Chapter 75

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T/N: Hello everyone, I know this isn’t something you want to hear, but unfortunately, I will stop uploading for next week because I am drowning in school shfbskh. Next week will be very hectic as I have a couple of presentations and tests coming up so I have to go on a short hiatus because my stockpile is as empty as my wallet. (I’m serious, this is the last chapter in my stockpile) I have no more chapters to upload. T-T I’ll work hard to push out chapters soon, thank you for your understanding : ) P.S. Take good care of your health and don’t be like me because I’m sick right now and can’t finish my tasks on time OOPS

Another day passed, and Fang Yu returned to the vacant home after finishing school as usual. There was no one worthy of his careful cooking and he was too lazy to cook for himself so he ate in a restaurant near his community.

When he got home, the sky was already dark. Fang Yu only turned on the light in the bedroom and took out a cigarette, lighting it and inhaling it deeply. He sat on the bed, lost in thought. He inhaled and exhaled the smoke monotonously.

When Lin Moyan was there before, the two of them would have just finished their dinner. They would sit in the living room watching various TV programs and talking about the day’s happenings. But now, there was only darkness in the living room and the TV hadn’t been switched on for a long time. The entire house was dead silent but Fang Yu was reluctant to leave. Even though there was no Lin Moyan here, all their memories were in this house.

Fang Yu couldn’t help thinking about what Lin Moyan was doing now. Did he miss him a little too? Or was he relieved that he had escaped from the tiger’s mouth? As the number of days increased, Fang Yu became less confident in himself.

The belief that he placed on his bet had long worn out. Now, the only thing on his mind was his yearning for Lin Moyan. He couldn’t bear to give up like this. He kept trying to convince himself, just wait a little longer and he will finally be able to get Lin Moyan’s love. Just when Fang Yu finished smoking a cigarette and was about to light another one, the doorbell rang.

Fang Yu immediately sat upright and listened. He was afraid that it was his hallucination. After all, in the few days Lin Moyan had just left, he heard the doorbell ring countless times, but after opening the door, there was no one. The doorbell rang for a while and Fang Yu was finally sure that he was not hallucinating.

Very few people knew his address and he didn’t think anyone would come except for Lin Moyan. He stood up, walked quickly and eagerly pushed the door open. Seeing the person outside, his heart sank but he showed an irritated expression on his face. He stroked his messy hair impatiently and asked the person aggressively, “Why are you here?”

After speaking, he turned around and completely ignored the person standing outside the door. Yan Ze, who was standing outside the door, shrugged and consciously entered the door. Yan Ze frowned as soon as he entered the door. The smoke was so strong that he could smell it clearly at the door. He walked to the only room with light in the whole house and entered without bothering to ask Fang Yu for permission. He saw Fang Yu who was shrouded in the smoke and lighting his cigarette by the window.

The room was filled with white smoke and cigarette butts everywhere. He couldn’t help but suspect that the only reason why his house hadn’t caught fire yet was due to Fang Yu’s luck. He bypassed the wrinkled bed in the middle of the room, went to the window, and spoke concisely, “When will you bring your person back?”

Now, Yang Yining was always visiting Lin Moyan. Even when he was with Yan Ze, he was absent-minded. Yan Ze particularly hated the feeling of not being able to completely control him. Fang Yu glanced at Yan Ze, his irritation clearly shown in his eyes. He took a deep breath of the cigarette and exhaled a smoke ring before replying, “I’ll wait for him to come back by himself.”

Yan Ze was a little upset in his heart. He pulled out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the window sill and twisted the cigarette as if venting his feelings. The finely shredded tobacco was scattered all over the ground. Then suddenly, he remembered something and he was in a slightly better mood. He didn’t think that his cousin was so tolerant that he could allow the person he wanted to leave him, much less wait for him.

