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The first time they met, he was a downtrodden prince everybody bullied whilst she was a small palace maid responsible for washing the clothes of the people in the palace.

Twenty years of companionship; he is the only one capable of influencing her emotions. For him, she is willing to immerse her hands in the blood of others, to help him rule this world.

Even though she wasn’t the one he loved, and she wasn’t the one he married, she insisted on remaining by his side, aiming to become the one and only woman capable of standing by his side whilst he held court and the one and only woman in his harem – even if doing so would cause her to get insulted by the entire world.

However, that person whom she loved so much, that person for whom she committed all sorts of preposterous acts for – wanted her to die.

He said, “In this lifetime, I don’t wish to see you ever again!”

She returned to him as a spirit, yet he begged for another lifetime together.

“If we have another lifetime together, I want you to love me and respect me from a very young age, and help me clear all the obstacles standing in my way. You would be forced to watch me love one, and marry another – but both of them would not be you. You must love me so crazily and so deeply that everybody knows about it, and yet you would never be able to truly receive my entire love and affection. On innumerable occasions, you would be misunderstood by me, and hurt by me. The only few tears you shed in your entire lifetime would be for me, and ultimately you would have to die for me. Even after you die, you would not be allowed to rest in peace – instead, you would transform into a spirit and return to my side… Only if you do all these, would you be able to compensate me for what I have done in this lifetime.”

Chapters27

  1. Chapter 1, … A Ghost Returns, Returns to Her True Home
  2. Chapter 2, … The difference between heaven and earth was just like that.
  3. Chapter 3, … a.s.sistant Minister, a.s.sistant Minister—what exactly was an a.s.sistant Minister?
  4. Chapter 4, … Winter Solstice; Wànshùn Year 30
  5. Chapter 5, …a.s.sistant Minister Gu’s Strategy, Too Sinister!
  6. Chapter 6, … After all, each stroke of the brush portrayed those last ten years cherished within her heart.
  7. Chapter 7, … 3rd Year of Píngchāng, Spring. As a flower is to beauty, so is she.
  8. Chapter 8, … Lin Si Ze looked at his book; she looked at Lin Si Ze.
  9. Chapter 9, … This way of thinking had supported Gu Hong Jian for a full twenty years.
  10. Chapter 10, … In the torrential rain, someone held up a rainbow for you.
  11. Chapter 11
  12. Chapter 12, … Forever, forever. By no means would he turn around and glance at her.
  13. Chapter 13, … She was not that guy's most special person. For these past ten years, it was never her.
  14. Chapter 14, … Zuo Ning Yan had hung herself in her room, with her body entirely clothed in red.
  15. Chapter 15, … She had kept those words in mind constantly, but he had forgotten.
  16. Chapter 16, … He did not rely on her affections for him.
  17. Chapter 17, … She and he—parted ways and began walking different roads.
  18. Chapter 18, … As it turned out, this was a secret everyone knew of.
  19. Chapter 19, Unrepentant Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 20, Unrepentant Chapter 19 part1
  21. Chapter 21, Unrepentant Chapter 19 part2
  22. Chapter 22, Unrepentant Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 23, Unrepentant Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 24, Unrepentant Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 25, Unrepentant Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 26, Unrepentant Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 27, Unrepentant Chapter 25

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