V2C3

Shu Nian was lying on a bed when he woke up and he was completely covered in sweat. He opened his eyes and was in a trance for a long time, thinking his whereabouts. A heavy chest was pressing against his slender arm. Ke Luo was still asleep and he was frowning slightly. His lip was tightly clenched and he maintained his posture.

Shu Nian didn't move. He was in pain and closed his eyes for a while, trying to compose himself.

Just forget about it...

It was nothing to be pondered at. He is a man...and...no one would care about his so-called virginity. That person wouldn't care.

Even if it had been taken by someone, what did it have to do with Xie Yan?

Lying quietly for a while, Shu Nian licked his chapped lip. He silently removed Ke Luo's arm and crept up from the bed.

Shu Nian patiently endured the dizziness and felt as if he was floating. He moved slowly to clean up the wounds on his body. He avoided looking at the young man on the bed who was restlessly knitting his brows in sleep.

Shu Nian had always regarded Ke Luo as a son that he should take care of. As of now, he could only avoid thinking of the things Ke Luo did to his body last night as he didn't dare to remember anything about it.

Shu Nian's naked body shivered as he went to the living room to retrieve the clothes that were scattered all over the floor. He wore the crumpled clothes and pulled it down to smooth the crumples, so that it wouldn't make him looked that pitiful. Then, he opened the door quietly to go out of the apartment.

Shu Nian hesitated in from of the massive closed door of Xie mansion for a long time. Then, he pulled out the key from his pocket and held it tightly, fumbling to align it into the keyhole.

The previously cold metal had now adsorbed his high body temperature and turned hot.

He rested his forehead against the cold door and heaved out a breath. He stood still for a while and then opened the door.

He walked into the house slowly and carefully. The time was still early and everyone was still sleeping soundly at that time. No one would see him in that very pitiful state and Shu Nian had a little peace of mind.

Shu Nian's legs slightly weakened by the time he touched his door knob. He was extremely tired and was running a high fever and he was also tossed around the whole night. The place that had been torn apart was aching severely. Shu Nian had braced himself for a long time and his gait was very unsightly. He kept on thinking about going into his peaceful bedroom to find a soft place to sit and take a good rest so that his numbed and aching waist could relax for a while.

He opened the door very cautiously, fearing that any sound might awaken Xie Yan who was sleeping next door. He involuntarily yelped in surprise once he saw his room which was in a mess until it was beyond recognition.

The man who was sitting on his bed raised his head to look at Shu Nian once he heard the noise. The two of them stared at each other. Shu Nian looked at the man who stood in a room that was filled with wreckage from various kinds of furniture and furnishings on the floor. He was surprised and speechless.

"Young master..."

Shu Nian met Xie Yan sooner than he had expected. He suddenly froze as if he was a thief caught in the action.

There was slight stubble on Xie Yan's chin. His eyes were bloodshot and red. His beautiful black hair was in a mess. It looked like he had been sitting there the whole night. Xie Yan was slightly taken aback when he saw Shu Nian. After a while, he spoke with a worn out and hoarse voice: "You came back?"

Shu Nian never expected Xie Yan's tone to be flat as he had expected him to spat at him with rage and sarcasm. Shu Nian felt that Xie Yan looked terrible but he wasn't sure if it was because Xie Yan didn't sleep the whole night.

"Yes...young master."

"Why do you come back?" Xie Yan snorted loudly and unhurriedly. He slightly lowered his head and kept on stepping on the cigarette butts that he had threw on the carpet a while ago. Shu Nian couldn't see the expression on Xie Yan's face, "You don't need to accompany your Ke family's young master? Anyhow, Xie family won't be able to stop you. Since you plan to follow him, why do you come back? [1] Climbing to another branch wasn't insufficient to make you feel good?"

[T/N: [1] being close to someone of a higher social position. Chinese version of 'climbing the social ladder'.]

"...Ah...Sorry...I'll leave immediately..."

Shu Nian was slightly embarrassment. He already knew he couldn't come back, but he had wondered around for a long time and instinctively went back there and still hoping for a string of luck.

