V2C8

"No..." Shu Nian looked away nervously, "just now you said you have something to say?"

"Why are you crying?" Xie Yan wouldn't let go of this issue, "because I was being intimate with another woman, so you are angry?"

"I didn't cry," Shu Nian hurriedly wiped the water droplets on his face with his sleeve, and he calmed down slightly, "how can I get angry, it's nothing strange, it is very normal..."

"It's nothing strange?" Xie Yan felt his anger slightly resurging, "You're very generous and understandings, then you have to explain to me, how it is normal?"

Shu Nian smiled wryly, looked downward and said: "This...you have always only like women..."

"..." Xie Yan ridiculed angrily, "Very well, that's right, I just like women. You are really clever. Then how about you? I'm just fooling around by being in relationship with you, you understand right?"

Shu Nian straightened his back like he was jabbed, his face turned pale for a while, and he agreed reluctantly: "Yes, young master was playing a joke, how can I take it seriously, I still understand about this aspect."

Xie Yan's throat tightened with anger, he just suppressed it, and momentarily speechless. The pale and thin man who was standing in front of him also didn't say anything, stared blankly at the floor. After a while Shu Nian took two steps rigidly, looking away, he wanted to squeeze past from Xie Yan's side.

Xie Yan raised his hands to hold Shu Nian's arms, and took a deep breath to suppress the urge to raise his hands around the man's neck who unexpectedly was suspecting his sincerity: "Where are you going?"

"Oh..." Shu Nian responded sluggishly, "I'm going to...sleep." He wanted to pull back his arm roughly, as Xie Yan held him when he tried to escape.

"Look at me."

Shu Nian stayed silent, and stubbornly looked downward.

Xie Yan grabbed Shu Nian and firmly turned his face, Shu Nian struggled desperately, but it was useless as finally he was forced to look at Xie Yan face to face, and his face was slightly twisted when they were facing each other.

Shu Nian closed his lips tightly, tried his best to maintain his expression, his eyes were completely red and moistened with tears.

The tears in the eyes' of a man who was always composed softened Xie Yan's heart, the pent-up fury in his chest was completely gone, and he hurriedly released his hands to hug Shu Nian tightly, and said softly: "what's wrong, Xiao Nian, don't cry..."

"Please let go." Shu Nian's voice became hoarse, he was unable to suppress his tears, and pushed harder to break free from Xie Yan.

"I won't let go." Xie Yan held him firmly, held him closely as if they were becoming one.

"Enough, young master, I beg you, don't play around with me..."

"I'm not! I'm not playing around with you, I'm serious!" Xie Yan also felt grievance, and held Shu Nian's face firmly, "I said so many times that I like you, but you don't believe me, I said something out of anger, and then you believe it?! I love you...I'm not just playing around, do you understand? I'm serious!"

Xie Yan angrily shook the person in front of him who didn't respond anything: "am I the kind of person who will easily confess? Why don't you believe me?!"

Shu Nian's neck tightened, the vein on his forehead popped out, and he used all his strength to shout all the things he had suppressed for a long time: "You said you like me, I also want to believe you! ...But what will I do if it's not the true? And you are just having fun with me?...You never like a man, what can a person like me be regard as to you...I..."

He had never has the courage to ask this question, in fear of the thing he was uncertain of turned out to be false, and the lied he had believe would be broken.

"Fool..." Xie Yan hesitated a little bit, and sighed. He scrunched up his nicely shaped eyebrows, stroking lovingly the back of the man who was in his embrace, bringing his face closer toward Shu Nian and leaned against his cold forehead, "you don't even think about my feelings when you said those things..."

Watching the pale man's lips trembled slightly because of excitement, Xie Yan's heart couldn't help but to turn restless, he slightly tilted Shu Nian's face, and wanted to latch his mouth on them.

Shu Nian was surprised, hurriedly moved his head, trying to pull away: "What are you doing?!"

"I want to kiss you." Xie Yan didn't listen and kept holding his face, and moved closer toward Shu Nian.

"Don't fool around..." Shu Nian struggled and said sadly, "Please let go! This is not funny, you..."

His eyes widened when the unyielding lips touched his, he couldn't believe Xie Yan would take the initiative to kiss him, he was shocked and instinctively moved backwards when their tongues touched in his mouth.

No matter how Shu Nian resisted Xie Yan, his tongue keep on entangled with his, forcing him to curl up as he couldn't retreat back, pitifully withdrew his tongue, his back was pressed against the door, and he still couldn't escape from Xie Yan.

