CH 150

Chapter 150

Henry entered Philina’s room for the first time.

He looked quite awkward sitting on the bed. Despite the fact that her room was larger than the other cadets’ rooms, it somehow felt full when Henry walked in.

Philina, who had been looking down at him from a distance, opened her mouth lazily.

“Take off your clothes.”

Henry’s shoulders shook at her words. He looked at Philina with a puzzled look on his face, only blinking.

She opened her mouth again, frowning in frustration.

“Hurry up and take off your clothes?”

T/N: Yes, please! We want to feast on our eyes. Manga drawers please make a sexy pic of him. We wanna see.

“Ha, but……”

Henry rolled his eyes, looking confused. It was a little funny that he didn’t know what to do.

“You’ll have to take off your clothes and I’ll disinfect you.”

Philina approached him, speaking in a calm voice. It was to undress Henry.

Henry, who had been staring at Philina from a distance as he approached me, swallowed dryly before he knew it.

She flinched once more as her fingertips touched the buttons of her uniform.

He muttered in agony.

“…… I’ll do it.”

Filina quickly pulled her hand away, as if she had been waiting for the words. Henry looked at her resentfully.

With a slow gesture, he slowly unbuttoned his button.

She had no intention of undressing Henry in the first place. It was just that Henry was looking nervous, and it was frustrating.

Well, it looked like he was going to dry himself out of the green.

Ian was out of the swordsmanship academy, and Henry was about to move into the dorm with Philina. But she dissuaded Henry.

I had been out for a long time, so I had to go straight to the infirmary to disinfect the wound on my back.

But he insisted on not going to the infirmary.

There was a slight sadness on his face, which didn’t look at Philina very well. Perhaps Ian was hurt.

Eventually, Filina invited Henry to her room. Among the belongings she had brought from the Duke’s residence were bandages and disinfectant that Laura had brought with her.

Henry, who at first contemplated her proposal with a puzzled face, finally nodded to Philina’s persistent persuasion.

Thus, the two were facing each other in the same space.

When Henry pulled off all of his uniform top, he could see the tight muscles. A white bandage was wrapped around it.

Filina sat down next to him and carefully placed her hand on the smooth skin. Then the trembling body slowly showed its back.

At the same time, Philina frowned. Red blood was oozing from the bandages around his back.

“…… Didn’t you get sick?”

To her innocent question, Henry answered in a neat voice.

“It doesn’t hurt at all.”

However, contrary to his words, the more Filina unbandaged the skin, the more he could see the terrible tears in his skin.

Henry glanced back and opened his mouth.

“Isn’t that gross? If it’s too ugly, just leave it alone.”

“It’s okay. It’s ugly.”

“…… I don’t want to see Sir Debussy like this.”

“What does this look like? I don’t know what’s hurting. Even if I had a worse wound than this, I would have disinfected it all the way through.”

At the sound of her firm voice, Henry only nodded silently.

Somehow his ears were reddish.

No way, it’s embarrassing.

Filina smiled lowly and lowered her gaze.

His wounds were disinfected, and bandaged with skillful handwork.

It was a remedy that Leone’s companions had been bored with in his third life.

“That’s it.”

At the sound of her voice, Henry spoke slowly.

“…… Thank you.”

He paused slightly, as if he had an unfinished answer. Then he bowed his head down and whispered audibly.

“Sir Philina.”

What made me so nervous was Henry shouting my name in a trembling voice. Filina smiled amusedly.

“Did you want to call me by my first name?”

She asked affectionately, and Henry turned his head. His stiff shoulders moved to where Philina was. The muscles that slept through the bandages wriggled.

“Keep going, I wanted to call you.”

Henry’s purple eyes stared at her wistfully. Filina smiled sweetly and nodded.

“Okay. Then feel free to sing it now. I won’t say anything if you call me until I’m sick of it.”

She said playfully, and Henry raised his lips elegantly.

“Really?”

“yes.”

When Filina allowed it, he drew a broad smile that he didn’t usually see if he was in a good mood.

“Sir Philina.”

“…… yes.”

“I really like it.”

It was the second confession.

Filina shrugged her shoulders in surprise at the utter unexpected words. Then he rolled his eyes and blurted out:

“Nu, who confessed? I just called him by name.”

“…… But if I don’t say this, I can’t control my emotions . . .”

Henry slurred his words and took a moment to catch his breath. His hands on his knees were curled up in a circle as if to represent his feelings.

He looked at Philina again, a look of dismay.

“…… I love it, Sir Philina, and I can’t express all my feelings in a few sentences like this.”

“…….”

“A lot…, I like it.”

His clear voice went deep. His eyes, with deep affection, were very sad.