Shu Nian had always been like that...no matter how determined, no matter how clearly he understood the situation, there was no way for him to really leave that person. Even though he knew there was completely no hope to be closed with that person, even though he knew that it would be more painful the longer he stayed beside that person, yet, he still unable to restrain himself.

Shu Nian was also ashamed of his inability to resist.

"I just come back to pack my things...I'll leave right away."

"Oh?" Xie Yan raised his gaze. His gaze was becoming colder.

"Sorry..." In order to prove his words, Shu Nian walked a few steps, and went to rummage the shelf that had been overturned. At a loss for a while, he grabbed a few things that he could reach.

In fact, Shu Nian didn't even know what to take.

However he couldn't possibly say directly in front of Xie Yan's face, I came back because I want to see you ...just because of you...

"Finished packing?"

Xie Yan's cynical voice could be heard in the background. Shu Nian had to retreat his hands and turned around: "Yes..."

"Ready to leave?"

"...Yes..."

Xie Yan didn't show any sign to step aside and the eyes that were looking at Shu Nian gradually became vicious, and a while later he sneered: "You are very eager...Why? Because your young master Ke is still in bed waiting for you?"

Shu Nian froze. The unbearable memory of last night made his body turned cold. After trying his best to calm his nerve, his lip twitched to let out a reluctant smile: "Young master you are cracking a joke..."

Suddenly his neck was grabbed. Shu Nian's eyes went wide in shocked. Xie Yan's immense strength made him suffocated without omitting any sound.

"You don't have to pretend to be naive," Xie Yan gritted his teeth and his face was livid, "next time when you want to get intimate with men, remember to have some restrain! Aren't you scared others could see your neck that was covered with hickeys? Don't let me feel nausea! Cover it up at least! You are really shameless!"

"..." Shu Nian felt as if he was stabbed. His face was pale and he went rigid. He didn't check himself in the mirror, and he didn't know Ke Luo had bit his neck with bruising kisses. Anyone could see the intense activity of last night.

This kind of thing made Xie Yan felt nauseous, right?

"I didn't say anything wrong, right?" Xie Yan's voice was still indifferent, trying his best to remain calm, "did you have sex with him?"

"..." Shu Nian could only remain silent and closed his eyes.

The clutched around his neck was loosened. He was slapped roughly across his face before he had a chance to even take a breath.

It looked like Xie Yan had forgotten that Shu Nian was sick. Without any mercy, the slap across Shu Nian's face made him saw black. He staggered two steps and clutched a bookshelf to stop from falling. But his collar was grabbed by Xie Yan and he was suddenly yanked backward. The strong force made him crashed down with the bookshelf. Shu Nian was thrown into confusion. His ears were buzzing. It took a while before he could clearly listen back.

Just as he was about to open his mouth to justify himself, Shu Nian's chest was firmly pressed down. His chest constricted and it was hard to breathe. However, he was shocked when he felt Xie Yan's hand was groping his waist. Xie Yan torn opened the belt, and explored into Shu Nian's pants crudely.

"Young master..."

"You are really desirous of men? Huh? You're so short of a man?!"

"No..." Shu Nian was at loss and instinctively struggled under Xie Yan's oppression, "I..."

"Didn't you like me before? I thought you are very devoted...turned out it doesn't matter as long as it's a man? It's also fine even with that [2] brat? Huh?!"

[T/N: [2] Direct trans, Xie Yan called Ke Luo 'little devil' lol.]

Xie Yan's wrecking hands was making Shu Nian ached and covered in cold sweat. He could only grab the carpet with his fingers and stammered with bated breath: "It's not like that...I beg you. Young master...I am not...I...Ke Luo, he..."

"Why? How come he can but I cannot have you?" Xie Yan gritted his teeth, and firmly pressed Shu Nian's slim chest with his knees. He skillfully tore Shu Nian's wrinkled coat with one hand, "You want a man, and I'll give it to you good. I won't be that bad compared to that brat. Why don't we try it? Huh?!"