Xie Yan's tongue penetrated deep inside Shu Nian's mouth and became passionate and fierce, the back of Shu Nian's head was held firmly despite of his struggle, so that they could kiss a little deeper. Their intertwined tongues made their crotches became excited, Xie Yan pressed on him firmly, and it weakened his resistance, as he kept on sucking strongly, and the kisses completely sucked away all of Shu Nian's oxygen.

Entangled for a very long time, until both of them became breathless, the eager movement was slightly alleviated, Shu Han's forehead was sweaty as he gasped for breaths, Xie Yan withdrew away slowly from his mouth. Touching Shu Nian's lips for a while, he was reluctant to let go and changed to nibble on Shu Nian's lower lip. Xie Yan nibbled and licked as he slightly gasped for air, and held him gently as his chest heaved up and down due to the rapid breathing.

"Do you understand now? If I don't like you...how can I kiss a man."

Shu Nian's face turned red and he was gasping for air, he turned his face, and didn't dare to look at Xie Yan. His vein could be seen clearly on his stretched neck, and it was even more obvious when he slightly leaned forward.

His palms touched Shu Nian's flat chest, knowing that it was exactly the same structure as his own, yet his body still burning with desire, Xie Yan shivered slightly from the urge to gently caressed Shu Nian, his fingers eagerly groping the warm skin without pulling down Shu Nian's shirt and pants. Two small knobs suddenly appeared on Shu Nian's chest when he touched it, Shu Nian suddenly sprang up as if he was beaten, arched his back and resisted desperately: "No, don't be like this..."

Xie Yan managed to hold Shu Nian, pushed him against the door, squeezed in between his legs, both of his hands was pushing against Shu Nian's chest making his back glued to the bathroom door so that he couldn't move, and his fingers were rubbing and kneading the two small protrusions on Shu Nian's chest.

Although it totally couldn't be compared to women's since it was extremely flat, but Xie Yan still couldn't control his desire to fondle and tease it, especially when Shu Nian moaned meekly when he used his teeth to slightly nibbled on his chest, and it made the blood in his entire body boiled up.

"Stop...please..."

Xie Yan stopped Shu Nian's resistance, and it looked like just caressing his upper body wasn't enough, his hands hurriedly unfastened Shu Nian's belt, tugged it open and probed into his pants.

"Don't want———don't, don't..." Shu Nian said lowly, suddenly arched his waist, desperately trying to escape from Xie Yan's hands.

"Be good," Xie Yan controlled his breathing, and his palm continued to probe between Shu Nian's thighs, and groping from behind to the front, "I won't hurt you...let me touch you..."

"Don't, don't...Please...really don't want ..."

All Xie Yan's excited moods halted although the arrow was already on the bow and ready to shoot, he was like being splashed by a bucket of cold water on his head by Shu Nian's begging of refusal.

"What's wrong?" Xie Yan was very disappointed, "...you don't want it?"

Shu Nian's face was red with embarrassment, he desperately pulled his unbutton clothes to cover his chest, and trying to cover the places that were visible.

"I am a man..."

"What?" Xie Yan asked again because he thought he had heard it wrongly.

"...I am a man." He flinched, and struggled to say it.

"I know." Xie Yan was slightly taken aback, "I had always known you are a man."

Shu Nian's mouth was slightly opened, as it was difficult to find the right word: "a man's body...you will not want to hold..."

"I want to hold you." Xie Yan's voice was gentle, "I certainly want to hold you, and don't you feel the same?"

"It wasn't like that...right now you might not feel anything...once the clothes are off...you won't want to do it when you see it..." Shu Nian buttons his clothes shakily, "men's body...and women's body were completely different... all those things (curves and breasts) didn't exist...and..."

Shu Nian bent over to re-arrange his clothes, he didn't conceal his lower body, making him felt inferior, as he exposed the body that belong to a male: "You will not feel interested...and when you hold a woman...it isn't the same. No breasts...there is only that kind of thing (flat chest)...stiff, and it feels a lot worse than girls when you touch it...you definitely don't want to try it..." He stood up straight, and smiled embarrassedly, "you will feel...disgusting..."

This was the bottom line of his self-defense.

After being naked, perhaps the sight of naked man would make Xie Yan turned pale and fled.

Waiting in naked, Shu Nian was willing to completely surrender being firmly rejected by Xie Yan.

He couldn't endure being rejected that way.

Please note that some part might be incorrect as I don't know how to translate it to English. Mistakes are bound to happen and corrections are very welcome.