Their gaze met. His palm came cautiously and brushed Filina’s cheek.

I could see Henry’s neck moving loudly.

Filina stared intently at his fair face as she stepped in front of me.

Henry’s quivering eyelashes represented how he felt at the moment. At the same time, Philina’s heart was pounding incessantly.

Henry’s head tilted to one side, and the tip of their noses brushed against it.

As soon as she slid her eyes, Henry’s lips rushed to him hastily

The hot tongue struck at once and kissed him even deeper. His large hands held the back of Filina’s head firmly.

The tongue that embraced the heat found her hidden tongue and embraced it so harshly that a squishy sound flowed.

It was a kiss that was excessively harsh, unlike the one that came up to her.

As if he had found an oasis on a thirsty desert, as if this alone was not enough.

Philina’s hand clasped his shoulder. I could feel the muscles firmly nestled beneath the smooth skin.

Her eyes, which had been tightly closed, opened slightly. Then I saw Henry’s eyelashes, which were neatly perched. He was still preoccupied with his kiss with Philina.

She looked at Henry in silence and closed her eyes again, brushing the hand she had placed on her shoulder through his hair.

The distance between the two grew even closer. Henry let out a hot breath and dug deeper into Philina’s mouth.

…… Maybe this would be the last time they would check each other’s hearts.

With that in mind, we struggled even more to get closer to each other.

Maybe Henry is feeling something, too. As much as he thought of it, he clung to the kiss with great desperation.

…… You can do anything with just one kiss.

No matter how close they are to each other now, the places they need to reach will eventually be far enough away that they can’t reach each other.

Now it’s time to clean up.

What can we expect from a relationship that has an end in sight?

In the first place, she hadn’t invited Henry into her room to create this atmosphere.

I never thought of such a tender kiss.

But why am I…….

Philina’s hand tried to push Henry away. But he kept rubbing his lips together as if he didn’t want to fall.

Inevitably, Philina shoved Henry hard with both hands and lowered her head. He looked down at her with a face he couldn’t understand.

“Why……”

He muttered mournfully. There was something indescribable about the air that terrified Henry. His fingertips twitched faintly as he gripped her shoulder.

Philina, who had kept her head down until then, spoke slowly.

“…… Henry.”

Despite the muffled voice of her, Henry could only look at Philina with a sad face. She forced herself to raise her head and looked up.

His gaze met his anxious pupils.

She asked in a faint voice.

“Why don’t you ask me anything?”

“…… What are you talking about?”

Immediately came Henry’s reply. But he couldn’t hide all his nervousness.

Filina continued, smiling faintly.

“I said I remembered my past life. It’s the same life over and over again…”

“You said I killed you…?”

Henry, who had been staring at her with a stiff face, pulled his lips away in a more subdued voice.

“I will pay it all back in this lifetime. I will not ask you to forgive me. If you hate me, I won’t blame you. So…, just let me stay by your side.”

At his words, Filina shook her head and muttered:

“No, I don’t……. It wasn’t you who killed me then. And the other time it wasn’t you, it was someone else’s…”

“So…, what’s the problem? Am I doing something more wrong with Sir Philina?”

“…… It’s not, Henry. The problem is with me.”

Henry wrinkled his brow as if he didn’t understand. Philina, who had been staring at him carefully, whispered bitterly.

“I’m not from this world.”

“…….”

“So……, now I have to go back to where I used to live.”

Henry’s face hardened coldly.

A sense of silence arose between the two.

He lowered his gaze for a moment, as if trying to gather his thoughts.

“…… So, why don’t you see it now?”

Without even needing to explain it, Henry noticed it at once.

Philina’s face looked so pained.

It’s like someone you’ll never see again…….

That was the reason for the strange sense of distance that I had felt so far.

She bit her bottom lip and squealed.

“yes……. It’s not something I would say in this atmosphere, but I’m so sorry……”

“…… If you don’t go back, why not?”

Before he knew it, Henry’s eyes were red and bloodshot. Philina, who had been staring at him intently, slowly pulled her lips away.

“If you stay here, you don’t know when you’re going to die.”

At her words, Henry dropped his head in despair.

He didn’t answer for a while.

I spent my time clenching my fists just to get my emotions under control.

Then it wasn’t until a while later that I heard Henry’s voice.

“Well, let’s go back. If Sir Philina is hurt . . . that’s even more distressing . . .”

There was a great tremor in his voice.

As if it was hard to hold back the sorrow.

Henry was biting his lower lip. His red, bloodshot eyes looked like they were about to burst into tears.

Filina, who had been staring at him intently, also lowered her head.

My heart was terribly bitter.