"It wasn't like that..." Xie Yan's strong and wild fingers that were fondling Shu Nian were extremely painful. Shu Nian slightly arched his back, desperately wanted to stop Xie Yan, "young master...young master..."

Xie Yan's ferocious hand that was randomly groping Shu Nian's rear felt a sticky substance. He instantly knew what it was. His mind was buzzing due to the frenzied gush of anger and jealousy. His eyes instantly turned dark. Restraining some of his strength, Xie Yan raised his hand and slapped Shu Nian's pale face. At the same time, Xie Yan fiercely inserted his fingers into Shu Nian and then brutally dug it out: "So you are this kind of person? You let everyone have their way with you? Slut!"

[T/N: rich bitch didn't intend to rape Nian. It was more like he wanna check his suspicion and the last part is more like he wanna take out another's man residual in Nian (=_=') ]

Shu Nian who was struggling just now suddenly didn't move. He was lying down rigidly except for his slightly curled up legs that were trembling in pain, his whole rigid body was lack of strength.

Xie Yan clenched his teeth. He looked down at Shu Nian's sweaty hair and pale lip. The eyes that were usually wide open when he was smiling gently, was now empty and without any expression.

The room was quiet, and only Xie Yan's slightly trembling gasp could be heard. Both of them stood still, motionless. Xie Yan looked at Shu Nian, and Shu Nian was looking at the ceiling, but it looked like he couldn't see anything.

The first person to move was Xie Yan. He loosened his hold around Shu Nian's body to get up. Letting out a low breath like an injured beast, he clenched his teeth and looked at Shu Nian who was standing up slowly. Shu Nian looked down and rigidly buttoned the remaining buttons left on him, tightened the front of his coat, and then turned slowly to walk away.

The thought of Shu Nian entangled with another men a few hours ago really made Xie Yan furious. He felt like he was seeing red at that moment, the type that made his heart wanted to burst open as the strange feeling in his chest kept on swelling, pulsating and ramping in all direction, even his fingertips felt like splitting open and it made him to almost turn crazy.

Xie Yan really didn't know what he should do to ease the pain. He was at lost as if he was being stabbed and the pain made him agitated. He wanted to vent out by tearing everything he could grasp, but the pain was still persistent.

That guy is his Shu Nian...

Xie Yan had always hated being touch by anyone. Not even for a short while.

A spoiled young master like him always felt filthy when others touched his things.

He would always end up throwing it away or destroyed it. There was no compromise at all.

But Shu Nian...and "his" pets and toys were completely different.

Xie Yan didn't feel filthy. He just felt pain. Overwhelmed with pain, his sorrowful tears flowed out rapidly.

His Shu Nian, really wasn't his anymore?

A man like him, sitting on the floor, cradling his head as he cried must have look very ridiculous, but he couldn't stop it.

That kind of feeling and the feel of being robbed of everything wasn't the same.

Xie Yan couldn't even resist the pain because he had never experienced it before.

That feeling...is called...pain of losing someone you love, right?

Anne's Rant:

Lol LanLin forgot that Shu Nian isn't a virgin anymore. But rape is still a rape no matter what your gender is (ভ_ ভ) ރ I'm so tired with Shu Nian's and Xie Yan's attitudes. I guess that's why Lanlin wrote '一个想爱他，一个不要他爱' in the summary. Direct trans is 'One wish to love him, One doesn't want to love him' (╯ರ ~ ರ）╯︵ ┻━┻

There are 4 things in this chapter that made me laughed.

1st Lanlin forgot Shu Nian isn't a virgin since he had sex with Xie Yan when they were at London.

2nd I'm shocked no one heard the commotion in Nian's room especially after the bookshelf fell down

3rd I expect the room to catch a fire since rich bitch just threw the cig on the carpet.

4th why the hell both small demon and rich bitch didn't feel Nian's boiling temperature?

Please note that some part might be incorrect as I don't know how to translate it to English. Mistakes are bound to happen and corrections are very welcome.