Chapter 17 of 37
Chapter 17
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Translator: MysticRain
-Alpha’s memory
I always thought I had nothing left to lose, but when he wanted to take away both of my hands, my heart felt sadder than ever.
Because, for a moment, it occurred to me that I would never play “Moonlight” for him again……
Regret was like surging waves swept through my whole body……
In fact, I had never forgotten the melody which only belonged to him, just as I had never forgotten the agreement with him and those beautiful memories……
It was just that I now……already…….had nothing……except memories……
Gein, I can no longer have the sunshine of Austria, the lake of Vienna, and your innocent and radiant smile……
Gein, why do you feel so far away when you were clearly right beside me……
Where had you of the past gone……
Why……I couldn’t find you anywhere……
Sometimes, love was like a maze, we unconsciously lost each other in the passage of time.
Maybe he was right beside you, maybe he was right in front of you……
But you just don’t recognize him, because……he was no longer the man you remembered him to be or the man you once thought he was……
So even if he was close to you, you still can’t feel him……
What you were searching hard for was him in the past, who had been smiling at you from the depths of your memory……
And so we sank into our memories, sinking in memories……
He could choose to deceived himself, but can’t choose to deceive his own feelings;
He could choose to love him, but he can’t forgive himself for loving him……
Because……that man……destroyed his country……destroyed his homeland……
In the end, he could only choose to escape. When we can’t forget, the only thing we can do……was to pretend to forget……
The longest distance in the world……
It was not that we were obviously in love with each other, yet can’t be together.
But……
We obviously can’t resist this yearning……
Yet I had to pretend you were never in my heart……
This kind of pretense was exhausting……
This kind of injury was languishing……
Gein, we can’t go back……right?……
But……
I really……want to go back……
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