Chapter 18

Parsed with an automated reader. The content accuracy is not guranteed.

Translator: MysticRain

It seemed since that night, Alpha had remained in his memory.

He began to immersed himself in that distant dream, his eyes were shrouded in a thick confusion that couldn’t disperse…

He had always muttered to himself: “Gein…where are you…where are you…”

The delirious words made the person sitting beside him felt waves of sadness. He knew that he was looking for him of seven years ago, him of a very long time ago, the one who was running in the breeze of Austria and smiling under the sunshine of Vienna…

But he can’t go back, he can’t be that person he was looking for…

“Alpha, I’m here, look at me…look at me…”

“Gein, where are you…why…can’t I find you…”

He was clearly in front of him, but he couldn’t recognize this familiar yet unfamiliar man. He already couldn’t tell the difference between dream and reality, or perhaps his greatest wish at this moment was——to live in a dream…

“Gein, where did you go…come back…”

He was calling out his name, but the one he was calling wasn’t him…

“Alpha, I’m right here…I’m right in front of you…why can’t you see me…why…”

He let him hugged and kissed him. His body had lost all senses, and all he could see and hear was the vision of a dream.

He doesn’t know, but he had cut deep into the heart of the man in front of him who he had called out to a thousand times…

“Alpha, I beg you…I would rather you hate me…I don’t want you to ignore me…”

He finally understood that his love had become a kind of injury, a kind of plunder.

He possessed his body and stripped him of his soul, and all he had left was a body full of scars and a broken heart…

“Alpha, I’m sorry…I’m sorry…”

He blamed himself, he regretted, and his heart ached…

He kissed his hands that couldn’t play anymore with tears streaming down his face. He had invited the best doctor in Germany, but they couldn’t help him…

The hands might be able to move…but it can’t play the piano…anymore…

The once nimble and slender fingers were branded with a terrible and conspicuous scar, and can never be erased…

Just like the wounds in their hearts that can no longer be healed…

“Alpha, I’m Gein…I’m Gein…”

“Gein…where are you…I can’t find you…”

He still repeated these words, and his eyes filled with endless sorrow. He suddenly felt the piercing and throbbing pain in his chest.

How could he let him had on that hurt expression…

“Alpha, let’s go back, alright? I’ll take you back to Austria, back to Vienna. I don’t want anything, I’m willing to give up everything, as long as you can ‘come back’…as long as you can look at me…”

He hugged him tightly in his arms, one or two drops of tears fell as he whispered in his ear. The bitter liquid fell upon his shoulder and turned into a heavy sigh…

In a trance, as if calling for his return…

As a result, his eyes gradually became clear. He heard his sorrowful voice, the corner of his eyes were stinging with an urge to cry…

“Alpha…let’s go back…let’s go back…alright?…”

He kept asking this question, repeating the same question over and over again…

He finally shed a tear. This was his answer, his silent answer…

He finally saw his figure in his eyes. He hugged him tighter and said: “I’ll take you, I’ll take you back…”

He just quietly leaned against his chest and nodded silently…

He was really tired…too tired…

Gein…can we still go back…

Gein…

I really want to go back…

Like this:Like Loading...

Related