He raised his hand and touched Fang Yu’s arm resting on the window sill, sneered disdainfully, and asked in disbelief, “Are you sure? I still remember how you tortured your cat…” He didn’t think Fang Yu would willingly wait for someone so important to him to come back by himself. Fang Yu’s fingers holding the cigarette shook because of Yan Ze’s words and the ashes fell on his clothes but he didn’t notice it.

His mind couldn’t help but go back to the past when he was a child and had brought back a kitten. He had found the kitten in the garbage dump, injured and dying. He considerately took the kitten to the vet and got it treated. Fang Yu had always been lonely so he was happy that he had finally gotten an animal companion to accompany him.

He took it home. For the first few days, the little kitten couldn’t move or eat food, so he fed it with a bottle. As long as he was at home, he would take care of it with his own hands. After a while, the little kitten finally recovered, but Fang Yu didn’t know why, but the pet he had saved was not close to him.

No matter how he teased or attracted the little one with food, it remained unmoved. In the end, he grabbed it directly. Since then, the little kitten never left him again. He attached a chain and a collar to its neck and tied it to his room. The poor kitten couldn’t run around and could only go around Fang Yu every day. He held it wherever he went, and if the little kitten didn’t follow, he dragged it away.

Later, his memory was a bit vague and he couldn’t tell whether the kitten had been rescued or had been tortured to death by him. In short, it disappeared suddenly one day. Fang Yu couldn’t remember whether he had cried and made trouble later, all he remembered was the unhappiness and sadness in his heart when he forced the cat to stay with him.

The heat between his fingers pulled Fang Yu from his memories back to reality. He pinched out the cigarette that was about to burn out. After thinking for a while, he remembered Yan Ze’s question. He smiled, hiding the bitterness in his heart. With his hanging head, he took a deep breath before saying, “I’m not sure.”

Yes, he was not sure, he was not sure if he had the confidence to wait until that day. Perhaps in the next second, he wouldn’t be able to bear it and would forcibly pull Lin Moyan back to him. He still had a backup of those photos. He never thought about letting Lin Moyan go. If the other person didn’t him, then he would tie this person to him, just like what he did to the kitten. This time, unlike the kitten that managed to escape, he wouldn’t give Lin Moyan even the smallest opportunity to run away.

Yan Ze raised his eyebrows after hearing Fang Yu’s answer and hummed in agreement. He touched his chin, thought about it, and said “Then why not get him back now? Since there is a way to get him to live with you, you should take the chance. in and live with you, I don’t think you can get him again.”

Fang Yu glanced at Yan Ze and smiled, “Have you ever loved anyone?” Yan Ze frowned and wanted to refute but Fang Yu spoke before him, “If you love someone, you will understand how I feel.”

Fang Yu paused, leaning on the windowsill and looking up at the shining fluorescent lamp, “Forcing him is my last choice. If he is still not willing to be with me, I will trap him against his wishes. I love him. I want him to live more comfortably than anyone else. The last thing I want to do is to hurt him, so I cannot bring him back for now.”

After saying this, Fang Yu stood up straight, facing Yan Ze who seemed to be deep in thought and patted him on the shoulder. “If you care about someone, don’t toss him around too much. Well…for example, Yang Yining.”

Yan Ze, who heard the words “Yang Yining”, trembled, and his eyes narrowed dangerously. He didn’t want to hear his name from others’ mouths. It made him unhappy. He wanted to fully possess Yang Yining, even his name was not spared. After a long time, he realized that the person in front of him was his close brother. His stiff body gradually relaxed. He raised the corner of his mouth and lightly punched Fang Yu on his shoulder, “You…How much do you know?”

Fang Yu spread his hands and innocently blinked at the other party. He returned Yan Ze’s light punch before responding, “I know enough to know that you are extremely obsessed with him.”

T/N: The part about Fang Yu’s cat is what I was referring to when I said he has a twisted personality. I heard that children who have such violent tendencies are more dark than normal children. I guess it kinda explains why he’s so controlling when it comes to Lin Moyan but man, that Yan Ze is just as similar.

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