lin Moyan thought for a while and finally closed his eyes, leaning against the wall, “Fang Yu, the photos…Delete them and let me go.”

If possible, he wanted to leave. He dared not admit yet that he had fallen in love with Fang Yu. He did not want to give Fang Yu the smallest chance to trap him and hurt him. He just wanted to prevent his feelings from deepening. He believed that as long as he left, he could withdraw his love for this person little by little.

However, Lin Moyan was not sure if Fang Yu could do this. In the beginning, he had asked Fang Yu to delete the photos to prove that he fell in love with him, but he had refused after seeing through Lin Moyan’s plan to leave.

After hearing Lin Moyan’s request, Fang Yu was silent for a long time before letting out a hoarse, “Okay.”

Only then did Fang Yu calm down. Lin Moyan left without saying a word and couldn’t be reached by phone. Worry and anxiety amplified the hidden worries in his heart and made him beyond distressed. He thought back to Lin Moyan’s words. He really didn’t fall in love with me…

But thinking about it carefully, Lin Moyan’s attitude had changed a lot recently, maybe he has begun to fall in love with him, but he just hasn’t realised it yet.

Maybe this was an opportunity to start their relationship from scratch. In the beginning, he had such a plan. He originally planned to wait and determine the other party’s intentions before he proposed to delete the photo. Tonight’s incident destroyed the last barrier between the two people.

Lin Moyan’s words had also hastened this matter. Perhaps this was a good thing. Fang Yu would never be able to tell what was on Lin Moyan’s mind by pure guesswork and this matter would eventually never be brought up since he was so unsure.

Now he should take a step back, give the other person time and space and let him think clearly, and figure out if he had fallen in love with him.

Once he deleted everything, there would be no restrictions between the two of them. If Lin Moyan can return to him again, it means that he had fallen in love with him. He was willing to bet that the other person would return to him willingly.

T/N: Posting this as I listen to my teacher…with one earphone in my ear listening to music. oops

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